must update more^^

hmm nothing going on these few days bah, except tml got 1 outing, finally going ice skating after dunno how many years =X. you know hor..i was wondering what's a blog for? at my very first post i said that it was because sec school life is really busy and stuff and won't have to time to talk with primary school friends so created a blog so we would know whats going on in each other's life anyway. but then now i hardly visit my primary school classmates' blog or they visit my blog. but i still got talk with a few friends la. but then i think my blog gonna serve my purpose again when next year begins where we all will be seperated into different classes haha. so maybe then you would see me blogging like mad again =X.

and i've been watching anime all the way again^^. OMG ONE PIECE ROCKS CAN!!! i just finished the skypiea arc(which is episode 190+ haha, one episode about 21-25mins, you can think how siao i am le =X). omg..one piece is my no. 1 anime from now on, hehe. also been watching hikaru no go, abit hard to understand though, but still watching. and naruto is starting to get boring..bleach a lil now that i'm watching one piece, hehe ok enough of anime talk!

i'm totally helpess when it comes to chinese *hai*. i borrowed a chinese book but i can't make head nor tail from it sia, like i read till page 3 then suddenly sian diao stop reading..then i forget where i left off. then cos i cannot make head or tail i am practically reading the same parts over and over again lol. but the book abit *ahem* la..the metaphors used very poorly can. like he treats doing maths hmwk as swimming freestyle, physics hmwk breaststroke, all that sia. then each also got 1. read will sian 1 can? i think he wrote too many compos and got high marks for it using alot of metaphors like that back in school so he thinks it will do well writing story books and the story writer is a teenager though but i dunno whether i'm correct or not la just guessing but it's annoying to read that la. and one of the reasons i like to blog is cos i can type runoff sentences without being marked down MUAHAHAHAHA refer to previous sentence^^.

heh i still have my e bu hmwk to worry bout..ah well, ice skating tml =X gonna be last min work again. i'm kinda looking forward to next year's class ya know? our next phase of life gonna start haha, and i swear whatever happens next year i will not get depressed by it^^. that doesn't mean i'll forget 2e..haha i think all those stuff i said more than enough liao.

guess thats all for now.

well to update after nearly 2 weeks =X. hmm actually quite busy during nov hols, cos of cca and stuff bah then i should have updated 1 week ago bout them xD. er..its ok if you don't understand what i type. ok i shall try to not use any more emoticons for the rest of my post! hmm lets see, oh ya i had 1 star kayaking course. kayaking super fun can, better than atc one lor. this time is single kayak, much easier to control and move around, and yeah enjoyed this more than atc de. atc like help them clean their kayaks still get scolded, at least this time the instructors much more kinder and friendly. but atc is npcc lai de, so shld be expected la..ok crapping too much liao. learnt much more on how to kayak during the course, like how to move sideways, drift(lol?) and capsize drills and tx rescue(the tx doesn't refer to tingxiang sheesh. i bet jiayi must be thinking of that right now..) ok back to topic. did i forget to say it was so fun? especially when bingle fell into the water 4 times due to a slight 'error' in our tx rescue hehe. but seriously not my fault hor, cannot blame me heh. then is quite tiring 1, my muscleache just recover for a few days then kayaking muscleache again. oowwww..(ee i'm replacing the facial expressions with hehe and haha)

oh yeah, we also played abit of bumper boats haha, so fun to rush at full speed then suddenly drift and almost capsize xD. but the water is like damn polluted can..i saw sweet wrappers, tidbits wrappers(lol forget what they called la). saw all those stuff floating around, even got 1 dead fish sia! then somehow the sand travel from outside my shoe to into my socks. then everystep i take is pain 1..then when i took it out got like some shells inside lol. but how the hell did it get insideO.O, then very eeww, my socks got blood. i think is because my blister broke bah. you know whats more disgusting? the blister broke and sand actually went INTO MY BLISTER. WTH. arghh..and dunno swallowed how much water lol. saltyyyyyyy, and 1 part i think got alot of moss? just step then half of my shoe sink in..O.O hehe ok la, i'm a 1 star kayaker now xD.

