after a few days i can conclue sth, 1. When i talk, words don't go through my brain first, it just comes out-.-2. when that happens, i normally shuo cuo hua. eh, really don't know why i like that, honestly i feel like i hardly use my brain at all la, sometimes regret what i said =X and its not only on 1 occasion-.-( oh ya, sometimes right, i MEANT to shuo cuo hua, lol, ahem ahem only to some people i dislike though)...i really should stop being so abstract.

anyway last night, kendrick informed me to go to yap's house to do lantern( who caused alot of problems afterwards) ok so fast forward today, reached cck mrt at 11.45, saw kendrick there, then go yicheng's house together cos i dunno how to go. then at like 12.10? only me and kendrick there only, then after alot of smsing, found that tx they all at mrt still cos kendrick told them otherwise-.- then luckily is sms if i call they will be like super pissed lol. actually they super piss already-.- then yicheng dun want to go fetch them, then kendrick is playing game, then only left me lor, i have no idea how to go but nvm lor, i go lor, luan lai =P.
then walk walk walk realised its really simple, then nearing the mrt liao saw tx they all, then they super pissed, actually not so la, only tx and yingxue pissed off tianqi and bingle like fine, but its because bingle is late by 40 min so he didn't need to wait lol. yala... so reached yicheng's house liao, then yeah as expected they pissed off took awhile for them to cool off sia.

after awhile started doing the lantern ermmm came up with weird designs, then ppl started to slack yicheng was playing piano,yingxue was doing lantern, bingle was playing com, tingxiang was doing lantern also? then me and kendrick was slacking cos nth much to do liao, then after awhile tx had to do her reflection? then after awhile finally started to do, but then already pretty late, then ermm yeah improvised i guess. let me tell you what went on inside me during that time. i felt like i really really really needed a sand bag sia, its hard to keep a straight face =X ok la maybe its really just me lor, i dun nid to only think deeper, but also feel deeper, i guessed it became more ok as time went on. did what i was afraid of happened? no because i'm not supposed to be afraid of it at all.^^

afterwards went to have er, 'lunch' with bingle kendrick tingxiang yingxue at food court, i so hungry la 4+ liao haven't eat lunch, then guess what i ate for lunch? dessert xD then now its 7+ i'm typing and i'm so hungry, then bingle also eat dessert, tx and yingxue only drank drinks, only kendrick actually ate a real lunch xD and our lantern actually quite nice xD ok i guess i post till here can le, till next time?xD

P.S: i really use alot of facial expression...

yesterday i felt posting sth random, but fell asleepxD i wanted to post 'i need coffee' which i still do now lol. yesterday was pretty much boring, cca was drill AGAIN! for what?the 6th time? then alot of shocking announcement from mr oh, should i post it? ermm ok la i'll post it.
shocking announcement no. 1: no more punishment. Yes really, no more physical punishment, but then i'll grow weaker and weaker if continue drilling and no punishment-.- i rather have punishment lor, now the ncos will have to use mental torture on us-_-" 1 of them would be taking away our badges, NOOOOOOOOOOO!!! T_T hope they dun la. then mr oh solved alot of questions for us O.O i translated it into, 'np is going to be slacker' but then after we started drilling i thought 'or not.' oh well, what can i do?-_-"

i just realised sth, i use alot of facial expressions in my post, and my posts are kinda...ermm aiya nvm xD hrmm ok i guess thats all lor.

today then i know quite alot of people know bout that incident sia, so bad lor they all, she quite nice lor, keep spreading lol >_> i really hate people who can just give away secrets( and more importantly trust) for attention and other minor stuff.( for those who dunno the full story, i'm not refering to some people, and i'm refering strongly to some people too, i thoroughly despiese these people)

hai, sometimes i really is just very frustrated lor, 1thing, this bloody brain of mine, don't you dare ever go blank on me ever again, and you better do whatever i say, don't you dare be slacking or doing anything else. great, now i'm talking to myself-.-. just really hate it when my mind goes blank on me, i just get so frustrated when things really isn't going my way, and yeah, i guess i shouldn't expect things to go my way everytime? but then, i really don't want some things to be true or happen...

