lols, exams are sort of over for everybody xD. not caring bout la and chinese exam tml..history was still ok bah, though i not really sure of the format O.o, hope can get decent marks lor..LA and chinese how to study sia..totally dunno -_- everybody good luck for exam results!

been slacking away as usual during the weekend, lets see, been watching anime, reading fanfics, playing flash games, watching flash movies xD. Berserk is totally like something out of a madman's mind sia..can get nightmares 1 -.-. dun recommend ppl to watch it..it still give me the creeps now. but it only has 25 episodes stopping right before the real action begins. why did they stop? they like so far behind the manga sia..claymore also! 26 episodes then stopped liao, clare was ownage xD. waiting for 2nd season..bleach is finally starting of the HM arc! but confirm will add fillers in between or take like 1 month to release 1 episode, cos catching up to manga le..naruto is getting boring fast -_-. got bored of .//hack too, no action de.. well u kinda get an idea of how much anime i've been watching xP. brain fried liao..

been looking for some new games to play sia. nowadays no interesting games liao..my friend wanted to get sth from me in maple so i redled it and tried to login. guess what, they freaking suspended my acc!@#$% ah..heartache sia. i dui my character got alot of gan qing can, had him since like 2 years ago? not to say all the mesos and all the stuff in there. hais..nostalgia. i don't mind starting over and training a new character if somebody will play with me lors. maybe next year de class have alot of maple addicts xP. oh well..heartache now T_T. lols, bl psycho me go play sf, in the end i dled lol. its ermm..ok lor. i don't really like hehe, cos i think the only interesting thing inside there is the mission games. i don't even feel like playing o2jam sia..not that i gotten sian of it. just cos everybody dunno doing what. NOBODY PLAYING WITH ME!!! thats the only sian thing la. nobody stay for long in 1 game de, always quit like after 2 weeks? lols, i just realised i should be studying for for exam instead of blogging here.

been thinking..i wonder if thats the truth?maybe..will my efforts ever amount to anything?or was it..

blogging when i should be revising my hist *hai*. i think my triple science already gone liao, zzz.

today sci paper. this year sci paper very boring sia..and very scheming also -.-. all those tricky question is put at the back de lor. bio was easy..quite la. i wished they would test more stuff sia..we all memorise so much test so little only. then i have a feeling bio not gonna do very well compared to other people. then physics like i was telling myself *eheh, physics must draw alot, do faster!* then i just took my time sia. the 2nd drawing i took like 20mins? lols. then in the end just try to chiong everything lor. then like do finish last question liao, then suddenly realise 'eh, shouldn't the object be on both sides as well? CRAP!' *picks up pen* 'time's up please put down your pens'. ...so because of that i lost 10 marks. and why did i get lazy and use image size/object size? i could gained a few extra marks there sia. arghh...10 MARKS LEH!! THEN GET BACK SCI PAPER SEE EVERYBODY GET HIGH HIGH MARK THEN I LIKE 10 MARKS BEHIND THEM ._. hais, carelessness is gonna kill me sooner or later sia. and i don't understand why i study bio until like that sia..like bio tested on abit only. tml is history paper! i planned on asking mr chia some ques but in the end nv la..no time-.-. hais. history another thing i scared of lor, my marks like super unstable can. CA1 d7, SA1 B3, CA1 d7 again -_-. lame la..i dunno how to do usefulness question!!somebody teach me..

my parents keep asking me how is the paper, then i just say 'still ok'. lols, don't wanna raise their hopes or dissapoint them first xP. and i'm growing fat le, everyday no exercise + exams + eat alot = fat. lols, dunno why i care bout that xD. maybe cos its annoying to me..first thing after exams is TRAIN!@#$%. ok, i better go study my hist liao, cya!

lols weird how i blog more during exams than during normal days ._. oh well, lets update either way xD.

