blogging again. short summary bout common test, got 2 As, think that is the only A i will get for common test. physics did so badly that F9 is not enough a grade for me. don't feel like talking about common test anymore xP

today was damn weird i guess. feel weird weird de, even my smses abit weird ._. lol, don't really know how to say bah.

stayed back afterschool and read over admin files, if what i infered from reading the UOPA file is correct then UOPA gold isn't easy to get. especially when the sec 3s pulled that stunt last last act, and having constant ppl who never come =/ argh, have to get better. not only that the ncos must do better as well. well, my zuowen which was supposed to be handed in today i didn't, and i really should go and finish it now (its 10.52pm now).

hey, i just care and wanna be there for you.

get stronger, improve, improve, get better, or else you will just remain that helpless fool who can do nothing but watch as things come crashing down.

wishing you all to be happy and have sweets dreams tonight (however gay that sounds, i don't really care ._.)

ah well, so here i am again. i know i should be doing my homework and stuff, but i guess i decided to blog since i would most prob go to school and do it. not that i actually like doing that ok, i rather spend my time in school doing more productive stuff. and sorry if this post sounds ap or what.

hai oh well, as most of you will know common tests have already passed, and can say that i pretty much screwed up, well almost everything bah. chem paper was hard to me, and thats bad le -_-. Lang arts was still ok, i had a mind block and doubt i really wrote well or anything, i'm not really pinning my hopes on that paper. ss hist was sian, didn't do well for the one of the few papers i have confidence of doing well in -_- comparison i didn't have much idea on how to write, reliability was written in 5-10mins, and essay was without its conclusion. wow -_-. bio was ok to say the least, then physics, ha.ha.ha. don't think i need to say anything for this one, i got chased out of class at the start of paper (cos i was moving real slow, cos of muscleache from too much pumping ._.) then after awhile i was let in, then somehow i had a stomachache, too distracting and i just went toliet and came back. guess how much time i have left sia, but luckily the teacher gave me 10mins extra time (and gaston as well, he got chased out of class with me ._.) but yeah didn't finish most of the paper, and the mcq was tough to me already. then chinese was ok, don't expect to fail it? ( my chinese ok means a pass xP) yeah thats pretty much about it

been taking my sec 2s for a few acts now, and being the admin head ._. have to decide what to be, what to do. and taking a squad is probably different for me as compared to for other ppl ._. oh ya, after interaction last act, the sec 2s are damn porn -_- dui them gua mu xiang kan sia, i guess its wrong to assume small young people are innocent ._. rawr alot of things i have to do now, so many things i can blog about but not suitable for public eyes. so i guess thats all for this short post. wishing you all the best of luck now, cya

lol decided to seperate my posts cos the previous post was abit long xD

ok, after ndp was year 1 formation, (which we er, used the time to go change xD) then after got chased to the hall to watch the performances xP. then became tired once i sat down and felt like sleeping >_>, but got woken up and i just watched all the performances la. performances were not bad la, kah sing was..wth! i was thinking like later our rod can't match up to his dance then cham >_> and 2 guys were playing the piano, i was like whats up with playing the video of 2 ppl playing crazily fast on piano? then realised 'could it be they are the ones who are playing?' o.O woah, i want to sit infront so can see the speed which their fingers move at to play that fast lol, too bad i sat at the back. overall national day celebrations not bad la, the whole school was high when it came to community singing even though it was singing national day songs.

after that the sec 3 squad chionged prepare all the stuff for rod, from learning dance to preparing gifts lol. but starting rest awhile, cos the school was full of people and we didn't haven't a place to do our stuff. after that rushed like mad, practiced dance, learnt dance, decorate hall, prepare for parade etc etc etc. was like damn tight can the time. 2.45 we all stopped everything and went to change to prepare for parade, i was still feeling sleepy sia, so wasn't really alert >_> luckily i didn't screw up. rehearse, check u, get into position, real parade over liao i think is nearing 4 le? and you know i was supposed to recite np pledge, but change until i no need to do anything liao lols.

rush rush rush again, everybody lent a hand in decorating the hall, learning dance and preparing the gifts. rod officially started at 6+ (relatively ok according to my schedule, but i guess we dragged abit according to TOs schedule =X). lols sorry to the emcees for the last minute changes, but had to move the sec 2 squad performance up cos one of them has to leave soon, as well as some other adjustments for convenience sake. first up was the movies, (mine and sir eric's), but somehow got technical problem and didn't play, so ncos' dance was up first. i was like wondering whether i spent all that time in the morning for nothing sia..oh well, lets move on to nco's dance. THE NCOS WERE DAMN PRO LA! guofeng is super good in dancing, those who missed rod too bad for you =P lol, see liao can only 'omg'. next up is sec 2s, but i missed their dance cos we went to prepare our stuff. haiya too bad, only saw the last part where they went to give ncos light sticks lol. next is the sec 1s (my squad muahahahaha) the sec 1s were damn cute la, their song was 'dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai' (not even sure if thats the song name), but it was damn entertaining. their dance even more entertaining, was 'xi shua shua' (again not sure bout song name xP). lol yes, the song goes 'xi shua shua xi shua shua xi shua shua 'some weird noise' xD lol the song had more to it than that, but you can imagine the actions they did, damn cute la. all of us were like cheering for them, proves that a dance doesn't have to be extremely complicated as stuff, main thing is the enjoyment xP. and the sec 1s like also quite enjoy their dance lol.

