rawrs i'm supposed to be studying for mid years now -_- i can't afford to be so slack already la, i need to find somebody to study with me -_-. 5 days of study break, i wonder how will i ever make myself sit down and study for all 5 days, and you know i just found out today that FOR PHYSICS ALL THE TOPICS FROM SEC 3 TILL NOW ARE TESTED? WTF! sad thing is, mid years actually seem to be the last thing that would come into my mind now. i'm more concerned about..other things bah, as compared to mid years. i wonder what happened to me sia..going crazy. why, why must it be like this?

tired, tired of confronting, tired, where's my pillar? tired, my emotions are tired.

bleh, till next time

hais, what has the world come to sia? so many people emoing nowadays -_-. and really is alot, i wonder what is it worth? its really weird..how society functions, abit can't take it liao. its damn weird leh, having a public blog just prevents me from saying any details -_- at least not now.

maybe i should start putting quotes in my blog sia..seems quite..nice? can't find the word to use xP

in the end, everything will be okay, if it's not okay, then its not the end.

i need to clear up my mind arghh..don't feel so well.

wah lau went to cut my hair today, cut until damn short, and my mum was saying this is very good! front need to be shorter though -_- rawrs dammit. dammit dammit -_-. argh bye. sorry, don't feel so well today

you realise my blog is stuck at a time standstill at 19th march? lol xP my blog starting to become dead liao, wah lau.

well the last time i blogged was in march hols, and now march hols over liao (for a long time already actually -_-). i didn't expect march hols to be a hols anyway, i just kinda looking forward to waking up 5 hrs later than normal school days xP. oh ya march hols went for 2e outing, went ecp to cycle again but don't get me wrong, it isn't sian ok, very fun xP. love and miss them to bits xP. why bl nv come la wah lau asshole xP. jesslyn nv come also then no daidi rawrs xP. hehe but i still enjoyed myself alot. best class ever ^^

then you know next day is 4k outing, at first i thought is 12pm at je, then somehow changed to 11pm at je, then i didn't know about it, then i thought i was very late liao, so i rushed there alone to kallang. then you know i reached kallang liao still must take bus, then i walk to the bustop, or at least tried to la, i walk walk walk until i dunno where on earth i am liao, except got alot of hotels there lol. then i just asked for directions to the place, since i thought i would be close since i walk so far liao, then somebody told me its about 10 mins walk away, so i just walk walk walk. for damn freaking long. like hell its a 10 mins walk la, more like i can reach there if it was a 10 mins run -_-. then you know i actually walked until one bustop before the place, its like 5 bustops away can. then you know a very nice uncle just drove by and offered to zai me to the place, so nice xP. would take around 5 more mins if i walk, but i reached there in 1 min xP.

then you know the moment i got down the car, i received the sms 'hey change liao, we are going safra'. WTH !@#$% but luckily there are still there la, i don't have to make my way to safra alone -_-. but its all girls sia, the guys all slacking at yunrong's house. then in the end just decided to rent movie and go yr house to watch movie, met kennard halfway. then you know the movie is horror movie, is damn disturbing la, i couldn't forget about it for days can. shldn't have watched throughout, ending scene was the most disturbing zz. then used yunrong's house as a free kbox session >_>. hehe thanks yunrong!

but hor, the thing is you know both times no pictures was taken at all leh! omg especially 2e outing i want to take pictures la, memories with them lols >_>. dunno why like alot of outings nv take pics sia, itc also like that, only 2nd day morn the camp trail thing then got take a few pics be4 the camera died >_> cos our photographers didn't come mah. then 3rd day took a few using hp only la, so sad barely any memories from itc hais -_-. everybody all too busy lols. unit chalet also like that! hais -_-. maybe i shld go work so that i can buy a cam lols. (and i wouldn't feel so guilty spending my parents money >_>)

lets just stop for today.