dun understand why sia, feel more tired than normal. maybe the torture the first night took a toll? o.O. anyway today was the maths exam and i sort of expected myself to not do so well cos i did not revise much sia. but i thought i would do well anyway xP. bleh contracdicting i know. then yeah today paper 1 got a few tricky questions. i feel stupid sia, (x-y-z)^2 i actually dunno how to do -_-lll. then - quite alot of marks sia..then paper 2 starting like chicken feet. then go to the end wth how to do?!!! you know for the math paper is like i rely on luck alot lor. i always take risk one xD. i super careless can..like only 1 or 2 question i dunno how to do lar..then keep careless - damn lot of marks la. like the pyramid 1 its the same concept as the 1 in our practice paper lar. then if i were more alert i would have noticed it lar. and i noticed it rightaway in the practice paper can, arghh...then not to mention those questions where i relied on luck xD. aiya, maths dunno if can get A liao...mind . is . blank . now . gtg . cya . later .

Due to somebody nagging at me, i decided to blog xD. well lets start from last sunday.

so, as usual i slacked off fri and sat *hais* oh well, too late to regret >_> then sunday did abit of revision bah. but i made 1 damn stupid mistake can -_-. i 10+ preparing to go sleep liao, then check my handphone see people asking me to bring chinese dictionary. then i like 'huh?bring for what?' then go ask mungyu, THEN I KNOW TOMMORROW IS LA + CHINESE PAPER. OMGOMGOMG, I THOUGHT ITS ONLY LA PAPER SIA. THEN I REVISE FOR LA ONLY. CHINESE NV EVEN TOUCH SIA. okay..i won't taint my blog by scolding vulgarities xP lols. then i stayed up till 11+ to revise then got forced to sleep by mum. then go to bed liao lie there thinking of what to write for tml's test -_-. then whole night i like cannot sleep lar..then tml wake up feel like crap can. super tired and my head like damn heavy. then u can think la, most prob i failed my papers. SIAN!! MY TRIPLE SCIENCE!!! haiyo. then went home and took a nap. felt much better^^ oh yeah, did i mentioned i stuffed half of 2nd paragraph, 3rd para, yinxiang jianyi and zhongjie in 1 page? in an desperate attempt to finish my bao zhang bao dao -_-. hopeless liao.

Then today i grew smarter. i still stayed up till 11+ but nv force myself awake to think of what to write xD. then today only abit tired la..still can, not as bad as yesterday. geog paper is killer man. i think i will get low marks ._. everybody wrote like 8 pages sia..i wrote only 6(as in pages, not sheets of paper). oh ya, kendrick wrote 11 -___-lll. i minus quite a few marks due to carelessness sia..and like i almost no time to finish la. you know i chionged my 6 mark essay in like 3-4 mins? -_-. and i didn't write my last word for that essay! which caused me 1 mark liao. and map reading i think i blind le, didn't even know the sea existed -_-. haiyos..must pray like hell can. maybe i would have more time if i wrote more quickly sia, finger pain, too bad >_<. i gonna wear plaster to school tml liao.

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..................................my head is kinda blank now? shall update at a later time, cya! xD

updating again! xP. EOYS coming liao, how how how -_-lll. seems like nobody wants to update during EOYS lol. i shall update abit.. been studying recently, still quite alot of things that i'm missing out on and cannot catch de bah. still got abit of time left. maybe its enough? maybe its not xD. oh well, no point brooding^^. everybody jiayou for EOYS!!! these few days dunno why bah..either is ok mood or totally sian diao mood. like today pe just totally sian diao. dunno why lors..hais. guess is everything catching up to me bah. how much time do i have left exactly? 1 month? or maybe just 3 days. heh. what am i supposed to do now? i know should be studying for EOYS lor..but then like, zzz suan le. feel like i'm getting strangled by time. time is so tight. after this still got another. time will always be tight. who knows if it won't be once i die? hai yos..don't grow up with so many worries^^. damn sad sia, my macbeth test only got 63 marks -_-. which is a deprovement of 9 marks from be4. sai sai sai. annoying.