tml drill again, fuck...my mom doesn't know how to iron at all, grr i shall not elaborate more, not worth an inch of my thoughts-.-. fcuk la...really hate drill now lor. ...fuck la

today nth much happened, chinese lesson we wrote about the teachers that we know, we supposed to describe then, then our group did obviously mrs ahem ahem! la you. ok la, quite funny haha =X alot of people did on ahem ahem leh..lol, cs strongest impression on our class?haha. ermm can't really rmb much lor,except that today swimming AGAIN.

swimming was tiring as usual, then yeah this time i not last, but i swim super super super slow-.- i no breath lor, anyhow swim the last few 1-.-. then became very lame go baby pool play haha with yujie, kee heng, bingle and kendrick haha >_>

after that went to jec to eat with bingle, aaron, wangzhe and benjamin, went food court i bankrupt liao T_T all ate dessert then i share, ( actually it was free for mexD)then we made our own desert lol, very nice lor, we all took many pics, haha.

sometimes i really just feel very frustrated, sad and dissapointed, really sad bah, but then, was it just me being too naive in the first place? some things i just don't want to see...

memory lost again, haha i try to rmb as much as i can. hrmm lets see what i learnt the past few days.
- there's now evidence that teachers really read our blogs*cough*mr ho*cough*, he rocks lor!!! ok just now that 3 words give him shuang only xD
- mrs look has the same surname as yicheng be4 she marriedxD
ok stop crapping lol.

yesterday cca very hiong, keep training drill, we split up which i dun really like, but i guess its just to improve our drill bah, but really v hiong, but i also think our drill improved lol. sir also come , is our drill that lousy?lol 4-5 acts all drill le leh, they don't sian i also sian you know =X ya, my feet hurt ALOT after that la.

ok then today woke up at 5+ cos no more free ride le ( temp only la) then yeah surprisingly i reached school at 6.45, but is exactly we get off 334 then 97 come, if late by abit i'll reach at 7.10+ , then no time do hmwk, lol. then afterwards, sth verrrrrryyyyyy interesting happened, clue : letter xD mean leh...lol wonder how spread until like that, so bad lor, lol stop talking bout it le, but i'm pretty sure alot of people know liao.

next pdp, we still haven't took the big 5 test, guess we dunnid lol^^ then they talk bout quite lot of stuff bah, i can't ever rmb, but then, we can also question their motive which is to make us think in a specific way, but then, why should we follow that specific way? there were stuff bout benchmark, it was developing, meeting, exceeding, but i think there should be 5 though, none observed whatsoever, developing, meeting, exceeding, and outstanding. none observed u know la, developing, just alittle, starting liao, meeting is just nice meet, exceeding is more than whats expected, then outstanding should be like for example the first 1 : exceeding: able to take both negative and positive comments, then outstanding should be : able to take both negative and positive comments while retaining common sense, personal opinion and an IQ of above 70. ^^ok quite lame xD

after that i went for lunch first then stayed back while to er 'help' with the class notice board, i see the board super bu sun yan leh... contrast is really really bad,i mean is got contrast but contrast until wrong, and is like is very unorderly and the colour is like quite zang, oops sry, no constructive critism, no la but i really must say, tx say she want a patchwork like that? but ermm, haiya nvm la, see again tml.

