lol, 5 days nv blog liao, getting lazy to blog xP.

hrmm let me think..weds, can't rmb much on weds, oh ya! assembly and pdp lol. can only rmb that 2. assembly had sexual education talk again. showed us some disturbing pictures of results of STDs. bleh was pretty disturbing, but i didn't feel anything else other than a disturbed feeling xD hehe, but was really gross sia, got 1 women deformed liao..arghh, she looks worst than a zombie. also showed us pictures of abortions. also showed us alot of facts there. can say i learnt sth new there la. why i use so many fullstop?lol oh ya he also taught the girls ways to protect themselves, lol, now i know le can't do anything to me=P MUAHAHAHAHA!!! jkjk i not pervert-.-( sheesh what are you all thinking...).lol yeah then weds....
*mind is blank* ok lets skip to thurs xD.

thursday lessons were pretty boring, ya the normal lor, then afterwards went to popular with aaron and wangzhe to buy charlene a present(bingle say he want-.-). then cannot find patrick star which bingle requested. ya then look at alot of stuffed toys before decided on a cute froggy lol. not really that nice to squeeze though, but perfect for playing basketball ^^. lol then bingle came after a LONG while, then shared the present ._. lol then bingle ended up owing me $1+2+0.2 = 3.20, then i owe aaron 50cent. pocket got hole...T_T.

fri was the usual boring lessons, i managed to stay awake, but have you all noticed that our classroom has became so stuffy? i need fresh air sia.. then after school stayed back to do some stuff. like uncoiling all the wires and bringing it home. ya then like everybody siam already lor. class spirit huh, always only left these few people only lor. brought home some stuff. i have alot alot of unwanted stuff from under my desk sia, for a moment i was thinking of bringing the heap of newspaper home along with the plastic bag of books and my huge bag ._. , then decided to dump in the dustbin. lol then before i left i took a long at the dustbin. i kinda pity the person who is going to clear the dustbin on mon, he/she has at least 30kg of thrash to carry xD hehe..ya then quite a few people had hist/geog remedial, then went off to do sth which i will reveal tml lol, its not a big secret, so ya-.-.

nth much these few days, have been trying to study but to no avail. haven't been working hard. i know its going to get back at me T_T. hai, better continue studying, or else will die horribly. mood is considerably better these few days bah, my mood almost went into the state of being lousy forever o.O ok thats all!

haven't been updating in awhile, bleh kinda have alot of problems recently. nth much happened recently? exams coming very soon liao, yet i still can't concentrate, keep getting distracted and i hardly pay any attention in class.Zzz. dunno what to blog about leh. 1 question i've been asking myself is why are humans so darn pathetic. its like so damn stupid, why can't everybody just grow up. There are hell load of things i wanna complain about. Let me list down 2. 1st thing is immature people in the class. whats wrong with you people? stop teasing people, its plain annoying, what do you get for doing that? enjoyment? or do you plain like to make people feel embarrassed.2nd thing. being nice. why do i get all this crap just because i'm nice or quiet or whatever. i got changed from my original seat which i enjoyed at to liuyi's seat. Because they talked too much i got changed there. What can i learn from that? i should be noisier and more talkative so the teachers won't think of changing me there. that is exactly what it tells me. Another thing is that i might be changing to mrs chew class during home econs. Why? because tianqi/benjamin/nicholas is making too much noise during home econs and mrs tan want to change me over there and 1 of them over here. AGAIN it is because i'm nice and quiet? Is this what teachers are trying to show me? if that is it, i swear i will stop being nice and talk like hell. I'm quiet because i don't find anything to talk to liuyi, and i don't really talk for no reason, and because i don't want to interrupt others cos i hate getting interrupted myself. STOP GIVING ME THIS CRAP CAN? i hate all of this lor. i'm not saying i'm so great or anything, i don't expect 'special' treatment or anything like that, i can live with being nice and people treat me like normal, but can you at least stop giving this crap? so sick of it lor. i wonder if i should continue being nice, being mean seems more attractive to me now, hai dunno leh.

