today had an service learning club(i still prefer this name way way way over the new name you know o.O) farewell lunch, was at a karoake lounge at some cc lols. it was quite fun la i think =X thanks to the juniors for organising this i really appreciate it! (if they ever see this lols) at first nobody wanna sing then over time more and more ppl come and sing lol. i think the people in sl are all very good leh(awesome?), if we had more chances to interact and more chances to do stuff together it would become a really fun and fulfilling i think. awww, kinda felt like 2 years of fun was lost, abit xP. oh well still met a great bunch of guys lol and had alot of fun over the past 2 years xD. hope the jnrs would enjoy sl like it should have been ^^

now i really really really miss 2e. i don't think i can ever forget the feeling of being in 2e felt like, like everybody was so accepting(like its really comfortable here) and we went through alot together and the people inside rocks and its just feels so much like home there. still trying to look for that feeling lol, really miss them. time can't erase a feeling this strong xD. i miss 2e :(. really really miss you all.

feel like i'm beginning to get better, from being ill i guess? becoming abit more mature, abit more dong shi, abit more able to handle my feelings? hmmm bleh not gonna linger -_-

why is this post so emo -_-. but i really really miss everything, all the feelings and experiences we had. really can't imagine not being in rv anymore. all the times, when we were all so close, like just can't imagine being that close with a bunch of ppl again until maybe uni bah. but uni like adult liao zzzz -_-. aww why must our last few months together be spent on studying and not something more meaningful to us? study so much, use up our entire childhood, is it really relevant and important to us? not that the study of some subjects or having rudimentary knowledge of math/sciences isn't good, i think gp is quite important, but should have that level of focus meh? how many hrs in lectures tutorials classrooms, and how many more hours at home studying. education feels like equipping us to work so as to keep the economy going. not educating like what was done in older times like chinese where values were taught with fervour rather than what it is now. and also able to write well and communicate well which is always impt xP. oh well, ok this post has gone on long enough i think, think bout it now no use i guess xP. just try my best to treasure everything xD

i guess i really like people =/