...our class ppl getting more and more random le hahas. i guess randomness spreads? xP. hahas actually i'm in a rather good mood now sia. but dunno why feel so tired. i wonder if i've always felt this tired? everybody is like so busy preparing for their eoys sia. TIREDDDDDDDDDDD. I wonder how many 'incoherent sentence' mr wong would give me if he were to mark my blog post xP. at least a few hundred xDxD.

oh ya. jiayi you damn pro lor. u really win liao sia, spread rumours spread until my squad -_-. you good, gen wo ji zu! i wonder why people like to spread rumours so much lor. i wonder even more why people believe in rumours *hais*. keep thinking of my behaviour sia. there's 1 thing i damn pissed with myself lor. its like there's always a feeling i did something wrong but its like so..small? then i tend to ignore it sia. then stuff happens then its always like 'crap, could have prevented that'. don't take that too literallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i so don't feel like typing in proper grammar lors. i wonder how many people managed to read up to here xD, just typing whatever that comes to my mind la hehe. just paid kee heng his $400, then quite a few ppl say they want chalet at the end of year, so i guess there will be. then there's the fleeting feeling that some people will come to my blog read this and think 'those quite few people are always those usual people la. nv even ask us or any crap lors.' so i guess rest of the month shall be spent on planning chalet liao.

crap, i need to typing like that or else people won't visit my blog anymore xP. oh well, i guess i wasn't really in the mood to update sia, too tired, and too sian to post emo post or whatever or else jiayi will scream 'OMG ITS FOR TINGXIANG I SWEAR!' jkjk xD. just getting revenge =P.

updating again xD. mon school resumed as usual. quite normal bahs all the maths science zzz. can die de!!! exams coming. dunno how to pass. time is tight!! lols then during com lesson had abit of a quarrel. then zzz la. nvm la, bo tai ji liao. then com i think i got marked down or sth cos i have no idea what the teacher was talking bout o.O then i went to chat on IVLE xD. haiya. i really dun understand even if i try to listen mah..have to find a way sooner or later lols. then i went to self study then damn bingle came and gave his lecture on sexual reproduction xDxD. then i end up only managed to revise 1 chapter of bio sia.that day dunno why blur blur de, play the dunno what ball is all anyhow play 1, lost like crap cos kept fouling =X though half the time i don't know what thing i foul at though o.O

then tues had 2 hrs of maths lol. aiyo..pon music sia!! lols then dunno how come i understand more of maths than usual..weird. lols then lessons were normal bah..then went self study (again xD). without bingle's inteference i managed to finish till left the lungs part of respiration and sexual reproduction which i gonna chiong tml^^ lols. actually u can finish bio revision in 1 day de. its like i spend around 2 hr 30 min each day revising bio sia. then x 3 = 8hr 30 min. which is like..quite short lols. i damn worried bout hist and chinese only sia. i dunno why the teacher focus on teaching us what happened when the part we really die at answering the question itself ._. somehow, i let myself fail my hist the 2nd time lols. ok la..i guess thats all. felt really really bored and went to play neopets round table poker. and i play until stage 6 where i won 15k neopoints and a trophy hahas. i too pro in gambling liao xPxPxP.

lols, today went to school for HSK. can tell you i died horribly for that T_T. haiyo..chinese too lousy liao, mei ban fa. and EOYS coming in like 1 week+?zzz. HSK lasted for nearly 3 hrs? tiring..and the exam actually started at 9.30..dots. after hsk me, bingle aaron kee heng wenzhong liuyi gu yue yicheng ningqian tingxiang jiayi charlene jesslyn kathy went to eat at vivo^^. ningqian liuyi guyue yicheng went leh!! i thought will be the usual ppl again xD. so glad lols. ok la, so went around vivo, the girls said that they want to eat sakae sushi, then the boys was like 'huh..don't want la.' xD. really wah..sakae sushi so ex and not filling xDxDxD. sorry la. then decided to go mac in the end hehe. 2nd time i go to vivo. 1st time was last mon xD. i very late sia.. then yicheng just left to go eat at kopi tiam, shld have waited awhile longer and go eat mac lor. Our class people super cute and funny can lols. ok i skip boring parts, guyue said if kee heng swallow 1 packet of chili he swallow 1 packet of barbeque sauce, then kee heng actually did it ^^. damn funny la. then guyue unwillingly swallow the packet of BBQ sauce^^. lols then he say he want to check, then kee heng gave him like 6 7 EMPTY packets of chilli. lols. then we played with a nugget, added ALOT OF CHILI, some curry sauce, and some sprite. curry sauce and sprite i add de!! must be more creative sia..last time i added soap MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! lols. then tingxiang ningqian and jesslyn decided to eat it, then wenzhong had to treat us ice cream cone ^^. yicheng u miss out damn lot sia..then dunno why got alot of random things i laugh, our class really too cute le^^. then dunno why afterwards we sian diao, hardly anybody wanted to watch movie la..then after a while more just went home le. then on the train was aaron tingxiang jesslyn kathy. then jesslyn keep paing aaron and kathy xD. lols, the whole journey consisted of aaron and kathy's picture getting taken, aaron trying to dodge the camera(failed xP). lols, in the picture kathy looks innocent and aaron looks like a chi ko peh suddenly grabbing her shoulder xD. sorry la aaron, cannot resist^^. I feel kinda bad leaving aaron with 3 siao char bos though..