Hai, still held back alot of stuff which i can't say here, too bad my blog is public, maybe i should change it soon...nah no good either.

and to those who are vomitting after reading my post, the truth is, i AM nice, *cough*usually*cough*

ah guess i'll have to make a post on this as well. I thought that i wasn't so easily affected by peer pressure but then i still got affected by it. i'm going to ignore all the pressure now and post. 2E got scolded over and over and over again. Its a fact. That science head didn't scold us for no reason, ms ek didn't scold us for no reason, we keep getting scolded by teachers because we just cannot keep quiet. Those who die die also want to make noise, want to shout and scream, want to get attention shut your trap, your're just making people irritated. And mr wong, we all now know he's not that bad of a teacher right? A teacher. An adult. Somebody who we disliked for so long. He believed in us you know? he denied everything ms ek said and said directly the opposite. He dared to say that because he believed that we will change. 2E get this into your head can? stop it with your childish nonsense and grow up. There's no need to be popular. Its all very xu wei. Stop trying to get attention to feel good bout yourselves. stop being so pathetic. grow up can, there's a reason friends are there for, if you think otherwise, you haven't found a true friend yet. (yes, all those 34235987 friends that you got aren't really friends) *sigh* my point is, grow up and jiao dao shi di de zuo ren, and actually care about this class, it is OUR class, its everybody's business. We make up the class you know? Hai, face it, 2E is going to die if changes are not made. Its going to die. More complains will ensue. Mr wong can't help us anymore. We are blacklisted and picked on. AND WE STILL CONTINUE TO GIVE THIS CRAP.

This post might make you feel that i'm proud or whatever, i'm not, i just don't want to see some people suffering to try to change this class, while others still just heck care and give shit and just care about feeling good about themselves. Even more, i can't bear to see 2E go down like this.

bleh..people are going to hate me after seeing this post

bleh, time to update again^^ nth much happened on mon? we had a new bio teach and she taught really fast, and i copied down everthing, cos most probably if u miss this u will never see it again xP. then nth much on mon la, was sian, oh ya! made sheperd pie during home econs. lol make until quite nice la, tasty lol. home econs very fun 1.

Then tues, ps short term memory again, skip to art, lol art was just making our wire sculpture, i think we abit slow xP The girls turn until very extricate sia, you know round lashing? they coil the wire is like that 1 lor, super neat, no overlapping 1, while the boys just anyhow coil xP lol then yeah must stay back to do some day or else must come back during hols Zzzz. then cca, was very what lor. cc practical didn't do well, thought they won't test hurricane lamp 1, then nv study for it, then ask how to light it i blur blur xP then made some other mistakes bah, hope it can make up for my drill. oh ya, drill have part 2, cannot make mistakes liao Zzz. then round 5 o'clock(which was the time we are supposed to release) we all very sian, then cheer very soft, then end up drilling Zzz. Then very sai lor, kept hentak kakiing for no real reason. Then ncos taking us were soft and unclear and unserious -.- then yeah we did lousy drill, cos the timer also very sian, jonathan normally give timing alot of 'sei' 1, lol then tues soft soft no strength 1. then drill bo lat, xP ya then continued like that for awhile bah. Then finally got dismissed at 6, 1 hour late?lol. oh ya. I MISS PUMPING!!!

weds had to wake up at like 5.30am. Then faster rush to school lol then i took mrt instead of 97, then reached school at like 6.25^^ lol then alot of time to slack. then with wangzhe did warm up and went to field, then teacher was late-.- then yeah just ran, did suckily sia..got a D only, But improved like 50 seconds comparing results for last year. 21 points, got a silver xP oh well at least i'm improving can. i can still rmb primary school nil nil nil nil then finally bronze bronze bronze then now silver liao lol. ya, i was that sucky in primary school xP thinking of going for retest on fri with wangzhe. must get gold next year liao, but standard for next year will increase as well, so must do even better.

Then nth interesting la, except the scolding we got all out of a sudden by the head of science, forgot her name xP dotz, she just keep scolding lor, aiya won't talk bout it, incase any teacher came in. PDP was er, 'interesting' as well, but due to fear of teachers coming in i won't talk bout that also-.-" oh ya, chinese lesson was lun tan, got alot of things to say 1 but no time to say, so got lousy marks bah, other than that guess its fine. Then afterwards stayed back for chem remedial, the class was happy to see mr ong again then ya was almost sleeping(due to running 2.4 and waking up so early) then mr ong suddenly say other stuff, which eventually led to rumours that i chose to let them say =P then weiting very ji chou lor, she also not scorpio more ji chou than mexP a few weeks ago things also take come see lol. then mr ong arm wrestled with wangzhe, wangzhe use 2 hand but still barely beat mr ong sia..omg mr ong is super strong o.O.

stop giving me this shit. i don't want to take it. my mood goes way down everytime i see you.

was napfa run on saturday, bingle told me it was 8.45-.- idiot, then i went there for nth sia... oh well. xP then whole day was slacking again, exams coming liao, MUST WORK HARD OR DIE VERY HORRIBLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! stress again >_> hai not sure got what hmwk to do, seems like none? ROD also coming soon le, no time to prepare, hai. arghh hope i dun fall ill again-.- it was annoying...

