wow how long has it been since i've blogged o.O my blog is getting sianner and sianner rawrs, the mood is ._. i definitely must change blogskin, BUT PROVIDED I HAVE THE TIME LA! I STILL HAVE MORE THAN 10 ZUOWENS TO DO !@#$% oh well, i decided to blog cos i should blog the last post for the year xD only around 1 more hour to 2009! damn fast sia..this year just passed by like damn fast, lols never really do much this year, passed by in a flash. 1 year in 3k passed by just like that sia, don't really have any memories lol. thinking back i only started treasuring 2e in sec 2 too..hais wonder what am i gonna do this year as well. nvm don't bring up sad stuff -_-. missed all the chalets in june this year(except 2e chalet which i die die go 1 night also shuang =X, and i really did treasure that time xD), my june hols were pretty much occupied like mad, hahas i die die also will rmb this, 23 out of 31 days go out for cca related stuff xP. don't think i siao, got people worse than me hor. then suddenly got dropped into ncoship, i guess changes like this don't really just sink in so easily xP, guess i wasn't adequetely prepared.

i rmbed charlene' tag about paragraphing hahas xD. nvm bah, lets all jiayous together man. don't ever lose faith ok people ^^. start of year dropped into 3k, don't really know anything, guess nothing much changed from start of year till now, hehe guess need to see next year heartwrenching . go into 3k, mid yrs, june hols, started sleeping in class alot, results dropped, dropped into ncoship, then then then just become now lor -_- aiya i think alot of people will think my posts is weird sia..sometimes just don't type coherently. seriously la, i don't even think that this year is long leh, don't know why. 4k next yearrrrrrrrrrr, lols always thought those behind behind classes not so good one, that was my impression when i saw the sec 4s graduate sometime ago, but oh well, there's always time i change to the impression xD.

oh ya, promos are finally over sia, hopefully i will pass la. then its time to start mugging for staff sergeant promotions, then must start to mug for SI promotion (wonder whats tested though..), then see whether i want to be CI or not ._. aiya dao shi hou then shuo xP. speaking of which..by the time i receive my SI rank.. will really miss all of my squadmates, i wonder if everybody realises how little time we have left together as a squad. nvm bah, the emo post wait until then too, but just thinking bout it makes me start missing you all already -_-.

haiya don't think so much, cheerup la, later all your readers become down also (though i dunno if i have any xP) anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy gtg do my zuowens le (i am gonna get slaughtered xD). wish everybody a good and happy year ahead ! ^^

yawn, back from chalet, i'm currently tired mostly mentally -_- abit physically too, nv sleep enough yet xP

well lets blog chalet, quite fun la, i think each time i go chalet i learn something new xD. this time i learnt mahjong! muahaha was quite easy =X though i still beginner at it haha. i also learnt some new card game that can alot of player one lols. reached chalet at 5+ , almost got lost ._. i walked lol. then played daidi, bridge till super late, i think 9 bah =X then everybody went to watch little nyonya. then i think played some more then watched final destination 3 lols. was quite gory, showed ppl dieing in alot of gory ways (not as gory as saw though -_-) but at least the plot is nice and i liked it! lols think its nc16 or sth though xD people were like cursing about the ending, but i thought the ending was ok though lols, cos the ending not really ending, just like let us decide or sth or guess lol. but i still liked it ^^ then i learnt how to play mahjong, taught people bridge and kept playing mahjong xD i managed to win once, zi mo somemore =X lols i played cards until like what 7am+ ? and i was still feeling alert and energetic, first time sia xD 7+ everybody went for breakfast or sth, then when we came back i just tried to go to sleep, but somehow i wasn't in the mood ._. i ended up falling asleep for awhile till 9+ then wake up, dunno why didn't sleep much lol.

lols, i think i should avoid getting naggy bah =X overall chalet quite fun la, like damn shuang whole chalet ours =X then went cycling which i didn't do much of (yay i suddenly can cycle much better xD) lols was trying to teach jiele cycling, but ended up jiele and yingling went back to the carpark to learn and suddenly jiele know how to cycle le o.O *heart pain $8 wasted* cos i really didn't cycle much at all mah. then ex-ncos came and had to share the place xP, lols then we just went to watch twilight. yes i watched twilight already wonder how many ppl are jealous xD, sneak preview few days earlier out le, and its exactly the same as the movie. after that was normal chalet stuff talk play talk play then me jingyen yinshuain weisheng went to arcade at like 12+, played awhile then went beach and sat at bbq pit area lols. then a cat came to pei us, totally not scared of us one o.O lols the cat just sat on the table like in between all of us and we touched him ._. after that went back found everybody else to be asleep in the above room and i fell asleep downstairs soon. lols, why i sound so boring ._. bleh, somehow i'm not blogging like i used to. woke up at 7+ cos shannon zhiqi laura were leaving for science busker stuff and somehow i woke up o.O then checked out some went paya lebar shopping some went home.

actually this chalet like totally seperated from jnrs sia..oh well, i'm damn tired to blog properly. AND I REALISE THAT THERE WERE NO PICTURES AGAIN! SIAN! BOTH CLASS CHALET AND UNIT CHALET NEVER TAKE ANY PICTURES! not like i like to take pictures but no memories mah ._.