next up is us, the sec 3s. first dance is wan ku, with only me jj and raymeo -_-. wan ku is damn tough to learn la, thats why only left we 3 ppl. and even though i risk juniors seniors and sirs seeing this, the dance was finished chorographed on the day itself, learnt on the day itself, and performed on the day itself. lol, i seriously think me raymeo and jj are geniuses man xD. we learnt that !@#$% dance in what dunno how many short hours -_-. but not really shou with it, and with the pressure wasn't as nice as it is. and i know i dance damn malu -_-. next is still us, with 4 minutes (thats the song name la). think we did ok la, no really big screw up or anything. next is the ncos dance again. freak la, i feel like killing them for their dance, was absolutely amazing sia..

after that not really much time left, and somehow the movie worked liao, and the movie i made was played. lol, well glad they enjoyed it , too bad it was quite short and nobody cried xD oh well i'm too nice to make ppl cry lol ^^. then had 1 rvnp cheer to end off the whole rod. yeah rod didn't have time for community singing or alot of cheers, the TOs and CIs and HOs were rushing us liao, cos parents were already waiting outside(why did they come so early -_-), and didn't want to get complaints. quickly did area cleaning, but not before putting most of the balloons in the centre and all of us formed a circle around the balloons and biliblanja xD. quite sad, no interaction time, and gifts must give at a later date.

overall i think the rod was well done la, though i admit we shouldn't be so last minute. hopefully everybody else thinks the same lor. thanks to all my squadmates who put in effort for this rod, whether chorographing the dance, planning the rod, doing the gifts, practicing the dance, or just simply being there, thanks xD. also thanks to all the sec 1s, sec 2s, ncos, CIs, HOs, TOs for being there and putting in effort to make the rod a pleasant one. and last but not least thanks to the PA who helped us lol. (i sound like i'm at some prize presentation ceremony..) oh yeah, sir eric video was very long so never play i guess. maybe will invite him and the ncos back some time to play his video o.O or else very waste leh..

i think i eat too much that day, ate 3 burgers and 1 fries lol, then since my dad came back he bought alot of things for me to eat xP. ok this is completely random xD

and that concludes my day lol. now all i have to worry about is the common test which is coming in 3 days, and my studies *ahem* well i guess this is just bout what i wanna blog about liao, so good luck and jiayous for common test everybody ^^

well lets blog again after so long. its actually still sunday, but past 12 midnight liao, so its counted as monday now lols. 8 days since i updated sia..

i think this is one of the rare times where i will update on real stuff thats been going on xD

monday:
i can't really rmb what happened on that day? i think got ndp rehearsal, oh ya, i'm in the flag contigent, and now got 7 flag bearers liao xP, if i haven't said that before lol.

tuesday:
cca day, cca was pretty much devoid of humans that day, cos sec 3s(they are sec 3s now since rod has passed lol) went for practice shoot at HTA and sec 2s has some ndp stuff till 4+. then so i went for cca leader investiture rehearsal, then after that went for ndp rehearsal xP (for flag bearers only) then by the time all of that ended 4+ liao nearly 5, and the sec 2s have just finished their short pt session cos they were well ahem late. then we allowed the sec 2s to practice their rod stuff, but classroom were locked and they said they wanna do it on the track o.O, weird ppl xD. oh ya, i tell you the sec 2s were damn cute sia, talk more bout it later xD

weds: cca leader investiture aka the day where i must wear my blue rings ._. i didn't wear it at first, cos bingle qiuyan kelvin (3k and 3l ppl ) all never wear, then in end aiya just wear la after break. then like so weird wearing blue rings, then some ppl omged at me ._. lols. tingxiang wore but took it off later, jesslyn didn't wear, one of the ncc cca leader wore, and a few others. but alot nv wear =X but all forced to wear in the end during investiture lol. investiture was quite weird, we didn't need to march, didn't need to bow, didn't need to put on badge lol, basicly did nothing. after that quickly changed and went for chem test, hopefully didn't do too badly, cos truthfully i didn't study at all =X (again hais). after that at 4+ was ndp rehearsal again. i kept making alot of crap mistakes. somemore i wear school u, means the blue rings also on. its like so prominent can the rings, and i still can keep making mistakes, arghhhh, i swear never again. weds i did something for somebody, hope that person is grateful, and the best way to show gratitude is to wear that thing i went to so much trouble for =P. ( you know what hor..) and people, don't think wrong -_-lll