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ok, so weds...*brain is blank* oh ya, it was the sec 1s IU day right? was quite noisy but i couldn't go and see xP still rmb last year our IU day we dam high, hehe. then i dun rmb anything else other than that. then yeah lessons were pretty normal, nth interesting happened??? if my memory isn't that bad. oh ya, thurs after school had ball games again, 2D boys and 2F girls very hiong lor-.-" ahem ahem. Then thursday night was chionging my hmwk and the exposition whole day, chiong till 12 then the exposition still not that good sia..then tml go cc and gk promo no time to revise at all. ya then fri soon was cca, then hopefully i won't fail my gk paper. Oh yeah, got back maths test results, didn't do very well , only got a B, hai...

post will be continued later.

lol, nv update for 4 days, dunno why it seems so long xP. slacked during the weekends, ya then was busy with the malaysia form. then sunday i actually went to extract blood for testing-.- lol then see the needle so big, then the doctor just poked it in -.- not really that pain la, but the doctor extract damn lot of blood lor, then my arm feel weak weak till now. then today found out my blood type, B+, lol, hope no teachers come to this blog, cannot say more liao xP ya then nth much happened la. Mon...can't rmb much, lessons were pretty much normal, i can only rmb home econs lol. home econs was paired up with jiayi, she very da xiao jie =X(hope she doesn't see this, hehe)lol ya then made chicken stew, abit weird la the taste, very salty, the taste very strong, then i dun really like xP. then mrs tan kop my food to eat lol, ok offtopic xP.

weird, after so long dunno what to blog, i thought got alot of stuff 1?lol. ok so today lessons also quite normal la. CID our presentation very sucky sia...oh well can only kan ka yi dian. then art was in a lousy mood, but at the end mood better le. our tank was very big sia, then in the end scaled down, ya then must redo >_> then stayed back for awhile more to help coil up the wires. then went back to class, pack up and wait for sjab to leave then practice pumping in class. on the table pump quite easy what...easier than normal pumping xP commando still abit hard for me to do. i can do most of the other pushups bah. then 1 hand still cannot do, arm bend abit only want to drop liao T_T. lol was almost late for cca, but made it just in time. then cca was changed to 3 hrs of pt( oh well, what can i say?lol) then do dunno how many jumping jacks, dunno how many pushups, dunno how many situps, and some other weird exercises, lost count la. lol i realised i can barely do bouncing and half pumping, dunno why i keep going down and going up fully de xP(i not hao lianing la) kk then very tired, and i finished a big piece of ice in less than 1 minute lol.

still got what? oh ya, stayed back to finish my hmwk, then want go handup staffroom close-.- waste my time sia..and bingle freak you la, you make other people start calling me wee wee also -.-"idiot...

lol, so what now?^^

yesterday was still ok, except for the fact that i slept at 10 pm last last night and didn't even touch 1 hmwkxD. so i went to school then hist first, so quickly pia his, ya then about finish la but i dunno how to do. then all the lessons were like the usual? PE was pretty boring as well, i so long nv pump liao give me pump 30 only T_T lol which reminds me, i'll touch on pumping later. ya then today after school got napfa and pe again.(i chionged maths during recess-.-) then luckily mrs chak didn't come for maths, so i nv chiong finish maths also nvm^^ then CID i only finished 2 reflections, luckily that day only share 1 reflection each. actually i hist also no need chiong, nicholas put all our assignments under his desk and forgot to hand up, and when he rmb liao classroom lock le xD so ya, we all failed our his lol. i agree with mung yu, i really am lucky..lolx.

then next was what we thought to be games, then those having napfa cannot play, then i sian sian thought i will be watching my classmates play-.-lol in the end i had to go for napfa early(i thought it was 3.45) and the games was actually pt. i was shocked for napfa though, i wanted to train beforehand >_>. so yeah, situp got 33( i know it sucks la..i dun train situp de) wth..do 1 more situp get C liao. then standing broad jump next 188(i know lan also-.-) then you know what? get 189 C also-_-lll suayness...then the most shocking thing came, i got 51 for my sit and reach. HAHAHAHAHA yes 51, it wasn't a typo, lol. i until like 45? then leg start to pain, then kee heng push my back then *zoom* 51, so funny la!xDxDxD so i got A by alot...*ahem* then incline pull next, i do 26 dun want do le, A liao =P probably can do like 35+ bah...then A also. then shuttle run first try 10.99, 2nd try 10.74 lol. later go check i got a B..omg? i was wondering if i could get D leh, lol. so in the end total points 2(arghh...)+2(arghhh...)+5(ownagexDjkjk)+5(yay)+4(yay!) = 18 points le. then most probably i got a silver. then 2.4km hope i can get at least a D, or else silver also dun have xP correct me if i'm wrong, to get bronze u need all Es or above, to get silver u need all Ds or above, and to get gold you need all Cs and above and some minimum points you need to get. ya, so need D for 2.4km, which is about 2min 25s for each lap, should be possible la..need train.