TML GOT SWIMMING!!!DIE DIE DIE

ni bu hui lei ma? hao lei or...lei de xiang si, hao luan, hao nan, hao xin ku...wo xian zai dai di gai zuo shen me? The price to pay...i'm too tired, how much longer? some people say loneliness is not scary, solitude is, but then, loneliness IS scary, and solitude is pure torture, is it worth it? why did i do this in the first place? a lonely soul traces to a soul that just needs a person to keep the loneliness at bay. Why give me knowledge but deny me power to change? maybe...just maybe.

feeling nauseas...must...be...the...coffee..., i really wonder what got over me-.- let me tell you bout home econs first lol.ok lets see, we were supposed to make breakfast, which is scrambled eggs, toast and coffee, along with tomato and cucumber, ok so lets see, yicheng went and made the scrambled eggs( i was wondering if he washed his hands when he cracked the egg...and he want do egg de hor, i nv say anything) then i went to toast the bread, then i was standing there blur diao, cos the oven spoil then i dunno, then my bread like won't be toasted, lol, then i breathed in some gas when i wanted to see if its cooking, yeah then finally got it to work, then yeah i halfway overcooked my toast, lol, oh well, mrs tan say 2 min de lor, i put 1 min+ only leh-.- then since i took 4 pieces of bread, i decided to try again with the other 2 piece, this time i know le lor xD i put it in the oven and i watch it all the way =X and it turned out nicely toasted, brown colour lor, no black at all, but then i never put in far, so some parts not really toasted, but then, it tasted really nice and crispy afterwards =X yeah so we made coffee too, so lets see what i ate.
- 4 pieces of toast( we had 8, i ate 2 of the half chao da 1)
- most of the egg( since yicheng refused to eat)
- and...*drumsroll* 5 cups of coffee-.- know why am i feeling so nauseas now?all the caffeine must be getting to my brain( i drank 2 cups of pure black coffee and 3 cups of coffee with milk/sugar added) don't ask why i did it, just treat as i went siao O.O yeah so was quite full

then oh ya what happened today?hrmm, i forgot bout the personal recount, yeah made to stand at the back, and yeah maths was almost unbearable as usual, mrs chak is still not back, yeah thats all lol. actually got more xD but i dun want post le.

er..oh ya, yu jie has to go for training, so forced(yes forced-.- no offence lol) to take his place to colour the thing along with harry, aaron, nobelle and mung yu. we had to colour a horse, then first coloured the hair dark brown, then we started colouring the face with a lighter shade of brown, then~ disaster started to happen lol. dunno why, decided to use silver to colour the horse, then must use silver to cover the brown, which was a bad idea O.O, yeah so after using up like half a bottle of poster paint, we finished colouring the horse in silver, then u know right, the brown like merged with the silver la, then the silver look like white lol, then the colour like, quite dirty lor, like peach? but then is like some parts dark and some parts white, and we coloured over the blacklines too lol. yeah then the horse head, weirdly have a few yellow-golden stripes that doesn't really look like the hair =X then ahem ahem came to rescue, so lets see, we added some shade, balanced the colour a little bit, drew the black lines back, coloured over the yellow stripes, yeah and added the mane and hair again, but this time its looks great lol. ok la, so at the end it looks quite good, impressed with out work lol xD nice de lor, hehe. ok la now i still very dizzy, dun blog le tml drill, AGAIN 4 times in a row le, hai hai hai lol, and its swimming again soon, hai hai hai, then ya suan le la, really very dizzy

today, nth much la, nth much interesting happened today, ok LA, was pretty interesting as aways xD but so far only harry potter, some roald dahl books( though barely) and various fanfictions have managed to keep me glued, oh ya, the aim was to convinced us to take up a book and read it. ok skip to CID, ermm was weird? was talking bout sexism, role played as coming back to the school, then the principal was a very sexist 1, lol then the girls just laughed away even though they were at a disadvantage O.O and well class was pretty quiet, ermm ya xD weiting suay suay tio miss dora lee, and she suay suay she also sexist, then weiting was super qi, hehe, ya then it was swimming lor.

swimming time, hai my back and arms got those dunno what stuff lor, but bo bian sia. then regretably went to intermediate, and after 3yr+++ finally touched water again xD yeah then my strokes all tio mess up, then i swam like the slowest, i need to learn swimming again T_T, lol yeah, then my leg cramped after awhile, but it only hurts if i use the muscles there though, yeah come up back muscles abit ache la..then time to go back le, its was raining super heavily, but it didn't bother me much, its just water after all xD unless its acid rain.