this post very sian, maybe is because late at night le, no mood post properly. hahas ok la, jiayous everybody! pia for EOYS!

will make this a quick one, haven't pack chinese file yet zzz. ( i was doing my da gang sheesh..) seems like alot of people are in bad mood nowadays. or maybe i'm the one causing them to have bad mood =X. (i'm not that petty you know..) but i think the school is suffering most seriously from this problem sia..very what can. monday come grade our class for cleanliness got an A. tuesday come again we also get A. then dunno yesterday or today come AGAIN and gave us an F. its like they won't be satisfied unless we get F sia. dunno whats wrong with them zzzz, grading cleanliness three times in less than a week? maybe its because we harassed the sc abit but its not it had much effect on his judging sia..oh well. most prob gonna get scolded by mr wong again -_-. maybe they'll say that the class should be spick and span everyday, and not occasionally spick and span and other days filthy. oh well, its not like i wanna complain or anything lor, but its the first time i seen sth like this -_-.

bleh, got back maths results, dam lan..must work way harder to get to my goal! then macbeth dunno how i did la. rewrote like dunno how many time, dun even know if my point is valid -_-, oh well, can only wait for results. and i dun understand maths!!! though somehow i can get a SOMEWHAT decent grade everytime...ah ok i think i will stop here liao. been going for self study for a 2 days le =X hard working mah..though whether it works is see my mood xD. like today 5pm then i finish my 6 quadratic graph ws >_>.

ahh sleepy le..dunno whether i want to do the chinese file or not xD. ah try to do..

getting lazy to blog nowadays xP. school reopened and surprisingly i'm not behind in hmwk xD. tml will be having subject combi talk, macbeth revision and geog remedial..1st day of school nth much changed bah, school resumed as usual, lessons continue as usual. then after school went to vivo to eat with yujie, aaron, bingle wangzhe nicholas tianqi. then suddenly OMGOMGOMG!!! I FORGOT TO HAND IN MY WS TO MRS CHAK. AND IF I NV HAND UP MUST GO DETENTION. BUT I ALREADY EATING AT VIVO. OMGOMGOMG. MRS CHAK WILL THINK I PON DETENTION!! hahas. dam worried by that la. but then after eating went to play table soccer keep playing till forget bout that. oh ya don't go to food republic next time sia...stuff so ex and little. but that wu xiang stall very nice de! give us 10% discount cos the shop owner also rvian. then $7+ the liao. then 3 plates of bee hon he suan us $1 only leh! omg so nice xD then in the end 3 person(me yujie bingle) split the $8+, then each person pay about $3 only xD. okok enough of crapping. today was the usual(how many times have i said that?). then got back physics results, did ok i guess? though i know i will die for maths, sian...totally blank out la that day. surprised i still can get above average sia..then music decided characters. end up singing would you be there with yujie lols. i his follower xD. yujie is skaterboy! guys crap alot as usual hehe. then after school le me and yicheng carried you know the canteen tables using our shortcut xD. which is carrying it down from the stone seats there down^^ don't ask how we did it, we just did^^.

