hrmmm today chi lesson found out that mr ho already marked all the paper, wah so fast O.O and 2 people failed, and luckily its not me. then after alot of boring lessons(skip skip skip xD). sci we were late and tio scold, then did some experiments. then for home econs mrs tan didn't come AGAIN!we no home econs for 3 weeks le lor... T_T but this lesson rather fun. we wrote what we want to be on our gravestone when we did i wrote 'To rise again after death...' i dunno why i wrote that sia... it just came to my mind and i actually wrote in itallics+cursive lor. then some people's 1 very funny like kee heng's he wrote sth like 'u just wasted 1 min of your life reading a sentence by a dead man'. sth like that, quite funny la lol. hrmm then still got quite alot la, very interesting 1. then afterwards made a salad recipe, if u buy a our salad we will give a package of a place in a hospital, imh and counselling sessions xP.

then afterwards quite alot of things happened la. aftering eating lunch went back to class to play, ermm 'play' xD. then got truth and dare..then alot of lame stuff lol. then i tio, then yingxue ask me who i want to have *** with in our class, then i no comment...-.- wth la, i not so perverted la, -_-" okok no RA stuff on my blog =P. then quite alot of things happened before and afterthat. i totally can't believe she said and did that la, and is like without hesitation lor. wtf...i'm not angry, i'm sad...i don't want it to end so easily, but then... its not gonna help, heck la, i'll see what happens tml, if that is so, so be it. but then...its just so sad for me.

oh yeah, we stayed back today for a performance, then ermm they dance quite nice i guess, but i not interested at all =X weds beach cleaning, then very soon is cross country, then 3 days after that is itc. 2 weeks from now its holidays.

another sad thing lor, its like so fast 3 months passed in a blink of an eye. literally. we only have less than 9 months together as 2E, then like clicques(sp?) are still everywhere, then despite what it seems, our class is not united...but its kinda like mission impossible to dissolve all the clicques and the whole 2E be 1.ah..sian i very tired now, and i haven't touched hmwk all day. guess thats all now

lol its currently 10.24pm now. and i'm still doing hmwk >_> hehe i could have finished all my hmwk by 5pm if i weren't slacking so much, i made it to naruto episode 110! naruto quite nice bah i guess. TML HOME ECONS!!!YAY free lunch again xD nth much to do recently la, i found another game called scion of fate, looks nice maybe i'll try that soon, hope it doesn't end up like lastchaos -_-" i'm getting better and better at o2jam leh, omg i can see the notes of v3 Nx3 leh, impressive lor, in the past i can't see the notes now i can, and i didn't die playing that song xD but thats noob for my level bah, i lv 22 le can only play lv 13 song at most >_> hai failure

as usual i forgot what i wanna say sia...oh well...i'm stupid+hopeless xD oh yeah i rmbed sth from last act! we gave mr oh a t-shirt for valentine's day and in return he's paying for the air pistol shooting xD is alot lor, $12 x 29 people = $300+ the t-shirt only costs $18?lol zhuan dao =X and junior so good la, come np till now is all recre recre and more recre-.- we first come in also nv like that lor..so sad. but nvm laxD oh ya, 1 more thing, i went crazy and decided to go for SYF, omg!!!what was i thinking -.- but not like i care xD i'm gonna go. hope i have time though.

guess i'll stop here for now, till next time!xD

arghh... neck pain, shoulder pain, arm also bit pain, why like this-.-last last night i didn't sleep AT ALL lor, then i so tiredddddddddddddd. i dunno why but i just cannot get to sleep, partly because i was in a sealed room with no aircon, did u know how hot it was inside there? somebody went and turned off the aircon...wtf then i was sleepless the whole night, then next day i had to put the badges correctly in school, and still 2 tests+ 1 surprise test which i didn't study for at all, and i was so sleepy...lol oh well.

yesterday was fine i guess, math test i didn't really care much but then i didn't really care much bout anything except sleeping yesterday-_-" LA was fine i guess, borderline marks again>_> the 3rd last ques i did wrongly sia...then whole day i was yawning away, then is the chinese test. chinese also so-so lor, i used the method mr ho taught us, but then i didn't make it in time also-.- hehe, aiya nvm lor.(why am i so slack?didn't i say i would get serious some time back?-_-")i realised sth, my memory is failing me, really lor, my memory seems to be getting worse and worse everyday, i keep forgetting stuff O.O

then chinese release very late lor, i reached the canteen at 2.30? then had to change into full u, then the floor was wet i couldn't change fast enough, then as expected i was late for cca, along with jun wei, wei sheng and yicheng, pfft at least i had a valid reason, i was released so late... then because of some stuff we had a changing parade. meaning change to school-u then back to full-u again. we had to change back to school-u. then we're supposed to do it in 13min, but then cos of some problems it took 15min, then yeah some lecture i guess, then we supposed to change back in 11 min-.- then we tried to do that, and after leaving some problems(nco say de) we made it in 12. then rest of the day drill lor, i shou luan jiao luan sleepy again...dotz.