ahhs..not really in the mood already so i guess i'll end it for now. hopefully i update more often^^

came back from chalet, super tired zzz. i think i slept 2 or 3 hours for the 2 nights zz.

day 1: i originally thought i'm gonna be late la, then when i almost reached je charlene sms say 12pm meet liao -_-. that time like only 10.20, piang lols. then i walk around doing nth then found kathy and aaron at popular. (somehow that time is already 11.30 like that xD) then i dun really rmb xD we stayed at kfc and people gradually came. oh ya lets count the people who came for chalet! ningqian, mungyu, kathy, jesslyn, simin, tingxiang, jiayi, charlene, weiting, selene, nicole, yulu, huixin, yingxue, kee heng, bingle, benjamin, nicholas, tianqi, me, wenzhong, yujie, kendrick, wangzhe, aaron, yicheng, zhaiyang. 27/33! omg own xD. ok so went to play arcade first since we can only sign in at around 4 la..i feel very shi bai, in my life dunno go to arcade so little times only lol. kk skip skip skip. *at chalet* as soon as i reached the chalet i started to play daidi xD. omg..miss daidi so much, and i won 5 times in a row MUAHAHAHAHAHA. lol ok nvm xP. then went to buy stuff for bbq, then like ask ppl to bring thongs and such stuff but nobody brought -_- (ok la, my fault for not bringing also) but waste money sia..then started to bbq. bbq ok la, suceeded in barbequing, and i repeated what my seniors taught me at unit bbq xDxD. i think got pic bah, but i think i got burnt by the heat la. cos like some parts of my face was red throughout the whole chalet after bbq. then my lips also so freaking pain sia..annoyed me to no end. now still pain zz. most of the boys was chionging xbox throughout sia, i like playing daidi still xP. then i just went to other room and watched i not stupid 2..i haven't watch yet xD. its quite touching lor..nearly dropped tears even though i've seen the touching parts on net be4 xP. and got sth to write for my zuo wen liao =X. then at like 2am+ they still playing xbox -_-(wtf they haven't stopped yet?) then like can't even sleep la. i forgot what i did but it was sianess..then actually wanted to see the sunrise, but dunno go where o.O.

day2: at 6+ they were still playing xbox..(wtf..) actually i still dun rmb what was i doing o.O i think just lying there bah. then i went to play daidi again xD. i got my first 3 straight flushes playing in chalet sia..feel proud haha. then i also keep winning..(lol cursed jesslyn to no end xP). but after that tingxiang thought of new game to play then got retribution like hell >_<. but it was still funny especially the wangzhe kathy jiayi skit hehe xD. i don't think i went out at all sia, kept staying inside to play daidi o.O. didn't even go to cycle..lols when they all stopped playing to go return their bikes only left few ppl. then somehow i fell asleep..then i went to the other room sleep again xD. then they are still playing the xbox (wtf..) then the xbox overheated so they stopped liao. are they even human? then at night talked and stuff, but stopped halfway, nvm bahs..then like 4am+ we still doing our e bu hmwk, i felt like sleeping so damn much la..then slept till 6+ then finally finished. zz e bu quite troublesome bah..but maybe it will be worth it? left early to hand up hmwk then yeah falling asleep while i was standing on the mrt train.

my mom is like screaming at me, i don't get it why she must bu shuang me everytime i go out sia. like primary 6 i go ice skating she must like make such a fucking big fuss out of everything and scream her head off and give me that freaking ap face while preparing to go out. even when my friend was there. i come back liao purposely piss me off lor zz.

no way..i'm determined. to undo to fight to win over. i can't even practice what i preach. but i still preach so much. its so ironic, maybe i'm the sturbborn and stupid one, the one who really needs to do something. how many more wake up calls do you need?

piangs...must hand in e bu hmwk tml. Zzz and tml got cca at the same time, oh well xD.