after that stayed to finish all my hmwk, i didn't know i had that much hmwk to do sia, do till round 5, and i late hand up by so long >_> the teachers are so gonna kill me...then later saw bingle they all coming down, seems like after the science presentation mr ong was showing them pumpings. mr ong can do 1 handed pumping!!! and he beat kendrick in hand wrestling no problem, according to nicholas kendricks arm was trembling then mr ong like relax relax, lol. he damn pro sia...kan bu chu, lol actually should expect that, he ncc sir mah. ok my goal : to become stronger than mr ong before my ROD. ^^ think possible or not?lol.

Then went home, i think i need see psychiatrist le, kept laughing for no reason on the bus>_> and it was damn gay and the bus lol.no emo stuff this post =P

3 days since i blogged, i think, yeah, feel less stressed now, since most of the stuff have passed. drill promo most likely failed it, i must be hearing stuff xP i can rmb some of the mistakes i made though. like i thought i heard bergret ke-kenan berdiga diga ke-kiri pu sing, then i thought correct mah, so i turn then dunno why wrong -.-" then still got what...1 nco say squad sediya, then suddenly another nco say the 'ya' then i slow reaction lift my leg already -.-"then i just count as execute le lor, then still got 1 more purposely 1...nco open squad us, then march abit then ke-kenan lurus then tio again, arghh..oh well, in my calculations i made 12 mistakes i think? drill promo fail liaox...oh well, now must do well for cd theory and practice. then still got what, oh ya, failed all the tests -.-" sai la...i need somebody that is brave enough to hold a knife at my neck and force me to finish my hmwk or else he/she will kill me-.-" i really need to buckup sia, exams coming so soon la...

oh ya, art damn stupid la. at first it was stupid already, we have a sword and a tank, then if make it proportinate damn diao you mei you...then in the end tianqi gave a dumb suggestion which is to make it into 3 only. then 2 groups do 1. wtf la...can't believe the class agreed, it probably means quite a few people will have nth to do, Zzzz. sai lor...so annoyed during art. some other stuff i won't say^^

then right cca lor, then the safety first badge should be ok la, should pass, then ya u all know drill promo which i died so badly-.-today weds did the sci presentation which i didn't expect to do today, since kee heng has syf. lol i just read through the stuff last night and surprisingly i rmbed most of it, didn't look at the script much, but like the 10+ presentations before i lack confidence xP oh wells. lol then i think we won't fail la, maybe get a B? then alot of crap lor. then what? oh ya, somehow i went to lead some school team to their competition places and gave them stuff xP ers...dunno why suddenly like that. ya then went back to class to see some sci presentation, ya. er, ya. then slack for awhile then went to move tables from LT/music room to their original classes. yala thats all-.-

I don't know why do i feel this way, its the truth, truth that i don't want to see, truth that i don't want to accept, truth that i don't want to hear, truth that i don't want to change to. maybe i'm pushing myself too hard. maybe i'm expecting too much. maybe i'm expecting and trying to push that person too much as well. maybe i should just destroy it. maybe i should just let go. why do i spend so much effort to change and tolerate and endure when everything comes to naught? maybe its just my own character, maybe its just my interference, i hate this way of life, yet i can't bear to face the truth, because i don't want to. Can i afford to?

bleh..feel so stressed now, i think i stress till i fall sick le lor, now not feeling so well le, tml got chem test and i can't even rmb anything, freak la... arghhh!!got so much stuff this week, i really buay tahan liao, i think i will break soon le Zzz. the last time i was this stress was when it was PSLE time >_> i never thought i would feel this stressed ever again sia...ah fuck.

tomorrow napfa 5 stations, die die die, must get silver or else dissapoint whole squad T_T, oh well, wish me good luck then. can't think of nth much to blog bah, i really feel like having a punching bag in front of me now, i really need to let off all the stress.