guess thats all bah..

hais, my words are useless to her? other than telling her to jiayou and carry on what else can i do? its just words, how does it help her? it can't help her. one year ago i was complaining about my limited capabilities. it looks like now i still cannot do anything. i suck at this man, i freaking hate this my helplessness. but damn me if i stop trying.

lols today went to newtown secondary for games day. ok so lets start..

it begins with me crazily waking up at 5.30 to reach school early for a cheer. then when i reach at 6.20 nobody was there -_-lll lols but not their fault also la..its supposed to be at 6.45 de. dunno why i reach so early sia...and huimin cut her hair till very short lols. then soon more and more ppl arrive, then think of cheer, then found out only 6 people in the whole squad remembered to bring track pants =X. raymeo also cut his hair..but his is way more comical can xD. then reach newtown le had abit of talk then ice breakers. then we are group 3^^ with the name 'cyber' (don't laugh =P). lols lets see if i can remember the names. me, shannon, jingqun, xinyee/cindy(paiseh la..), jiaqing, kok siong, daniel and huijie. lols talking bout huijie..yes it is the THAT huijie lols. yingxue and jesslyn i met your primary school friend leh. she told me you primary school also keep scratching her =X and she is your fighting partner xP. hehes anyway then had our AMAZING RACE!!!

damn cool can our amazing race, go around whole of singapore -_-lll. lols, ok so given a clue, then solve clue, then chiong to telok banglah hill park. then stupid la..that station ic damn ass can. say what walk up the stairs. there dunno got how many stairs la, we like climb up and down dunno how many times can. then agree to pay him $200 for revealing the location(fake money la..) still don't want.(the fake money can be used as real money, only in this game xD). lols then ended wasted damn lot of time la..from morning till lunch break walk around there only sia. but the top part quite beautiful sia..if i weren't so tired i may have enjoyed it alot. then everybody stoned at lunch xD. lols then we went back to SAFRA leh!! then climbed up mount faber again-_-. I swear i lost at least a few hundred calories at the end of the amazing race sia...haiyo..damn tiring one =X. then after that, went to clarke quey? dunno how to spell lols. for our next station, then have to find the station ICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC. my legs were like so freaking suan...i didn't pay much attention just follow ppl in front =X lols, then for amazing race we came back to school...*drumsroll* FIRST!!!MUAHAHAHAHA. but only complete 3 station =X but its still a first lol. got time limit mah. most of the groups late lor..lols then the 2nd group was only slightly behind us. then sat down and slacked and talk and rest legs xD.

then afterwards play captainball..sian de la, i play as captain..Zz lols =X then other team play quite rough? still can push me sia -_-. lols then lose lor, then sit there talk again xD. i mostly listened and stoned, too sian liao =X then soon went to hall for concert and dinner. then yeah the organisers sing lor, alot of technical screw up but i guess its ok. overall quite enjoyable la..got alot of lucky draw and ballot stuff -.-" then i tio go play what musical chairs..then in the end our group got 2nd!!yay. got some magical calculator, though dunno whats so magical bout that^^. lols then shannon all the way nv tio anything, yuan lai the grand prize is waiting for her at the end xD. so...comical? xD damn diao la, she got a SPIDERMAN monopoly set, lols, ex hor..I realise most of the tanglin ppl very good de^^.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING NEWTOWN NPCC!!!!

nth better to do >_> updating again.

hrmm, went out to study, but till now found it generally not that useful =X keep getting distracted and falling asleep xD. ah well, wonder if i'll go tml sia..I feel like a pig when i'm going out, i always feel sleepy after eating =X.