i'm so hopeless...hehe

hai...sometimes there's this overwhelming feeling of emptiness in my heart...

lol cny hols so fast over liao, school start again le, then like also nth much la, except got alot and alot of tests-.- then mr wong changed my seats(again) with wangzhe then i like from top right hand corner jump to bottom left hand corner -_-" i'm okay with it la, just that i like my previous seat more^^ ahhh...hai oh well, hopefully my seats will change again( no offence, its not that i hate where i sit now)

i just found out today cross country is in less than a week's time, which means i'm so dead...HAI die die die. tml LA and chi test, die die die, tml drill, die die die, omg...if i can survive i god le =X no la...

oh ya, mr ho told a really really 'nice' story yesterday, i decided to tell it during meals when i go out with friends^^ it would be so nice la, provided i don't fall off the chair laughing xD if really can then so good la, i want to see the look on their faces, haha. i just rmbed all the lame jokes i heard in rv...which is really alot and alot of lame jokes lor, haha.

today was swimming again, which i looked forward to, abit xD ok la, its quite fun de lor, today we were late again(ermm...when are we never late?)then those going for silver(means those we are bronze now, which is me and some other people), the instructor taught us side stroke which is like breast stroke except u are sideway and u use 1 arm only, dunno why quite tiring for me...ok maybe i have problem. then swam for the silver timing, of course i made it xDlast time also made it what..by 30 secs? okok. then we learn back stroke, which i couldn't do properly, if i attempt to keep my body straight water will go into my nose and into my mouth and into my stomach(which is disgusting) or into my lungs(which makes me choke), other than that its ok lor, i'm not last in the whole class le MUAHAHAHA lol. after that tried for awhile more, before going to play in the smaller pool the water is so warm la...and the sun is so hot, can die 1 >_>oh well, then after play play play, then most of 2E went to buy instant noodles to eat, (i didn't lor...i skipped lunch =X) i took a video xD 2E de xia chang haha, so sad lor...

after that most of 2E went home together, then you know what? the mrt came liao, then everybody was getting in, then i was about to go in then the mrt door close on me -_______________________-lll i was trying to push the door and then like it just went on, isn't the mrt supposed to have heat sensors? is my body temperature that cold? then dam diao lor. then i waited for the next train, then surprisingly they went off at next stop and waited for me, WAHHHHHHHH, didn't know they so nice sia =X=X jkjk, they nice la xD then lame jokes session again, then went home. surprisingly i'm not hungry, i think i drank too much water -_-" oh well tml drill and i need to prepare my stuff AND revise test *big sigh*

i missed the cny post O.O anyway, so now, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR everybody!

nth much happened, except i went to visit my relatives and my relatives came and visit us, i think i just stoned there...i see them only once per year? i don't rmb how they look like or their names, except my cousins of course. new year was sort of boring? except the hong baos and all the goodies O.O...i'm gonna grow overweight very very soon sian...must exercise

another thing that is bothering me, ITC DANCE!! DIE LIAO!!left how long? 10+ days to learn and rehearse dance-.- die die die. and hor...np is the last 1 to get their rank, until now we still haven't have the drill promo yet...hai die. sian diao, but i guess no choice since our drill is not up to standard.

i can't rmb what i wanted to post( it happens in most bloggers) hrmm, i guess i've been improving bah, i shall continue improving. if i type out everything, i won't have time to do my hmwk >_> hmwk i haven't do yet lor, sad or not? die le die le.

premonition is annoying

nth much recently bah, thurs went for swimming, then it was life saving, i was wondering if at the end of it got certificate, then i can get life saving badge le xD then swim for 20 min only? then rain then dismiss lor, then most of my classmates became lame and go bath in the rain...i very diao just go change first, then i change out gang gang hao it stopped raining, lao tian ye you shuai wo-.- oh well, then stayed for awhile, then originally planned to go eat at JEC, but then went along to lot 1 to buy present for mr ho since its his bday soon. (my post like almost no emotion 1 right?) yeah so just went along, a whole bunch of 1E people came but some left and didn't go lot 1, lets see, me, tx, charlene, jiayi, yulu, yingxue,jesslyn,kathy, tianqi and bingle. that should be all right? yaya. Then walk around looking for gifts, i shall not post on this anymore, sorry people i was so ap -_-" but seriously...i would have chose not to be ap if i can, hai nvm, i hardly spoke there. sorry horrrrrrrrrr =P(i mean it)

