after so long the second part of my post is finally here xP. bleh..don't really know if got mood write or not.

well, being in this class has been really great. when i stepped into 1e i was depressed, so yeah, don't blame me for being quiet and stuff >_>. i still remember all the times we got punished, (did free cip by hanging those zodiac paintings and chun lian rmb?). even though it was a punishment, it was really fun, i enjoyed myself dunno why though xP. also rmb ms dora lee BULLYING our class, and how kendrick and ningqian stood up to the challenge, how we were all so pissed and the feeling of similarity we felt. how we were labelled as the nosiest class and went through much scolding. i rmb in chalet how we overcomed nature(haha xP) and had a bbq in the rain. that was the best yet sia, like almost everybody helped out to make the bbq sucessful. in the end all of us were drenched to the skin but the experience was worth it haha. sec 2 the pressure got worst, mr chua even came personally to our class. but through all this we became stronger right? i believe there were alot of downs bah, but because of that victory is 100x sweeter. alot of people didn't believe that the class had that kind of spirit though, but all turned out well didn't it? what i want to say is..you all really changed me as a person, this class did more for me than you all ever expected, without you all i wouldn't have any motivation to try. haha ok maybe a lil drama..but its the truth anyway. at the end..everything turned out for the better. thank you people..i shall never forget this class, i will remember the 32 of you who walked into my life and made a difference, thank you.

i've been doing so many pointless and selfish things this past 2 years..i wasted my time. i did so many things that have been so unpleasant, out of..i could have used that time for better things bah. whats the point anyway? let go...maybe.

the mirror reflects other things..only when the thing he reflects is another mirror then will he realise it is seeing itself..only when it sees another does he realises that it is broken and can no longer reflect clearly. time shall heal all wounds but the wounds is not a result of external forces but inside.

ee..the thing i wrote is so weird-_-. anyway, gonna miss you guys! i must cheer up and not emo so much and be more talkative(crappy xD)

bleh..i actually started blogging yesterday. but blog till dunno how to continue sia..so i deleted everything and blog again xP. gonna say my thanks first bah.

ningqian: well your're one of the first few people i had contact with when i went into rv. i still rmb you said you are very straightforward, but seriously its not a bad point. i think the deepest impression was when you stood up for the class ms dora lee bullied our class-_-. it was very courageous can, standing up for a bunch of strangers at that time^^. you have alot of great qualities, hope you still stay the way you are! xD

mungyu: i rmb you as somebody i used to maple with xD. thanks for always helping me out when i needed it, and answering all my questions! i rmb some not so nice things to you so i don't think i will blog bout them ^^lll.

kathy: after knowing you for 2 years, i still think you very happy go lucky one xD. ppl suan or tease you also won't frown de, always just smile smile. very easy going, and very nice to xiang chu with.

jesslyn: i feel that you very shan liang one. and also damn pro in gambling, play with you always very exciting, either i lose till very cham or win till very cham haha. but still exciting anyway, daidi always jinx me de, looking forward to playing with you at chalet! =P.

simin: i haven't really have much contact with you, but i'm really glad you had fun and made friends in 2E, cos i see u zi highing alot xP. dunno why u had to leave..i know i will see the other elmos in school, but you will be missing..gonna feel so weird >_>.

tingxiang: lols. i think there are alot of things i want to thank you for bah. first of all is thanking you for being my good friend for the past 2 years, and secondly is all the contributions you made to this class. don't worry so much sia, you did damn well as our welfare rep, feel proud of it^^. hope you enjoy yourself next year!

jiayi: another one of our welfare reps lol. i swear that 1/2e has never ever had a 'peaceful' day with you around xD. always so cheerful and happy sia, stay that way! and don't cry liao..unnatural for you hehe. will miss your cackling laughter!

charlene: welfare rep! hahas..so weird sia. i think i've been in the same class as you for 8 years? ok la, at least 5 years, my memories before P4 is abit blurred, but i vaguely rmb somebody like you? hehe ok. one of the people who keeps this class ever so lively and warm. you also don't cry liao, you can organise an outing and you can see all of us again!