squad outing was fun^^. at first me yicheng and kee heng went to the suntec city for the dunno what green game competition (lost la ._.). lols then reach liao slack slack slack and the other schools were LATE! ok then we had to run around all over suntec city to find places where the station masters are and do ws. then like i've nv been to suntec city before la-_-. lol then we all quite noob only complete 3 out of 5 stations. then obviously didn't win, but got some chocs as souvineir anyway. oh yeah that place is freezing cold. + i was sweating inside that freezing cold place makes me colder. ok nvm xD. so after that went to cdans for squad outing. then we were like very late, cos from city hall to cdans mah. then when we reach bukit batok mrt we saw like..jj and the rest of the girls? lols, squadmates as late as us xD. the truth is only raymeo and jonathan was punctual, rest of us were late. ok skip the crapping, so reach cdans liao, then know that some rich ppl booked the whole arena for 2 hrs, which is from 3-5. then cannot play liao lor, but raymeo say maybe let us play first then we pay them. but in the end nth happen la, and i think it was a orphanage or sth that went there to celebrate somebody's bday cos well..there was 1 guy and 20+ children. its all those small small kid lai de. then in the end went to bowl. that was my first time bowling sia..actually i dun think i bowling lor, i think i rolling the ball xD. i think i did ok bah for a first timer (but is still very noob 1 zz). wah lau that yicheng got the most points lor, 100+. but he damn violent with the ball can xD. he throw with all his strength sia..

..i think i recounting too long liao hehe. laserquest was fun! (yes we did play in the end) 15mins already very tiring liao, 30 mins can die xP. guess my score? ok la it was -5 MUAHAHAHAHAHA! (in case anybody was wondering a positive score is better than negative xD) but i want complain, my gun got problem 1 -_-. keep pressing nth come out de, and like whole game i only shot 200+ times while other people shot 600+ average..nvm i think i complain enough over there liao >_> even though i feel zibei still very fun. i think i very ji dong in the game, cos if other ppl shoot me i will move closer to them dunno why xP. like with raymeo our guns keep hitting each other, hehe sorry la.

just a short update bah, my e bu hmwk not done yet zz. and i feel like reducing the usage of my '-_-' and all facial expressions. i use alot of them sia..

yay finally updating xP. well..yesterday(4th of nov) was my birthday then quite happy, cos 3 people rmbed it this time^^ and a 4th person CLAIMS that he rmb xD. hehe anyway quite happy already. dun really know what to blog about sia..its like hols started then everything quite sian liao. been watching anime like siao nowadays..already finished 3 series le, tengen toppa gurren lagnn(not sure if spell correct), chrono crusade and busou renkin^^. dunno why i like those anime where some noob starts fighting and fighting other people then get stronger then fight even stronger ppl..lol typical of almost every fighting anime...xP. getting quite sick of it bah, but dun really know what to do nowadays.

went for a trial run last sat for amazing race. super fun leh my job xD. at a station, the groups are supposed to find me and yicheng. then we like hide around the school. feel like terrorist sia, moreover wearing the balaclava somemore^^. then first time nco walk into the place we hiding. i think they 2 nv see us yet, then nco winnie walk past me i wave she wave back lol. then they to find yicheng liao, then walk by me then find me xD. then dunno why, after being caught me and yicheng RAN FOR OUR LIVES, damn exciting la. then afterwards we just follow nco, in the end still got 2 other groupso.O. then since we just standing there in a big open space our squadmates found us. then walk around then our juniors found us, but for our juniors we ran like hell again xD. hey is fun ok.. hope will get to see all the other school npcc cadets soon..especially ernest..hehe..muahahahahaha...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ok sorry.

lols..if really want to blog bout personal feelings right..i can't really find a word to describe it..lol. hopefully during class chalet everybody would be happy and not sad at all. end of year mah, should leave things in a happy note..it makes me wonder..if there's past, present and future exists doesn't it mean fate exists?. for the passage of time between future and present, well it is a passage of time. if the present has a designated future would everything be planned, acted out like it should? so wouldn't that be fate.. ok ps ppl who don't want to read can skip this now xP. saw this in fate stay night..luck- the ability to change fate before time. well, its new way of looking at it? and it might be true as well..words are just what we use to refer to sth..but it can never represent the real thing. heh..i can't help but feel fate is unfolding in front of me..(like duh..time passes by). lol, see fate bah xP.

tolerance and endurance makes the mind tired. struggling too. what now? fight for my wish i'm horibbly mistaken, fight is force stay is give up, what is in between?