thurs: nothing much but ndp rehearsal today again. oh ya, have physics test, hopefully i did well, cos well, i barely studied for it (fine fine, i'm sorry, i should have studied ._.). ndp rehearsal today was damn sai ok. once again as cca leader i made a really big and stupid mistake. was just thinking how much i would have pumped for that if corporeal punishment was still in -_-. not really good impression for np bah, but i think i've gotten over it liao. determined not to make the same mistake again -_- (if i ever make that same mistake again i think i can go die liao, it was really stupid). thurs was super busy la, but lets continue the post on fri.

fri: friday morning was super busy, as in really friday morning -_-. i chionged the rod movie till 1am+, and tried to send it to raymeo through outlook express cos i no thumbdrive. then outlook express hanged. then i tried yahoo mail, and it was already damn late la, my father kept scolding me that i would not have enough sleep. so i just left it on throughout the night and retrieve it from school next morn. i woke up at 5.30 ( planned to reach school at 6.00am), i suggested that i wake up at 4.30 but my father reasoned with me that there was no bus at that time, and told me to sleep in later and he would let me ride cab lol. yay love my dad xD. but bad news sia, i saw my com at 5.30 and the file still HAVEN'T attached finish. wah lau, i chionged so hard sia. then immediately went to try gmail. left if for half an hour while i went to washup and breakfast. STILL DOESN'T WORK! then i looked frantically around my house for a disc that i had, finally found it and put it inside my com. !@#$% didn't work! somehow nothing came out when i put the disc inside. haiya dunno whats wrong with my com, then just decided to run to my cousin's house (it was still 6am+ in the morn you know ._.) and borrow his thumbdrive. successfully borrowed it and ran back to my own house and finally something worked sia, saved the movie inside the thumbdrive and immediately rushed off to take the cab to school ( i had to at least reach the school at 6.45 sia, cos flag bearers said they wanted extra practice) then you know in my rush i forgot to bring damn lot of stuff la. arghhh, i know all this super drama, but all of this really happened ok ._.

must paragraph my blog post for the sake of my reader's eyes xD

then reached school abit before 6.45 (i'm not late ok, xD). quickly changed and suddenly rmbed i forgot to bring white gloves, searched np room but np room don't have any white gloves ._. luckily squadmate got bring and lent me, so i'm saved xD. phew (this day is turning out super dramatic haha) was like damn tired sia, guess adrenaline rush kept me awake and soon parade started. i think the parade went well, except we didn't sing national anthem as loud as we are supposed to =X (no offence to any UG group, i said that as a whole). other than that no really visible screwups la. luckily never rain or else whole ndp parade will be very diao i tell you, glad that everything went well lol. flag bearers! wee teck ting xiang kendrick jesslyn si min shu wei julio in no particular order.

got to stop here for now, too late liao, my dad not happy le =X

lol finally blogging again. nowadays been really busy, with cca occupying my life, in more ways than one. well firstly i think you all know i've become a cca leader from all the tags in my tagboard by now ._. lol not really scared or anything, i think i'm ready to start juggling schoolwork life and cca le xP. just that hais..thats not the only thing about wearing blue rings -_- (no i'm not talking bout paperwork la). another thing is rod preparations, very busy la, but quite fun also ^^. (who said you couldn't have fun under all the business lol ). nowadays i think the only things that are interesting enough to blog about is cca, but alot of ppl don't understand then =X hehe oh well.

oh ya, i'm the flag bearer for ndp along with tingxiang jesslyn and kendrick (yay 2e xD) and julio, shu wei (i think? dunno ncc de ._.) and simin. got to polish my boots liao ^^

saturday woke up early early cos they say gonna have dance practice in school at 8, then me and raymeo hardworkingly reach school before 8 and i even opened the np room. lol then the people who said to reach at 8 damn late la. then me and raymeo played bball for dunno how long before they came. then nv really do much, learn finish the dance and practiced ^^ 1 dance down, another to go =X then 12+ left school met other squadmates at library preparing stuff. quite surprised at delighted seeing that alot of them are there ^^. then ate lunch and talked about the past and went to play basketball and learn some more dance. that day play basketball for dunno how long, kept playing (since i learn dance already xD) until 6+ then leave. that day me raymeo wilson yinshiuan nicholas junjie shannon lee theng simin huimin zhiqi linxuan rachel ruoqi were present. hopefully i never miss out anybody ^^ love squadmates =X hehe quite fun that day

wanted to end this post with something, but too lazy to find the will to type, and i have to wake up early tml anyway, so good night people ^^