weiting: you actually quite nice de la, must work hard next year sia! gratz on promoting but next year will be harder, so really no more last minute revision and stuff le. jiayous!

ruoling: i think back in sec 1 you already quite mature liao, and you were complaining bout the childishness of some other guys =X try to keep an open mind, its better for you that way^^ also enjoy yourself in the days ahead!

nobelle: our dear chairperson. when i first came into rv you were already whacking people xD. most of us didn't really like you back then as a class leader, but now all of us really appreciate all the efforts you put in for this class. it must been damn hard to take care of a class as wild as this, so thank you!

qiting: well you already left, but its not that we ostracised you bah. ok nvm..i shan't talk bout those stuff. hope you will be happier once you transfer!

selene: hey glad you are having more and more interaction with this class! don't really know you that well, but can tell you are kind and care for the class with your occasional shouts of 'shutup la!' when the class gets too noisy, thanks!

tan wei: hmm..must use some other words other than kind and nice..ok nvm talking to myself xP. i think your lifestyle is vastly different from ours sia..you even got banned from maple xP. i rmb last time sit beside you, then you told me that mon-fri study, then sat dunno what sun go for some water sport which i forgot. ok maybe my memory is rusty haha.

nicole: i think be nature you are good de la. but don't let that kind of 'leng mo' take over sia. its just what i felt when i'm around you, hope you had fun in 2E and never forget this class!

yulu: the very very zi high girl but you can be serious and mean when you want to bah. i think you matured quite abit over the past 2 years le, do what you want to, stay strong!

yingxue: i shall not suan you since er ya you know xP. you not that bad la, except quite fierce at times, try to calm down before you strike with your cla..er nvm. must exercise more self control, most of the time getting angry is not worth it de.

kee heng:(phew..finally the guys) hey thanks, you've been a great friend. will rmb you and your hospitality at your house, hope we can still go to your house sometimes!

bingle:hehe thanks for being my friend. though sometimes you acted like an asshole still thanks on helping me out all those times xP. you also shld exercise more self control, and think before u do stuff sia. and your responsibility will only get stronger when you become cca leader next time =P.

gu yue: thanks for being so enthu in our class even though u only came in this year, has..never thought i would meet somebody like you. good luck for your studies, though i dun think you need it >_>(3.8 gpa..)

benjamin: didn't have much contact with you as well, but still must thank you for being part of the class 2E! hope you remember this class.

nicholas: lols. er..you need to be less slacky and more independent sia, you can start off by putting on all the stuff on ur uniform by yourself -_-. er..you actually quite nice, but sometimes you just like to irritate ppl sia. so i think you shld change bah, life's not gonna be easy..

tianqi: another welfare rep. though i didn't really like your antics at times(*cough*lighter*cough*deoderent(sp?)*cough*) you actually kept the class lively? anyway thanks for your efforts as a welfare rep.

liuyi: hahas, somehow i ended up sitting beside you for dunno how long. index no. next to each other only so not much diff most of the time. you quite artistic and nice to be with, hope you have fun in your art class! maybe i'll see a painting of yours in the museum some time s=X

wenzhong: my dear friend, you always do alot of things to help people, and never even ask for reward, thats what i call true kindness. will never forget what you did for me since i stepped into rv!

yujie: eggs. xP sry couldn't resist. the really really lame guy who cannot keep his mouth shut but is still a friend. dunno what to say for you, your're fine as you are now? if possible be lamer xD

kendrick: our chairperson. you did alot for this class, kept covering up for it. i know it must have been tiring to take care of a class like ours, and to do it so well too. shall never forget what a great chairperson you were, nobody can ever replace you.

wangzhe: friend! not gay friend though, i'm straight =P its always fun and relaxing to sing with you. ya and u have a competitive nature. strive for the best!

aaron: really really nice and great guy that *ahem*. thanks for being not-selfish and helpful whenever i needed it! hope everything goes well!

yicheng: lols..even though u get bullied quite alot, still agreat friend. just that you need to go out more sia..if you just study and study nth good gonna come out of it. life not bout studying! you should enjoy your childhood while you can, cos when you start working there's no way out le.

zhaiyang: can tell you are a nice guy, dun really know why not so many ppl like you though. has..continue improving!