been feeling very _____ not good bah. feel like i'm blinded, can't even see what to do now, don't know how long or what i can do exactly, dammit..i don't know

blog is boringgggggggggggggggggggg. i feel like changing blogskins again lols, can't seem to settle one >_> i think so far i like my winter and autumn skin the best =X (its a single skin) this one not bad la, but top very nice only, scroll down become plain le =X oops no offence to creator, though i doubt the creator will ever reach this blog xP.

damn bored nowadays, ok la i probably shouldn't say that, have been slacking away reading fanfics watching anime and playing games -_- told myself to do my zuo wens dunno how many freaking times but i just cannot see to get started. argh, no self discipline sia i.. + promos + catch up on my studies -_- +++++++++ zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz !@#$% ignore the previous sentence xD next year llm or so i heard, if it is i'm dead with my physics at that kind of standard -_- argh serious la, my brain just can't adjust to physics sia -_-

can't really think of anything to blog about except how sian am i now, feeling horrible cos i have a bunch of zuowen and work on top of me and i can't stop slacking. even if i slack i can't enjoy it cos i'll always get reminded of the workpile >_> *hais*. *hais again*. i can hais for a few more times but yeah, i think its time to end my post already -_-. unit chalet 16-18th ^^ totally random post this time lols

lols, i feel very very guilty. i just procrastinated for what? 4 or 5 days before blogging >_> weird how each time i want to blog it just slips out of my mind xD. and i have been freaking procrastinating this whole hols la. i have god knows how many zuo wens to do (haven't even touched yet-_-, i think tml deadline again. maybe 14 bah. i think i have to do 18 in total -_-. i'm already behind schedule by..forget bout it don't want to count -_-) and promos are coming soon. if i continue like this i'm pretty sure tan wee teck you will fail your promos. oh yeah i think(very optimistically) that half the squad will fail, cos i don't think people will start mugging and training for promos unless well !@#$%, guess i have to organise a training. tan wee teck stop procrastinating. yes stop go tackle the mountain of hmwk and do all your cca stuff. argh. i haven't even buy the new uniform yet sia.. i think when i go don't have my size liao lor, but its not i slacking again ok, my mum wants to wait to go together with my cousin, zzz. maybe you will see wearing yr 3 uniform again when school reopens =X. got some sort of pain in the right part of my chest, have it for a week or so le, weird weird de. no i'm not being emo la ._. oh well lets continue with 2e outing xD.

hmm ok, i'm determined to get this post done xP. on 24th nov monday was 2e outing, met them at je mrt at 12+, as usual even though i was late by a lil i'm still the earliest there xD. received my present, yay thanks man people xD (maybe i should go to a doctor sia..still hurting now, arghh don't worry bout it bah) lols went on train, jiayi charlene yulu jesslyn kathy me bl wangzhe tianqi went ^^ wenzhong met us at pasir ris, nobelle was supposed to turn up too, wonder where did she go o.O. so we had a total of 10 ppl for the outing, aiya not bad already, plus it was quite fun too^^. chatted on the train went for lunch at mac and chatted AND I FINALLY GOT TO PLAY DAIDI PROPERLY AFTER SO LONG xD. rawrs, dunno leh, hopefully my skills didn't rust =X waited for wenzhong until 3+, but by then yulu had to leave le, lols so sad leh, she didn't even get to cycle (its not sarcastic!). lols btw we headed to our usual place east coast park to cycle even though i didn't know how to cycle until that day =X. lols at first i was thinking maybe i just go rollerblade, cos i still dunno how to cycle, then aiya somehow got psychoed into trying to learn cycling again xD. (i tried twice before that, failed lols) then still the same as before i couldn't cycle. then everybody tried to teach me lols, thanks man ^^. then i told myself i will learn how to cycle by today and I REALLY DID MUAHAHAHAHAHA. ok la, at first i still couldn't cycle..at all, the moment i step the pedal i would fall off le. then wangzhe gave me a long push then somehow the bike went really fast and i cycled for awhile lol. then after that i tried to gain speed on my own and eventually learnt how to cycle after trying a few times. then get the feel of it can le. lols i sound so noob, i think other people learnt how to cycle at like 7 or sth =X. hehe yeah so i sucessfully learnt how to cycle ^^ though damn painful can, sit until ____ very pain, then somehow i didn't realise i could use breaks and always tried to stop or lower speed by stepping on the ground, btw i was wearing sandals xD. then i totally cannot manoveur leh, if got people cycle towards me i like most of the time will semi fall off my bike zz. almost hit them la. ok la, stop recounting my experiences at cycling =X

the uncle very nice sia, the guy who owns the shop, we paid $6 for 2 hrs, then cos we know the uncle he gave us 3 hrs for $6, then we exceeded the time by 45mins, but he still never charge us extra xD so we paid $6 for 3hr and 45min lols, the uncle damn nice sia.. then ate dinner at mac again and rode the long bus ride home lol. chatted on the bus like last year, the upper half of the bus was like empty xD, occupied by us only lol. really enjoyed myself that day, though argh, very painful xP reached home at dunno la, 10+ 11+, then next day still must go school hehe, but i guess it was worth it xD.

arghh, still have that pain at the right side of my chest ._. ah quite late le, continue blogging another time xP good nights people.