suddenly feel like blogging. i think many people would kill me for saying this BUT HOLIDAYS ARE LASTING TOO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. MORE THAN 2 MONTHS OF HOLIDAYS ARE TORTORUS!! I FACE 4 WALLS EVERYDAY WITH NOTHING TO DO(with the exception of homework..) they should shorten the hols =X 'imagines rvians holding torches and those forked thingy O.O' being random again xD. but seriously la, i'm bored to death. oh and if any teachers saw my post kindly ignore what i wrote.

nowadays really nth to do. can't practice o2jam too much, makes too much noise and my hand gets suan after awhile. you guys should try it out, its kinda addicting once you played it^^. and since i redled maple to give some stuff away (no, my acc is not up for grabs, just gave away some equips) been playing it for abit. i dunno if i will ever play maple seriously again, as in chiong hardcore like i did in the past. cos even if maple craze starts again think i'll be too busy bah. and sooner or later i won't have time to dedicate myself to games. woes of growing up -_-lll. i wonder what i will be like in the future though, what i will do, if i'll ever achieve my goals. anyway its good to remain optimistic.

i seriously think i'm too calm leh. when was the last time i flared up? dun rmb. i used to fight alot in primary school =X but just friendly fights with my friend, relieves stress and somehow makes us closer friends. i know its weird and not like me but its true. back to topic. other than feeling really calm all the time(no idea why..) somebody said i was gentle ._. that was really disturbing xD. ok maybe that was a compliment but say i gentle like ................................................. ok la its nothing. guess i'll end now, been indulging in fanfics and totally ignoring my hmwk, which is a totally death wish ._. good night everybody!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

xD my shortest post yet.

my blog starting to get lifeless liao. must update more!

after unit chalet i'm playing o2jam more and more, almost daily nowadays xD. skill deproved quite a bit, i broke 1000 combo before but i don't even come close now T_T. ok la but i think now play again improving le, can hit faster and faster notes^^. i want to full combo BID, Idendity part 2, festival of ghost 2, v3 and electro fantasy! ok thats alot ._. haha ok, i think less than 5 ppl in rv play o2jam la, sad sad. !!! i haven't started on my hol hmwk yet. i swear, I WILL START ON IT TML AND AT LEAST FINISH ONE, NO MORE PROCRASTINATING(SP?). and i think that library book is long overdue xD, and i threw away the receipt thingy. haiya, i already owe the library 0.15cents >_>. (i dunno why i use so many those facial expressions sia..guess i have a feeling for every sentence i type^^. freakish, i used one even for the last sentence..)

my hols has been training and training for cc com. i think flagstaff shld be ok le. last training guys basha up. but ar..*hais*. why the male ncos not as serious as female ncos de. gadget need to have some improvement. but i think the gadget me yicheng and jonathan thought up of is quite ok bah. proabably lacks in creativity and one issue is that maybe the judge will think we made too many improvisation. just have to wait till next training and discuss. wait i'm not even in gadget ._. nvm one team mahhhhhhhhhhh. hopefully sir and mam come more oftenly don't think got time to be slack le. i really hope we win sth this time lor.

hmm what else happened. oh ya had the class bbq. its ok de la. (honestly right..i will never EVER say any class outings/bbq/chalet/organised events suck. cos its a gathering of 2elmos, how can it suck? ^^) i very tired when i go thereeeeeeeeeeeeee. my training 8-5 can, then straightaway go for class bbq wearing my cca tee. then qi huo, i decided to learn from jiele and use my bare hands for everything HAHAHAHA. ok la, my fingers still have some feeling, so at least not 3rd degree burns xP. everytime go bbq i dunno why sia, i MUST start the fire and cook lol. and my fingers must get burned >_> ate until quite full and luckily no stomachaches haha. and i think i totally addicted to daidi can. 9.30pm my mum call i say i waiting for bus when i was still cleaning up. then want to chiong off de but 2 decks of poker cards come down. then i went to play a few rounds >_> haiya haiya haiya. i hopeless liao. reached home at 10.30 lol.