is my messages getting lamer and sianer towards the end? pai seh la..its like 12.30 now, i feel damn sleepy xP. will continue the rest of the post tml bah.

lols, so fast last day of school liao. time passes just like that sia..guo le jiu guo le, cannot have any regrets! tommorrow is the last day of school liao! come on people, treasure it and make 2E rock like never before^^. lols..my emotions becoming more and more unstable-_-lll. i'll leave all the thanks messages for tml bah.. suddenly dunno what to talk bout lols. i dunno talk how many times about how fast things past..and i don't want to talk bout emo stuff especially since its 'this' kind of date. hrmm..i tyco tyco got 3.0 for gpa bah, just nice can get 9 subjects. i guess my wish did come true bah, somebody once told me that if i want something that badly i'm sure to get it. power of believing? lols. but now the ironic thing is i not really sure i want to take triple science sia..i feel like taking the 8 subjects, with 5 core 3 sci and no humans. i not really interested in taking humans bah..cos geog is all mugging to me? history nt bad la, but still dun feel like taking it cos..dunno leh. dunno what to use history for in the future, then also quite hard. and the whole point is that if i take 3 sciences it makes revising easier since i just have to mug for 1 big thing called 'science'. all fall under same section mah, later my brain multitask until burst. but still got 9 subject combi, 3 sci and single humans but i scared i cannot cope with it lor. i dun want bi si myself sia. i swear even if i take tri sci i will leave myself some time to chat relax and BLOG! everybody must continue blogging regularly hor, so we know whats going in each other's life if we don't really have much time to chat^^. lols, 2 wishes came true for me, i hope the last one comes true too.. ok as i said the rest should be for tommorrow , so cya tml ppl! xD

finally back from atc liao! 3 day 2 night camp..lol. ok lets get started.

day 1:
we were really really really really really EARLY! either that or the other schools were really really really late-.- we waited like 2hr+ for them? i was stoning there sitting on the floor. oh ya, somemore we WALKED from jetty to camp site leh, take bout 30min-45min lor. most of the other schools took vans-.-. then wait till bout 5+ then all reach le, went to get the tent stuff. took bout another hr or sth sia..then started to pitch tent, i think we one of the fastest liao. i need to revise my guyline sia..the slip knot keep getting stuck xP. then our tent is nice 1 lor, got ventilation gap and everything =X then go help other people whose twine nv even cut yet..(ok la no offence to other np ppl). then sky turn dark liao still got some tents not up yet. then the sir say nvm just go down first. then we took out our packet dinner and eat. did i mention pulau ubin has alot of mutated and evolved insects you must probably won't ever get to see in sg? lols. the ants damn big sia..and very pain also >_<. then i eating eating look beside me see 1 grasshopper or cockroach sitting beside me haha. then also got 1 cockroach running about then i think u know what happened^^. oh yeah..thats the first time i had a taste of pulau ubin water. tastes totally like seawater, salty salty 1 >_>. then other school dunno what is 'baris sediya'(sp?) sia, say baris liao only rv sediya and greet sir. then sir also say 'you all need to greet only others no need ar?' say baris liao leh-_-. suan le..then got grouped into group 5. lets see if my memory is working..QQ(i only rmb that guy initials..qin sth xD) matthew, david, wilson, junwei, wei heng, keng kan, sijie, huimin, seraphina, kenny aka jingyen-_-, ivan, me and...OH YA ERNEST! i'll always rmb that guy for what he did to us during games day-.- then i dun think i rmb liao. maybe will rmb later, 13 out of 17 nt bad la.. saw all those newtown ppl and my group from games day. i think only a few recognised me again la, but nv say hi or anything, oh well..at least got to see them again^^. then that night totally cannot sleep. got into a flimsy tent la, then the tent beside us kept singing and talking crap and the stupid mocha and m1 advertisement-_-. and guess who was inside that tent..ernest..ok i shall try to not ji any chou..