yeah then came back my mood was normal, then after awhile, i become super pissed, FINE, I AM ANGRY NOW. damn guo fen. sibei guo fen. anybody that dares to mention that within my earshot will get a blow to the neck to make that shut up and clutch their throat in pain and roll on the floor, anybody that...suan le, angry right now, if i fly into rage 1 day, don't come near me >_> i'm extremely violent during that period, and if i refuse to get angry, i'll be very ap >_> hai, suan le, don't think bout it le, tml muster parade, DRILL AGAIN!!!MUST PREPARE UNIFORM AGAIN!!! i guess thats all xD

yesterday was pretty slack, and its confirm already , I FORGOT SOME OF MY DRILL!!! >_< why does my brain go blank on me when i need it the most? T_T oh ya, i chiong finished the 120 times , lol i wrote for like? 6 hrs? my writing habits are bad sia, if i keep writing my fingernail will dig into my finger and there will be a cut O.O pain lor...oh ya, also our school 51st anniversary?was kinda pathetic lol, some performances by co and band, then vvvv long speeches by 3 people, i almost fall asleep sia, wait i think i did fall asleep-.- after that end le lor, but they gave us a treat O.O

afterwards CID i went into a group which i dun know anybody there, ok there's 1 girl from my class, thats all, er ya -_-" wangzhe jump to aaron's group, lol then the teacher dunno , dotz la he

then today..normal stuff lor, luckily the math teacher is only a temp, PHEW, her classes can sleep 1 la, then afterwards pdp, helped me abit la, so far, i know what i want, which can summed up in 1 word, insane, but then after questioning that, i got a clearer view of something i knew all the time, yeah.

i should say it soon, or else history is gonna...repeat...itself...over...and...over...again...arghhh hai i failure lor-.- hai hai hai hai hai, ARGHHHH damn la... i...won't...more like i must, tch

not really used to this blog, oh well thats all i guess, oh ya SWIMMING TML!!!wearing trunks -.-

haven't blogged for a few days, today was the first day of official lesson, but i'll start with last fri.

*flashback* was raining, porch was taken by wushu and ncc so we first fall in in front of container class room, then go into container classroom since its raining heavier and heavier. ok so by that time its around 3.15(just guessing) then yeah had tok cock session(tcs) with our ncos for abit lesser than 2 hrs?lol xD super slack la...after that we went into another classroom and had drill there, but it was only static turning, i forgot some of my drill sia...i really really want to do some training on my drill with squadmates-.- but i doubt they will stay back..will have to ask -.-

oh ya, my muscle was still aching then, but dunno why after some pumping can le, not pain liao xD ahs... then sat and sun well, what do you expect?i slacked it away xD. ok then today mon, first official lesson. chi was...entertaining xD like always with the new teach haha, harry said that this behaviour is 100% not allowed in china, lol how boring that would be =Xyeah introduction and chatting took up the whole 1 hr. then is maths, oops is 'math', SUPER SIAN LA, her words are torture to my ears sia, she talk got a certain kind of style la, like is her suddenly go up then trails down, AND SHE DOES THIS FOR EVERY SENTENCE, ARGGHHH! its like nails scratching the blackboard to my ears T_T or maybe a more likely 1 scrapping a porcelain bowl with a porcelain spoon, THE TORTURE!!!

