lols finally here to revive my blog, its so deaddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

for the past 2 and a half days i've been so amazingly bored !@#$%. hais must be normally overworked like hell then now suddenly got 4 days of break with absolutely nth to do, bored me like mad la. somehow dreaded the 4 days of break xP. hehe ok i shouldn't say that, but i really got alot of energy dunno where to spend it on! (hmwk is out of the question xD). oh ya, happy cny people ^^ lols thus my behaviour abit weird weird one. today nv go out bai nian is wait for people to come bai nian at my house. but kinda weird, i don't even rmb who are those ppl coming to bai nian, just that they come every year yearly. quite awkward la, don't even know what to say to them >_> then tml going to grandma house all the way at sengkang, then also nth much to do there lols. but at least i know my grandma and people, won't feel awkward.

really bored -_- wonder what will happen to me once i rod sia, then i will seriously be free lols.

wonder what i have been doing sia, so many things going on yet i'm powerless to do anything. its all the more vexing when i think i could have done something but didn't. isit because i'm getting numb already? really seems like i'm controling myself more and more, feelings..

dammit why am i like this on new year day -_- but what to do sia..frustrating.

nth much interesting lately, blog another time.

lols well, been some time since i blogged, i can't find a new good looking blogskin >_>. wow school reopened for quite some time liao, surprisingly enough i managed to understand most of what the teachers teach, (calculus doesn't seem that killer too =X). lols maybe cos I'M NOT SITTING AT THE BACK ANYMORE! can pay attention much easier, and that the classroom is so much more spacious and we have 2 aircons that work real well xD but maybe because i forcing myself to stay awake no matter what and be attentive in lesson ^^ yr 4 liao (damn getting old T_T) can't just sleep in class all day like yr 3 -_-.

lols recently must say paiseh and sorry to junhao cos i pangsehed him for CID =X wanted to go service learning cos i think its much more worth my time on it than all the other CIDs xD, in the end handed in proposal late and i thought one person will sign up for everybody -_- i ended not signing up as well lols. so just went into ideas in action with squadmates ^^ which reminds me i should go see sth bout the ideas thing right now..lols. oh well xD (bad attitude sia you -_-) hehe past sats went to support science buskers, bubble machine and 3 musketeers went into finals lol, 2nd and 5th respectively i think? out of top ten. too bad finals today they nv win liao, bubble machine i think shld have been 4th, just one place away lols. 3 musketeers ar..ermm xP. hehe but after seeing all that makes me feel like doing sth with my CID as well ^^

then quite weird to see people wearing yr 4 uniforms ._. lols first few days of school took me awhile to recognise anybody in school, really damn weird la, couldn't register in my mind when somebody called me lol. oh ya and there was this mini ug open house, really is mini one lor -_- prepared for dunno how long i think the sec 1s only visited for bout half an hr lols. then like still no details were given like 3 hrs before the whole thing starts, teachers also dunno much -_- but nvm la, good job people. i think recently i zheng zhuo abit more liao ba, really really wonder what choice should i make. quite run out of things to blog about liao. come to think of it half of january has passed. thats like 1/24th of a year gone already right? lol then will go into yr 5, ns, work. lols maybe i'm thinking too much ahead bah, but i think i will die from missing people at the end of year 6 .. ah don't think so much -_- oh well, go liao bah, blog next time cya people xP.

argh sorry dammit

hahas blogging again =X you know i like to blog hop alot, if i have nothing to do la, and alot really means alot ._. but when i blog hop sometimes i get the inspiration to blog =X ok la not really inspiration, but just have a desire to blog. but !@#$% rawrs, can't blog properly till around half a year later -_- till then jiayous bah wee teck. and you better not slack off till then xP

crap, whats up with me and my short posts nowadays ._. lols, nvm i shall write alot of 2k words essays next time to make up for this xP oh well, cya ppl ^^

i still need to learn alot

lols back to blogging xD school reopen like really nothing much la, just that i take very long to recognise ppl ._. ppl call me i will stun for a while look at him/her then suddenly i rmb lol. seriously >_>, oh well lols. you know i was so proud of finishing 10 compos, then the next day she gave us back and asked us to do some stuff to it. and make us write 8 more si hans -_____________-lll. cos hols supposed to write si hans to her, then i nv mah..(hopefully she doesn't see this but who the hell will..) nvm la, writing is faster than typing anyway ._. (in chinese)

ok la the parade, i think on 2nd jan i got my 2nd achievement of the year. ok la quite diulan so don't write details xP, just that i really almost buay tahan and wanted to fallout but told myself must endure and i managed to stay there till the end ._. ms ek's speech and she slowly introduce all the staff was total torture to me ._. hehe ok, nvm GOOD JOB PEOPLE!!!! i can't see you all but you all dunno how zhuang guan the 'yes sir!' and bang was xD after that returned to class to find out that most of our teachers remained the same, dots, same form teachers i think we only change 3 teachers la. and our teacher is not llm, who the hell scared us sia.. lols xP

after that got orientation games, ermms the class still uncooperative la ._. supposed to cover hands totally like with blankets during chalet, then got ci ji gan? lols oh ya i talking bout murderer xD then keep playing, then got amazing race, then we totally cheateddddddddddddddd (oops xD) hehe ok then everyone came back and started sleeping, damn cool like more than half the class sleeping xD, then mass dance, ers, nvm la dunnid comment on that xP then after that squad meeting bout orientation stuff, planned finish went je played bball ^^

next morning (saturday) woke up go school do flag day, was really boring ._. not much donations la, went west mall not alot of people there. then after that went to meet squadmates to do orientation stuff and went to play bball again xD and that concludes my day lols.

really shouldn't be so bad, its not good.

missing you.

!!almost done with my zuowens ^^ last one left le lols, THIS IS MY FIRST ACHIEVEMENT OF 2009, I COMPLETED 10 ZUOWENS IN A DAY! xD sat from 11 till now (6.56pm) though i still have 1 last gonghan to go ^^

after that off i go to prepare my u ._. lols.

but my mum is really irritating, keep scolding me can't conc -_- oh well, short post blog again next time xP