day 2: oh ya! the only thing i like bout ubin is that you can see so many stars in the sky at night la. so beautiful O.O like whole sky is filled with stars..singapore impossible see so many de. saw that during sentry duty. then after sentry duty wake up liao stone there for awhile. then chiong fall in, no time to washup sia..then pt liao. pt very slack sia..then breakfast. then went for low elements and rock climbing and the maze. low elements is really very low de, that 1 quite fun^^. quite pissed bout rock climbing sia..didn't manage to climb up again. finger and wrist too weak liao, cannot support my weight, sad..then end up the dunno where muscle very pain. and i still quite scared of heights, damn! the maze was the most fun la. it was total pitch black darkness. if i went in alone i would freak out like mad, but in this case half the group went in, so not that scared lor. but very exciting leh the maze^^. but luckily the frog escaped xD.

then was orienteering which i almost fell asleep. but the walk was funny, we said hi to every single passerby and when the ic wanted a song there was stuff like barney and powerpuff girls and the mocha advertisement xD. the funny part was that the ICs was so damn pai seh by it xP.
then was kayaking. i swear i will never kayak again sia..crap got 1 star kayaking course coming up >_>. wah lau, we keep going around in circles la. damn tiring to get back to shore. some people almost kayak to malaysia unwillingly. and some can't even kayak back to shore la..coast guard bring them back de, after dunno how long then managed to kayak back. then helped them wash the kayaks. after that was campfire, the cheers so er..unique de. i like campfire 1 sia..burningggggggggggggggggg...BURN BURN BURN! ok nvm. i feel that singapore's television has a really really negative impact on us sia. especially the advertisements lor. you know the skits our senior perform most of them were on advertisement sia, i listen to that mocha and m1 till very sian.. so that night over liao, go sleep. surprisingly slept well that day. then morning pt again. abit tougher than yesterday but still quite slack o.O then tried to eat as much as possible. then guess what..there was still a whole box of rations left la. then in the end nobody even want take lor, then i just take and carry. i carried from our camp to sec 3 camp, asking them to take some home sia. then all say what ' i take alot ALREADY'. sian la, take alot why still left 1 box? -_-. then guess what..i carried it all the way from camp to jetty. we walked somemore lor. then those people who take the van can't even like take 1 extra can or sth..but thanks to my really really kind mam xD(not flattery la) and my nice squadmates my load decrease quite alot so i was still alive by the time i reached the jetty. then wth threw it at the jetty. I NEVER WANT TO EAT MAGGIE MEE AGAIN! very tired. also quite bad mood because of that sia..its like reminds me or sth lor. you fu tong xiang you nan ji zi dang. its just what they did sia, and call themselves npcc cadets sia..

oh well i gtg sleep liao, damn late le, cya later!