ok...then yeah LA, showed us some slides, more and mor elike my character, i like to have 'yi pu den tian' attitude and i WANT 100% to suceed, why? sometime later. then sci...er, quite boring la, liuyi like what lor-.- he think he super pro like that-.- nvm i tolerate, but hope dun have to pair with him for all sci lessons, or else sci will become from my most interesting lesson to my most dreaded lesson-.-.then...Home econs/ health education, eh was pretty interesting, made tea xD but ermm, we just boiled water and had tea bags lol, we were drinking tea all the way, i drank 3 cups? putting pure milk makes the tea have a thick taste + the original slight bitterness and the other taste of the tea makes it revolting, pure sugar makes it like i'm drinking sweet water lol so best is, have a combination~ swimming lessons SOON, damn!!! wear trunks very obscene, wear swimming suit i dun like >_<

normal lessons are resuming soon, hope the teachers don't stress us too much with all the projects and assignments, especially since there's a new teaching method, yeah O.O but i'm more worried if there's philosophy and debates everyday, my brain will auto switch off if that happens, yeah then i'll have to borrow notes if anybody actually makes any >_>

debates kinda go offtopic once in a while, they forgot their purposes like the chi debate of a son that cut off the oxygen pipe thingy then her mom die, then the son get death sentence because of murder. yeah then they talk about ermm, alot of crap? sheesh as lawyers we should do anything in our power, whether if its immoral or unethical, our purpose is to help our client win the case-.- hai, ok maybe thats just me

today chi lesson quite fun lol, haha, still got fa ru xue, which leads to the question, is jay chou a guy?how the hell can his voice go so high?...guess i won't find out-.- yeah O.O then have hmwk, must make a poem out of the words provided and draw a painting which till now (9.50) the poem is still not up...lol.still got what... rest pure boredom lor~ then nth else le lor.

becoming more and more emotionless, becoming more more absent-minded.

oh ya!!!FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SWIMMING LESSONS!!!DAMMIT! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

no, its not that i dunno how to swim, i know how to swim, just that very obscene if wear swimming trunks+ super embarrassing if girls and boys together...+ my arms got dunno what things, you know later i xiang bu kai go drown myself how? xD

arms still aching, but getting better, must stretch more..especially tml drill >_>

gr...hate blogger its acting all weird and stuff i try edit post it comes up blank.

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so far only showed bamboo woods..

ah...as expected my whole body was aching when i woke up, arghhh, oh well must train more for itc >_> or else die, lol. hai, i wonder what our juniors be like..probably rude and spastic xD oh well, i think will see them soon lol. hope they survive itc with not too many injuries =X must see their attitude first..lol if their attitude bad ermm... all i can say is 'take care' to them le. xD

today whole day TfU and crit thinking again, Zzzz hai SUPER boring, Zzzz due to my headache which refuses to go away i couldn't sleep, but i was paying attention either >_> must ask people teach me le. then..yeah thats practically the whole day, TfU, oh ya, some girls were playing truth and dare at the back i find it bitterly cold sia...

always on my mind, no matter where i am and what i'm doing, the weight is unimaginable...but is it beyond me?

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oh ya, had PDP today, i found this answer very good and meaningful sia, the question was what is self identity, and the answer went sth like this, 'me, i, alone, nobody else, unique, self' thats not probably how it went, it was much better >_> but sth like that la, i have bad memory, so er, ya. then mr wong read us an essay on a soul of an individualist( i feel like my headache is affecting my memory and thinking) pretty much agree bah, i dun think there's true good or right in the world, good isn't really that good and bad isn't really that bad, actually depends on the individual him/herself. oh ya 1 more thing that is similar to the essay... is light really that good? i choose not to bask in the light as many others have done, i choose not to lurk in the darkness as many others have done, i choose to walk the path of the twilight =X( okok, treat as if you haven't seen anything here) people shouldn't be afraid of the darkness, i feel that people are afraid of the darkness is because humans fear the unknown, and the darkness hides whatever is in it, making it 'unknown', people should learn to accept darkness, as the phrase 'there is no light without dark, and there's no dark without light'.
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ok now...i'll post some pics of ghost online , scenery quite nice lor.
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tireddddd just got back home from np, tml wake up sure whole body ache again, hai. today keep lessons again lor, quite boring la, + i have a freaking headache that drove me half crazy, my headache is like for a split sec extreme pain then gone, then after awhile it comes again, happened through the whole day, GRRR, and its still happening now-.-.