also have squad outing. quite fun, but only 9 ppl came..wanted more sia. but whatever it was still fun. so we were going to cdans to play laser quest then we reach at about 12 lor, but LQ only opens at 2. then a pack of poker cards come out and my daidi addiction kicks in. HAHAHAHA (ok thats really pathetic of me. i not addicted la, just love the game..really la!) lol played with money de. but lose de money all go squad fund la. so lose minus money , win never + money. i lost 45cents in the end (shared with jj). but that was after 2 hrs ok! and i shld have won about $2+ if win got earn money hahas. (ok i need to stop being so proud of this..) but jingyi don't want collect the money then too bad lor. then played laserquest. got good news and bad news. good news is i improved again got 100+ points this time. bad news is guys lost to girls 4 vs 5. our score abit lan la, 430 to 800, lost by 370 points. but raymeo said his gun spoilt thats why he also 100+ points also. but it was fun anyway la. tok cok and ate and played at arcade till 5+ 6+. my eyes gonna die from all that flashing (i mean at the arcade la, not flashers).

quite tired now bah. but i got a load off my mind now. but i feel guilty now. bleh. i don't feel confident enough! and i think my mood too calm liao. is really too long never get angry xD but i guess thats a good thing. for people who read up till now you aren't really supposed to understand this part, so don't worry ^^.

thats shall be all. good luck everybody for the new year! and i will post again on 25th to say merry christmas xD.

P.S: wangzhe's bday today if i not wrong, so happy bday!

i'm really slow in updating haiyo. anyway i must update more! cannot let my blog die. (this is going to be random and disconnected lol)

bleh, dunno if i should be happy or sad about all the cc com training. aiya at least hols not so boring le ^^. flagstaff is confirm need more practice de! but i think for now is quite ok le, can already make it in time( i guess xD). haiya post until so frustrating!!! type lai type qu still so sian. ok that was random. anyway pegging is a good way to relieve stress xD. must jiayou for all the trainings. i seriously want to get a trophy for rvnp sia..last time i think mam yini batch got 19th for guys and forget how many for girls. lols i thought rvnp cc quite good de sia, but got alot of schools cc better than np sia by the looks of it..HECK AR! JIAYOU AND WIN!!

i think i just wasted the GG cookies. omg la..got ants inside. my mum still say no need to keep lor, in the end so many ants inside. dunno if still can eat or not. my $10 sia..heart pain. my mood seems to be very sian nowadays cos i bloggggggggg untilllllllllll soooooooo siannnnnnnnnnn alsooooooooooooooooo. oh ya alot of people seem to regret taking tri sci no humans, so i changed and decided that i won't regret to tri sci no humans anymore^^ (please don't be so unlucky T_T. i like my skin colour very much can. i don't want red colour for the 2 years sia. or black or blue or green or white or whatever colour imaginable >_>) ok ignore that xD.

haiya dunno what to blog bout liao. i think of it liao then don't feel like blogging bout it xD. may be having a squad outing and class outing soon. hopefully i don't get too broke lor. and my books haven't buy yet! and i suddenly thought of an idea for bday present. but i think i abit bo liao. also nobody's bday near i think of bday present ._. . except wangzhe's, i still remember 22nd dec lol. i don't feel like waking up early. i don't want to do my hmwk also. but must anyway. ok la, enough with this post. i think ppl might go crazy is i continued to blog like this. i swear i will post a proper post next time!

i bet many ppl are surprised i'm blogging so soon =X. i dunno why but my stomach hurts now..maybe is gastric bah. but why is it still hurting when i just finished my dinner? aiya nvm, hopefully i get better soon, tml still got cc com training.

com training is quite tough bah..pegging is the hardest sia. 1 hr of pegging is tiringggggggggggggg ok la actually not that tiring. its just that my hand keep slipping. i whack the the peg 2 times pull out the peg 1 time. and we supposed to do it under 5 secs la..must chiong. i must sleep early today, last time sleep at 12+ totally no jing shen o.O. (i think only those in cc com or pegged before will understand what i'm talking haha). somehow, i was assigned to the flag staff when i dunno how to make ._. but got experience now la, the rope abit hard to use. and you know during pegging i was wondering why nobody notices the few thousand holes around the school field xD.