finally updating after 1 week? =X. come back originally good mood 1 lor, but my mum made me freaking mad can. now qi xiao le bah. why are all parents like that anyway. once i reach home, she bugged me for my results, and i told her that my chinese failed for 48/100 marks along with my other marks. but it seems that she can only hear the 'chinese failed' part. yeah you all can guess what happened next, she kept rambling about how useless i am to fail my chinese. how if i were to get 50+ she would still forgive me knowing the standard of my chinese. stfu lar, what do you expect me to do now, travel back in time to do my chinese paper again? maybe its my fault then i was stupid enough to mix up the exam dates but it didn't seem like you helped bugging me per 5 minutes interrupting whatever i was doing. (exagerration but she did kept interrupting me) and everytime is like 'suddenly' come in trying to catch me doing something. the thing is i can hear her walking and the wall has her reflection on it -.-, and she can't see the com screen from there so well too bad. ok out of point. then after that she asked 'you the only person who failed something right?' obviously i was provoked by that. i wouldn't have been so angry if she asked 'did anybody else fail?' it meant that same thing but she prefered to use the first one, determined to put me down. so i told her no, i wasn't the only 1 who failed something, and we sort of kept arguing, i mostly argued against her illogical points. then after 1 minute she said 'YOU THE ONLY PERSON WHO FAIL RIGHT!' now i've got 2 choices. shout back and repeat the same thing i said one minute ago, and making us shout more and more, and possibly repeating the same thing over and over again. 2nd choice is to ignore, obviously i ignored since logic doesn't work on her -_-lll. then i just ignored lor. then she asked me whether that guy who keep calling me failed anything (which coincidentally was yicheng-_-lll), i ignored her because everytime she asked that question if i said he didn't fail, she would compare me with him and put me down even more. so i ignored, since whats the point of answering that question? to get scolded even more? then guess what, she got angry because of that, saying what ' i was just asking, also nothing else, what did you ignore me for? i'm your mother! i was standing there waiting for your answer'. come on..you were like that as long as i can remember, what makes me think that you will change now? she continued rambling about being dissapointed with me, and wanting to call my dad, but then deciding not to in order to not add stress to him. whatever man..i won't waste my voice and shout back at you sia. refer to my first point, its already over, live with it. what am i supposed to do now anyway? defend myself from your illogical and mindless rambling or just keep quiet aka ignoring. you kept saying i was lazy and playing computer all the way and refusing to study. 1st point : language is something you can study for and hope to have a big improvement in like..3 days or whatever?2nd point : i was not lazy, even those so called 'smart' ppl at raffles or whatever don't study for 12 hours straight, i'm a human, i need my rest too. 3rd point : i don't play my computer every single day. yes i do play sometimes, mostly to reduce stress and playing for what at most 1 hour during exams? if the website i'm visiting has colour, nice decorations, sound, and i don't look like i am studying feverishly pushing myself to the limit, its called playing. 4th point : you would have never started to let me out if not for my dad. i was only allowed to go out with friends at what primary 6? even then you safe with it sia. even though i went out like twice with friends for the whole year you refered to it as 'going out everyday'. everytime i want to go out you would have to make a gigantic fuss, leaving me in a bad mood. even to the library was..arghhh. where am i supposed to improve my language anyway? you don't know how hard it was for me to adapt to rv sia, i had so little exposure to anything. ok nvm shall not talk bout this anymore. oh yeah, i don't play '24 hours per day' because if i did that, i would be playing the computer non-stop every single day, unless there's more than 24 hours in your 'day'. aiya whatever la, rant so much liao, my qi long ago also xiao le. why can't she just support me and give me encouragement and believe in me. all that rambling just interrupts me sia. anger is not easy to dissapate, it just interrupts me from what i want to do. but then the final problem lies with me doesn't it? if i worked harder, if i were more alert, if i had better control none of this would ever have happened.

oh well enough of that stuff. atc is tomorrow!! excited sia, first time to pulau ubin haha. and my mum is still outside being angry, and i can't pack my bag since all the stuff in the house is kept by her-_-. omg..atc has rock climbing..crap scared of heights-.- and a maze, scared of dark haha. hope all goes well bah, later i end up in a group where everybody is a malay/indian except me, gonna be so awkward xP. ha i will post after the 3 days 2 nights, maybe *drumsroll* PICTURES! yeah i never uploaded a single pic for my blog lols. AND THERE IS CLASS OUTING ON THE DAYS WHERE I GOING FOR CAMP!!! NOT FAIR LA, I WANT GO T_T. haha oh well. oh ya, last class outing was pretty fun too. though my feet hurt alot from rollerblading. at least i finally can blade properly liao^^ then everybody is travelling like..more than twice as fast as me? haha cos all bikes mah. if i touch bike again i will die, proven from last chalet =X but dunno why have to go all the way to east coast..jesslyn almost burst.........ok nth xDxD. funny la on the bus.

stm kicking in, can't rmb anything i wanted to blog liao =X. i was just wondering bout sth though. if happy laughter contains the 'happy' feeling, then what emotion does sadistic laughter contain?

hais. dunno why now so pissed. must be the damn flash getting to me. HOW THE HELL DO YOU DO THE FLASH? i have this feeling even though i might finish it i would be getting like..a fail grade for it? sian flash flash flash flash flash. went around my home finding my flash notes and couldn't find it. and its not i never listen during com class sia, its i really dun understand -_-lll. i doubt anybody did though, most just copy whatever the teacher typed o.O. and still got CID report which is another problem. wth am i so busy even after exams? wth am i so not happy even though exams are over? guess it doesn't make it difference to me sia, everyday just pass like that and i am watching my life zoom pass me. i can't help having reflections when i read some people's blog sia. primary 1 that time i thought 6 years to primary 6, wow what a long time. primary 6 that time get psle results, suddenly realise primary school over. look back those 6 years takes barely 1 second to whiz pass in my mind. go into sec 1 thought sec 3 choose subject combi still damn long. now EOYs over le all those time before whiz pass in my mind in less than a second. time passing is a natural thing right? i don't actually feel time is playing with us sia..i think its more of fate lor. fate brings us together and split us apart. fate gave us happiness along with numerous difficulties. fate gives us challenges and expect us to finish them. is it all a balance in this world? man proposes god diposes. ren suan bu ru tian suan.