In the end bought 3 things? i can rmb much, but one of them was a cushion in the shape of a flower's head O.O

today was cny celebrations, it was pretty good? no really, it was good, anyway after that i went back to pri school alone, i stood outside, went in, came out again and waited for 30 min, guess what? not even a single person from 6L -.-" i want hit somebody liao, sian lor, then i just went home lor.

sorry for the feelingless post today.

now that i post more and more stuff, i'm worried bout people who read my blog-.-

my heart hurts...alot...more than i thought possible, i dunno what to listen to anymore, i don't know what to do anymore, i know something, but not everything, that way i don't learn anything, whats up with me? i'm so damn stupid...i'm torturing myself, i can't overcome it myself...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYBODY!

wahs lol. today go to class got quite a few people giving out candies and chocs, wah didn't know my classmates enthu O.O( and no, they bought for the whole class) i swear that next year i will prepare sth as well haha. Thanks for all the stuff classmates O.O

arghhh, guess what? i was put in detention FOR NOT BRINGING MY THERMOMETER! and its not even supposed to bring yesterday la, its supposed to be tomorrow lor. and getting detention on valentine's day, sheesh.

i guess thats all? =P ok la i'll include some italics stuff lol

its so sad you know, some people are so nice, yet shunned, life of an individualist is hard no? but then, i don't understand why some people have such thick skulls and no eyes at all, whats the big deal bout popularity-.- idiots.

scum.

ahs...i'm going crazy worrying bout stuff that won't happen( actually i hope not) i'll grow white hair by my 14th bday if this keeps up...T_T. oh well, what can i do? worrying isn't gonna help. actually nth is gonna help, except me >_>

today got dragged out of bed at 8.30 to go cut hair. then after waiting for 1 hr, finally my turn. Then DUNNO WHY, AFTER CUTTING MY HAIR, WHICH IS SUPPOSED TO BE CUT SHORT ONLY, MY HAIRSTYLE CHANGED ENTIRELY!!!!!!!! dotz now i look super weird la i dread going to school tml...diao

i still quite slack, why dun have tons of hmwk de?i seriously so dam bored at home la. Zzzzzzz

oh ya, before i go off to sleep, stupid yicheng!!!!!!!!!! freak you la, u spread to me also. sat i wake up nose abit blocked, feeling feverish and dizzy, now dizzy only, you wait monday! i so gonna get you. along with the rest of my 20+ classmates who got the virus because of you xD

i typed a really really long post just now, but i decided to delete it since it would freak out most of my friends, so oh well, i'm gonna retype it in a calmer mood.

today sth happened, something that shouldn't happen...things shouldn't turn out this way shouldn't it? a few people cried in our class. i didn't dare to look at their faces, dunno why lor, can't stand to see them like that? ( no it isn't because of me.-.-" ok maybe partially, but thats out of point) The teacher's method isn't wrong, its just that 5k+ words is just too much. our classmates would have to chiong 2 days just to finish that. what bout relaxing? what bout their hmwk? we're not emotionless you know? of course we feel guilt, some of us didn't show it, because what good would it do? just letting guilt overtake me, i'm just trying to lessen the guilt and make myself seem pitiful. oh well i won't think bout it anymore, i just hope the rest of my classmates will be fine...haiz. 2E be strong!

as if reminded again...why?what do you want me to do? what do you want me to learn?when will i have to stop enduring? when... perhaps i can...perhaps not...perhaps...

felt better after cca, we received our cc manual and had a surprise pt session O.O i didn't eat lunch still want me to pt-.- oh well, i survived relatively well haha.

this is up to you now, how will it turn out? please don't...

But then, even after i said so much, i owe all of you a big apology T_T so sorry guys, i will have better memory next time >_>

also, sry to mr ho as well, i guess our class really went overboard? we dissapointed him alot sia, what he said was right, he tried alot to make chinese lessons interesting for us, for that, i'm grateful to him =) i still have stuff to say, but i guess i won't say it here.