ok skip lessons,then...np pt quite tough, almost didn't make it-.- first off it was raining, but it became smaller but ground super dirty and wet, then lets see, start off with 157 jumping jacks( don't ask) + another 27 more almost immediately after that, eh surprised we could do it. then 35 pumpings, 3 min water break, come back hold in position, which i couldn't hold forever=X ( hold meaning go down and dun come up, cannot touch the floor) then fromnormal change to knuckle, from knuckle change to diamond...i barely did any pumping la, hand if bend i will drop, then the ground is full of dirty water O.O i tried to do some anyway.

thennnn, after that ran 4 rounds, with some pumpings in between, then we were on the verge of dieing o.O but then, ITS RECRE!!!lol, played captain ball, 1st round won, didn't do much-.- then 2nd round er...lost 13-2?lol we outnumbered lor, then i keep blocking, but i can hardly catch the ball, then most of the time is hit it away, then rules is that only the girls in our squad can score, then 6 girls is all around the scoring area, then i block = never block-.- oh well..haha. today kinda short?

i feel like..kinda abit useless lor(no its has nth to do with today, though i wished i could jump higher) ya, just useless, dunno la dotz, limitation...hate that, lacking...irks me, wish...just wish...i could stop wishing and do some things.

sian..got time then post GO pic XD

i wonder, what is my step now?

i thought today wed, lol-.- yeah and whole day cca, which mean 9 hrs worth of cca, but quite slack la, since cannot do pumping and situp at all, cos scared the sec 1 see liao dun want join np lol. had cc first, made a tent, lol our tent crooked 1 >_> oh well, then supposed to run 6 rounds outer lane ...shit! i thought i at most can only run till 4 rounds, then dunno why i run until 5th round then 6th round no need run, then after that 90 counts of 8 jumping jack...wtf thats like 180 counts of 4 jumping jack...siao la max we did is 120 counts of 4 + its after 5 rounds...lol we retried a few times from 0, then last try, we do until 21 counts of 8 all die liao, xD nv complete, then our IC realised that she skipped our 9.45 break(-_-") so we had a 1 hr 15 min break afterwards. then just slack there lor, the sec 1s chat alot with the PSLs, lol or maybe...i won't say =P

soon after is cd, which i almost fell asleep at, then avoided pt xD(yes again) went to cheat the sec 1s into joining np, i really can't say np is lousy but it isn't really that great either(no, the other ugs aren't that great either, the sjabs have good drill but i always see them training in small groups, they might as well have a personal trainer to train them in drill, in np, we get scolded together, we die together and we get better together =P)

lol wilson asked 2 sec 1 girls to join np, then he was jumpy then the girls call him siao, LOL damn funny haha...looks like every sec 1 batch is different?

swore...that...i...would...pound...the...walls...when...i...get...back...home. so frustrated, frustrated with myself, so frustrated that i wish to escape from it and never look back and yet...FUCK

why did our designer(assuming there is one) make us so flawed? each emotion contradicts the other 1, peaceful life is supposed to be good right? free from violence, etc etc, why the hell did the designer had to create the feeling 'boredom' to torture us?why did t.D had to give us limited comprehension but include in the feeling 'curiousity'? i can't help but think now, i'm sure there are alot more>_> but most of all...why did he have to create such a wonderful feeling called 'love' but make so many obstacles and make it so hard to love as well? there's probably a reason...to make our lives less boring?to add excitement?what would it be like...to not to have the feeling 'boredom' and all the like and not to know the existence of such feelings, is it flawed as well? now i'm gonna blame t.D for making me curious >_>. oh yeah...is anger the best shield for everything? in a view it is, to me anyway, without anger, feelings like jealousy (which i relate to acidic poison) just burns through...ok enough liao xD i need somebody to talk with.