hrmm, 2g-l just came back from their west malaysia trip, bet they had fun xP. waiting for them to update their blogs, i'm looking forward to reading^^. camps are always so fun sia, the school should organise MORE!!! wm rocked like hell can, had so much fun hehe, especially with playing daidi till 2am+, and me crazily waking up at 6 for no reason..cancel that it was to play daidi again xD. just proves how much of an gambling addict i am xD. would be so enjoyableeeeeeeeeeeeeee..............AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWs xP. lols starting to behave like my friend xD. i can only imagine how much i'm going to miss everything once i get to sec 3 sia, it will be like look back at 1/2e and everything will be so nostalagic...every thing will invoke sweet memories of this class and that suffocating desire to relive everything over and more..hais, can't bear to leave this class sia(to those pessimists out there, no i do mean the certain group of friends in 2e, it means all of you. every single one of you makes up the class that i so dun want to leave..). Wonder what will happen in sec 3. maybe we will have 2e chalet in sec 3? sec 4? lols. wonder what kind of people we will meet in sec 3, what kind of life we will have? But then don't really care bah, cos i know i will treasure my time with my classes. time flies doesn't it? we didn't treasure the time we had together sia..hais. EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT. in my memories i can rmb going to nursery, kindergarden, sitting on that weird table in p1, crying for some stupid stuff, thinking that it will take forever to go into secondary school. the joy of only carrying like what, 2 books to school each day?lols. then p2 passed, p3,p4,p5,p6, and gradually i left the school. then came into rv into a new enviroment as a sec 1, i thought sec 3 was faraway still, 2 years wouldn't pass that fast. but then what now? i look back and all those are just memories which passed in a second. a few years will pass again and it will only be a second in my memories. when i reach old age like 80 years old? i look back and the memories will flash pass again with no chance of going back to it. scary thought isn't it..wouldn't it be great if you could control time? hais..

anyway why am i thinking bout all of this? =X in 10 years time how much would each of us change? maybe we would meet again then has..i dunno. xP. the feeling of longing is the most torturous ever man...the more we should treasure everything thats before us now!!!

ok finally updating xP.

nth much happened the past few days? hols start le, and i keep slacking all this precious time away *hai* where i really should have been revising. lols ok la..recap.

friday: regretably went for kbox with wangzhe and wenzhong and _____ and never go back primary school *hai* seems like alot of people went back sia.. oops oops oops. and i got yuan wang by somebody -_-. piang..not mine la! lols ate first, then went kbox. my voice damn lousy. and i realised i will go off tune or sing slower or faster than the actual singer =X proves that my rhythm is very bad sia..lols, sang quite abit, sang my hardest at 'ye de di qi zhang'. cos can go super high pitch xDxDxD. quite fun la..though super ex >_< lalalalas..........

today: went to do CID. then since IMM is closest to my home i went to buy the stuff. i can tell you walking around in daiso to find something for like nearly 1 hr then finding out they don't sell it is so not fun can -.-. in the end reach aaron's house at like 3.30 can. lols then we tried to cut the bamboo stick with a blunt knife and a siscors but only got like 1mm after 10 minutes of cutting =X. then we invented a method thats fast and reliable which is to just break it xD. and they were suprisingly 'proportionate' ahem. in the end didn't do much work sia..all brought home to do which i hate*hai*. dunno why for some reason i dislike just bringing the project work home to do each person solo..my brain is rotting away liao -.-

hrmm..lets post bout random stuff. been getting better at o2jam? =X can barely see the crazy speeds liao. though the highest lv song i can play is still milk chocolate hx4 -_-. oh well lols. i dunno why alot of people don't like o2jam lor, it rocks so much! much better than audition =X(no offence la.) i keep telling yicheng i want to learn some musical instrument. i decided i wanna learn flute cos the music is really melodious xP. guitar cos of canon rock xP. piano..cos i want to play those songs on o2jam ^^. music can really relax somebody lor. its like at night if you are alone and your brain is really imaginative you can just pull out a flute and play the songs u like. then won't scared liao. i was wondering if a leaf can be used to blow a song though, rmbed it can de, if can i wanna learn sia. if bored just take a leaf from the floor(ok maybe the tree) then just blow your favourite tune..so nice can.

somehow, i like being random o.O especially when i see alot of different and weird and amusing reactions from people xD. and especially when i freeze people over and over again until that person will just run away from me when he/she sees me ^^.

aiyo..things aren't that simple. its not easy for you either..sorry.