arghh..my science got 68, which was not bad, considering the highest was only 73xD oh well, i haven't told my mum yet, she would probably nah until tomorrow, Zzzz, oh well there goes my 95 mark dream T_T.maths got something around 80, which is crap as well, FUCK PAPER 2 SECTION A I GOT A PATHETIC 14/22?WTF!!!THATS SO FREAKING LOW, NOW I LOST TO PEOPLE BY SO MUCH!I WAS FREAKING COUNTING ON IT, T_T haiii........

You know whats even sadder?so far, my english, i got 30/60, which is so fucking low, hope i don't fail my compo and reflection, or else i'm so gonna get expelled.

i realised that whenever i had a slight feeling i'm gonna do well, but i try to cover it up by trying to act worried, i would get well, but when i actually don't act, my score would suck like shit, is fate playing a joke on me?T_T

You know whats saddest?i failed................................fuck, over and over again, its already not the first time, good luck figuring out what am i talking^^

so today was very fun^^during music lesson we heard people sing, zhai yang damn good la, sing fa ru xue, i think he should seriously learn the song and sing it, i think its gonna be good sia, but today he anyhow sing-_-"so heard tx's group sing, yingxue voice nt bad lor, actually quite nice, then tingxiang also not bad la, she dare sing outloud, and really not bad, i don't think i can hear selene sing.

Next up bingle's group, bingle voice abit coarse, then yujie abit like mine, then aaron nt bad xDThen the song also nt bad la.Then the piano music was totally Zzzzz i was so looking forward to.............lol nvm cannot reveal=Pyea, so the piano music was sian la, why couldn't anybody play canon rock on the guitar?would love to hear it, may consider learning, once i can get my hands on a guitar-_-"Anyway i plan to change songs, ji li xiang i don't really like, maybe dongjie, jiu shi wo, and alot of other songs, dotz cannot choose, my voice very weird de...

anyway np we had recreation, was fun, though abit boring at first, should have told us we having mass water war mah..then i bring 2 1.5l bottle come splash everybody MUAHAHAHAHAHA, anyway was totally wet, though it was extremely cooling, aaaaaaaaaah..........actually, the whole squad was damn wet, heh should push us into a swimming pool next time xD so cooling, aaaah...........dunno why so tired sia today