oh yeah, i didn't use 'god' because i dun believe in him, so i just called 'it' the designer, assuming there is one and all that has happened are not pure chance =P.

andddddd i chionging ghost to lv 20 soon, then i can post the beautiful scenery which i'll put into the blogskin i'm ATTEMPTING to make. ok i guess thats all, bet the sec 1s are having fun in school now !@#$% >_<

2nd day of school >_>

this whole day.........all about TfU, teaching for understanding, which is ermmm both tiring and boring to explain =X ok sooooooooooo, impt points would be there would be more activity during classes, which means less boring lessons to sleep in, which means school would be more interesting, actually i think they trying to tell us understanding > knowing, i guess they realised that almost everybody only know method dunno meaning, lol =P yeah...that we had a lecture on TfU, science lesson on TfU, chi lesson on TfU, and geog lesson on TfU, wtf..they applied it in everything lor, my brain already off by chi lesson...lol oh well at least its new and has somewhat philosophy in it(shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, dunno what i did that for-.-)

can see sec 1s more enthu? can hear their shouts in canteen lol. dotz and i still sitting in the very corner, with the cupboard behind me supporting my head i can easily doze off-.- so comfortable...lol but i don't like the corner, since i didn't want to go home so early, i got bored and went to library to cut off the yellow stickers lol, but i nv cut the yellow sticker only-.- the plastic i cut along with it =X if you see a book's place cover got an circle hole its probably caused by me xD oh well, still no changes in class position...thats all i guess O.O

oh ya...sth very ... happened lol. i was buying spaghetti, then last plate liao, then the girl behind me started ermmm to put it in a bad tone whining lol, then dunno why i got distracted and my mind flew away and i was standing in the same spot with the spaghetti almost dropping out of the plate TWICE... very ... rite? the morale is never ever distract me, cos my mind will be somewhere far far away if you do that, and i'll lose control over my body lol>_> ok enuff crapping

lol after 2 months, the first day of school~ i'm a sec 2 now and sadly a seniorT_T. lol i couldn't differentiate who is a sec 1, 2, 3 or 4, except those people that i know-.-. bingle say the sec 1s guai kia, lol confirm will change very soon de, 1E starting also like that lol. just look at the last year newsletter?dunno what that called, everybody face is :( lol, including me of course =P.

started normally, well what do you expect to happen anyway? our new form and co-form is mr wong(hope nv wrongxD) and mrs tan? hope change place soon, hehe xD no la...dotz. yeah just chose who to be what, and, I DON'T WANT TO BE MUSIC REP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hai i nth to do lor, damn sian de, T_T i rather be welfare-.- anyway its temporary, might be changes , but i dun see how can i change my job sia..oh well.

oh ya, got new guy at our class, his name is harry, from china, very sociable, lol, first day of school cannot shy -_-" unlike me, i first day at school sleep through can le..lol. today nth much..except ms ek gave a really loooooooooooooong speech, dunno why today was nodding off in the bus, i that tired meh?lol

eh hope year 2 will be better than year 1, and i REALLY hope class position will change, except kendrick, ok lets see what happens tml, till then!

ah...its already 2007, how fast, and my hmwk is still undone >_> ok so my exhibition report left 1/4 monk mystery should be done in 5 min, abit of hist left, book mark and 5 np posters, and tomorrow chiong GHOST!!!! ok i've been playing a new game , ghost online its in cb though, and most likely will have a wipe, and it lags ._. i really hate the lag, if no lag would be much better, but anyway maple lagged like hell too during beta testing, hope ghost will be much better. i have high hopes for this game =X

i'm thinking of making blogskin myself, anybody care to teach me the codes? my hmwk so far all crappily done >_> i changed point of views in my LA compo, dunno if allow or not O.O er nth much to blog about lor...i still can't go our class blog-.- the links super outdated. oh ya, class, last year le...lets have a wonderful time, k?