you know there's always this gnawing feeling in my heart..ahh nvm. its just a feeling. how do you describe a feeling anyway?

lols guess what date today is? october 9th! lols, my blog 1st birthday la. time flies sia..so fast my blog 1 year old liao. rmb last year i decided to make a blog after the EOYs, then now EOYs over again..hais sian. around 2 weeks more? seriously doubt i can get tri sci bah. maths didn't do well at all..paper 1 28/50. first time get so low for maths sia, front part okok then back wah piang all blur blur 1. TIREDNESS!!! nvm i won't find any excuses for myself -_-.physics paper was still ok for me bah.

just came back from np..feeling tired, dunno how long never drill liao Zzz. learned new command, the dunno what walk 14 steps 1. (yes i know we're slow =P). feeling sian during lesson! cos nth to do sia. tired tired tired. must think of situation for learning symposium(finished quite alot le) and do the FREAKING FLASH!! aiya. totally dunno how to do la, should i just do some lame quiz and hand it up? o.O don't know what to blog about..damn busy after exams bah..ok i'll blog more later, must go do flash liao xP.

its not that you can't, you're just scared. thats the only thing holding you back.

bleh..feel so tired all of a sudden. -_-, dunno why..i can just suddenly become sian diao all of a sudden and stay like that. feel sian diao and tired right now. maybe its because i know i did badly for my EOYS this time? hais. maths already got it back, did badly. dun ask me marks-.-. hais..most of it is actually careless bah. did i get too complacent or i thought there was nothing much to study? or did i just ignore what my mind told me to? or maybe i can still blame myself for not working hard enough. i wonder how hardworking is actually *enough*. even if it is enough, nobody will settle for *just enough*. sian diao. look in front see work and finally going out to earn money. who knows what will happen then. look back see all the times i have passed and moments that i can't get back. why should i dwell on this anyway? zou yi pu suan yi pu?

why the hell am i emoing anyway? i'm not the only person sia, its like just go to a random person's blog and you can see alot of stuff le. i'm not the only person who's so called 'suffering'. what gives me the right to complain? maybe its just everything that happen daily that make me so sian diao. all the school stuff and hais.. exams suck man, make people so sad. alot of people changed in personality. for good or for bad who knows..just like all that make me so damn sian. its like i'm flooded with emotions everyday and trying to stem it takes up alot of effort and energy. why can't everything just be ok? whats the point anyway? what am i supposed to do now? can just tell me. before my will breaks.

lets skim through today. after school went to imm to buy cakes then walk here walk there see alot of interesting things then eat then i crazily walked home from imm. oh yeah not much lessons. oh ya, MATHS RESULTS ARE FREAKING TML!!! DIE LA.

ok xD, very long nv do quiz, and gtg soon mah, rush update lols.

1.the person who tagged you is
-mungyu

2. your relationship with him/her is
-friend(classmates= friends? dun care la xD)

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her
-nice, small, not tanned, crazy over sf and her cca

4. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you
-er...dun rmb?xD.

5. the most memorable words he/she has said to you
-ps, i STM now.

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
-not interested? lols

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
-can you ask something else?

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
-shoot her xP

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
-i hacked her sf acc? o.O

10. the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is
-er, maybe rmb her bday and buy her present xD

11. your overall impression of him/her is
-nice person?

12. how do you think people around you will feel about you
-gets totally sian diao at random moments(i dunno why..)

13. the characteristic you love about yourself is
-lets be humble and say 'none' ^^

14. on the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is
-ignoring what my senses tell me -_-

15. the most ideal person you want to be is
-improved me? just gonna be myself

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them
-THANKS!

17. pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you according to alphabetical order k. :)
-
1. Ain
2. amanda
3. daniel
4.huimin
5. jialing
6. junjie
7. kaijun
8. keeheng
9. raymeo
10. zhiqi


who is no.6 having a relationship with?
-junjie. lol its not good to gossip =P

is no.9 a male or female?
-raymeo. male

if no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-kaijun and zhiqi. lols 2 random person, guess it will be ok xP. both are straight though

what is no.2 studying about?
-no idea bout sec 1 course

when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
-lols, a long long time ago.

what kind of music does no.8 like?
-a bit weird weird de songs, nv see him listening to pop be4..

does 1 have any siblings?
-Ain. i rmb she has, but dunno how many

will you woo no.3?
-daniel. i'm straight can

how about no.7?
-kaijun. lols, no ty xP

is no. 4 single?
-huimin. who knows^^

what's the surname of no.5?
-jialing. YER jialing in english and YU jialing in chinese. detailed enough?xD

what's the name of no.10?
-zhiqi. lols zhiqi?

what's the hobby of no.4?
-huimin. lesing?

do no.5 and 9 get along well?
-they don't know each other?lols

where is no.2 studying at?
-amanda. RV?

say something casual about no.1
-ain. a very good friend of mine haha

have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
-keeheng. I'M STRAIGHT DAMMIT!

where does 9 live?
-raymeo. jurong west? dunno exactly where.

what colour does no.4 like?
-huimin. no idea..random guess green?

are no.5 and 1 best friends?
-ain and jialing. they would be if they met with each other.

does no.7 like no.2?
-kaijun and amanda. they dunno each other ._. lols.

how did you get to know no.2?
-amanda. WZ!

does no.1 have any pets?
-ain. i don't think so?

is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
-kaijun. ask her yourself haha.


lols, nobody to tag-_-. and bingle i lazy do your one, xD see if got time first xDxD

suddenly felt like blogging again. i damn scared of my results can, its like my parents keep asking me how i did sia, and all i can say is 'still ok'. damn scared la. later get back results suck like shit how? i will like dissapoint both myself and my parents sia. hais..hopefully all of you won't see a post by me talking about how much my results suck and how i could have worked harder. why didn't i work harder anyway? hais..perhaps if my results suck i deserve it -_-lll oh well thats all now. can't think of anything else le.

nowadays try to blog always got mind block >_<.

tues dunno if want to go sentosa then aiya just go xD. in the end only got jiayi charlene kathy jesslyn selene mung yu ningqian si min me aaron bingle tianqi go. 12 ppl, not bad liao xD, more than 1/3 hor. and selene simin mungyu got go! more people going for class outing liao^^.

lols anyway, guess what? this is my first time ever going to sentosa xD. surprising? lols. anyway the girls chiong to the beach and started getting wet, then they all play there, looks like they having fun? then guys got really bored and tried to bury the ball xD. then slowly it came to burying ningqian xDxD. after that went to the rocky area at the beach. Damn beautiful sia the scenery..so there's 2 places in singapore which i like the scenery, rocky area of palawan beach and top area of telok banglah hill park^^. after that played with the ball and after that i concentrated on trying to get aaron and bingle wet xD. (wow how many 'xD' did i use already?) overall was a fun day la, though i blog till abit sian. cos dunno why i totally sian diao now Zzz. oh ya! the money they spent on the balls is class fund de!! heart pain..pics go simin's blog, i dunno if others updated yet o.O

now school reopened super busy can..got cid, got np, got project, got learning symposium thingy, got FLASH, damn lot la. today i just kinda sian diaoed after watching the documentary. zzz. hais

why.fuck.heck.i.don't.know.hell.what.i.want
sian.anger.burn.acid.pain.taint.serenity.purpose
no.understand.want.need.have.frustrated.control
crazy.overload.whelm.white.darkness.blind.tired
care.point.hesitate.doubt.benefit.agony.forget
force.resistance.will.continue.ragged.no.way
stop.want.release.wrong.not.bad.seem.fight

bleh..