weds thurs fri raymeo and jonathan not coming, so only me and yicheng and seniors. oh ya i think simin and lee theng joining? hahas..i'm typing in such a cold manner. but my stomach is still hurting can -_-lll(no, i dun need to go toliet la.) oh ya, the PA ground is supposed to be made out of rocks according to the description from our sirs and mams =X. i can imagine our hand breaking first before we can get a hole in the ground haha.

after that i went to a wedding ._. its ok bah, except the uncle who drove us there dunno the way -_-, and food not really that nice. hehe but dunnid complain la..its free dinner. the couple was very sweet and romantic though, haha. did i mention it was a wedding between KOK LEONG and jannelle? lol so qiao^^. they kissed and held for more than 15s can, and the guy very daring la. went home late and just slept^^ tiringgggggggggggg and so will tml be. so while my stomach doesn't drive me crazy yet i shall end here. good nights people!

yay back from unit chalet! haha i kinda late la, i returned yesterday. chalet is fun! dunno why nobody posted in detail, ee nvm. i post first^^

day 1: went simin house collect stuff and started on daidi first cos raymeo want to play me but in the end alot of ppl play. and realised i dun have to worry about not having enough decks cos huimin brought 3! yay! haha ok. then took a long long ride to pasir ris then checkin got delayed cos of some stuff. reach liao then daidi time! stayed in ncos room to play daidi with juniors. then juniors is super zi high one haha. they laugh more than playing daidi =X but cheerfulness is good hehe.

BBQ got cancelled cos of the rain, so just stayed in played daidi. hahas but i have the feeling that the more daidi i play the more ppl will bu shuang me liao >_> haiyo.. but i still enjoyed the chalet cos i still love daidi! then in the night we had movie marathon till 4am+. i dunno what we watch also haha. i think is resident evil. we abit weird lor, watch RE 2 then watch RE 1 hehe. enjoyed it alot. cos like got 20+ ppl in 1 room, then all lights off can only see the tv screen really felt like i in a cinema. and all of us sitting on the bed and mattresses so nice can. and is watch with squadmates and seniors^^ then 4am+ most go sleep liao. but dunno why i dun feel tired at all so went to see huimin's laptop. then just slacked there. huimin is freaking pro in audi O.O. then soon morning liao..when they woke up i went to take a little nap haha. but can't really sleep bah. then i think i ate cup noodles for breakfast and skipped lunch? daidied all the way till afternoon to play(well guess the rest of the squad love daidi as well haha) then went to arcade. somehow i went to play ddr again. but that junjie siao 1, first song pick lv 3 de liao. then both me and him die. i noob de can >_> 2nd time playing. then soon is bbq, surprisingly didn't rain lor, if rain gonna be so fun haha. stood there and barbeque for like 3 hrs damn tiring la..at least food was nice. then daidied awhile more before watching 2 horror movie. of la first 1 dunno if is horror. exorcism of emily rose and the messenger. after that i stayed up all night again with huimin's laptop as my source of entertainment again xP. but gradually grew so tired that lay on the cold hard floor to rest for awhile. i dunno how long i laid there bah..but its freezing lor. i got out of the room to warm myself. and sleeping on the cold hard floor will contribute to my feng shi when i get older *hai*

soon time to check out liao, then went to eat first. then we started playing daidi again LOL. then nth much happened bah, really enjoyed this chalet alot^^

nowadays i actually miss going to school..staying at home is so boring la. + got alot of holiday hmwk to do which i haven't even touched 1 yet. and my sub combi out liao..hahas dunno if i will regret making that choice..but already make le bah, so i can't regret already^^ have to just look forward optimistically! and i need to control myself more..ppl keep getting hurt cos of me >_< style="font-style: italic;">how could i forget?

oh yeah forgot to add sth. LOVE MY SQUADMATES! =P