hrmm nth much happened in the past few days la, except i've decided on a few things which i won't say^^

hrmmm, guess its time for me to be serious >_> i slack and relax too much, seeing how pathetic my score for the maths test was, tx got 24/25, FREAK!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEs. alot of tests coming up soon, must study(stupid voice in my head stop mocking me). lessons are still as ever as boring and oh ya today we had a realocation of class roles. the changes were...i guess you can say unexpected, with me going to welfare *hai* freak la!i'm going to be bored like siao!!! welfare nth to do 1 T_T. quote from akabane kuroudo 'the value in a job is in its process and not its reward' ^^ so true, if the process is boring i doubt the reward will be enough to motivate me xD actually, maybe because of this i'm hardly ever given a job hehe. hrmm oh ya, our class was scolded again for rather weird reasons, i don't think he really meant what he said, it was just a rather slow spur of the moment. and more importantly, he sent alot of people for detentionO.O some did their duty liao still send for detention dotz, i think he should give chance lor, aaarghh nvm. why am i complaining bout this when i didn't even got sent to detention?O.O oh well eccentric guy =X

yesterday cca. juniors came in, then not much interaction lor, some of the juniors very cute 1 lol(i'm not sick ok) we had a lecture by mr oh first, then sharing session with ncos, then went to obstacle course, where we are SUPPOSED to finish the whole course in 8 mins, guess how long we took?1 hr xD laura got stucked up there for vvvvvvvvvvvv long, her fear of heights very serious lor, the wall 1.75m only she also dun dare come downO.O even mr oh came to help *once in a lifetime chance to step on your OC's hands and shoulder!*xD must overcome!!! yeah we spent the time like that, then whole unit played elope then yeah quite sian like that end le lor, siannest recrea act ever O.O hope to see our juniors in action soon haha.

oh ya, i can't climb the wall liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!dam la, either i grew very very heavy or i became very very weak diao die liao-.- i have a mountain of serious hmwk to do and i haven't even looked at it, i swear i MUST stop slacking, tml swimming and pe Zzzzzzzzzz

oh ya recently redled maple, after playing 3 days i quite sian liao lol, note: DESOLATE CEMETERY HAS THE WORST FREAKING DROP RATE EVER!

wonder what will happen soon sia...what will happen to me? i can see it...but i'm forbidden to see it. the more i post this the more i hate rv. it seems like most people had gotten all philosphical and emotional, using terms like mine to express themselves, isit what rv is doing to us? alot of us are thinking...thinking very deeply, i wonder if people from other schools are like this?

RVNP GOLD UNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

quite long since i felt so exhilerated like this, RVNP GOLD!!! 5th year gold le, means we get alot more stuff ^^ hehe, happy happy happy, and ya la, just very happy, last year rvnp 2 year silver everybody very dissapointed, then now finally gold le hehehehehehe.

thought it out le, break le, i'm gonna step on 'solider' ground now and stop playing^^

was hopping through senior's blog just now, and envious, see they all so united, definitely brought up my spirits sia. look at our squad >_> ok... hai they train together de lor, so nice la, i want it to be the same for our squad, every morning go run lol. but sadly...or not^^must work hard, will see after itc, and itc preparations? ermm ermm ermm ok...

er, ya gues thats all? i'm gonna slack again haha, hmwk?what hmwk? oh that hmwk...ah later la xD

5 days without blogging O.O. lao tian ye like to shuai me so much isit? my life is practically dripping with irony, give me this deny me another, start it off but made me endure so much and god knows how much more?heh. i hate it... i despiese it...i don't want to start making simple things difficult...yet, why?just why? everytime that i seem to trudge forward 1 step, my destination moves further away from me by 100 steps, what now? i want to create miracles. i want to do the impossible. i want to break the rules and stay on top.

hmm, nth much la these few days, mr wong change my seat with tianqi cos he talk too much le, -_-"then ya end up sitting beside tx, even though it was for 1 week, tianqi auto switch back after 4 days, which is er... lol-_-" yas, mr wong gave him a chance lor, which the class readily agreed ^^ah well^^

yeah nth much happened these few days, hrm lets see, tuesday np, 1 hr cd 2 hr pt, NO WATER BREAK AT ALL!!!my throat parched like hell la Zzzz my pt sucks lor, cos no water i can hardly do anything =P. thurs swimming the coach showed me correct way of swimming breaststroke, now its much easier for me to swim, i spend alot less energy and is alot more faster O.O not last le , MUAHAHAHAHA, ok stayed back afterwards to play for awhile, then went for 'lunch' at 5+ at kfc -.- i think i dinner and lunch eat together also can xD. oh ya, i'm nv going to kfc again >_>

oh ya, my ncos kee siao go ask us copy 300 times 2 lines. which is 600 lines and still must purple orange purple orange, diao-.- then i write until no ink lor, zhi hao give up. yeah then today alot of complain from squadmates, cos need to write 100 more, hai, sad la sorry, ncos should know of this lor, it isn't helping with us in anything.

i guess thats all i can think of now bah, shuai wo zhuo me? hao wan shi ma?