shit wonder how many people saw that post ._. it was not meant to be published -_-. if you read that please do me a favour and forget about that ok? sometimes i just treat my blog as a diary and save a post in draft -_- dunno why was it published o.O

well..just to update my blog i've been absolutely very very bored, i have nothing to do after eoy ended ._. yep so i basicly just rotted at home, rawrs why is there nothing interesting going on in my life ._. but i got go play bball occasionally though xD especially last friday damn satisfying! won 4 matches in a row =X played almost non-stop la, keep next team next team o.O freaking tiring, almost lost twice 11 - 10, and that was after going for the post exam activity fencing. oh ya fencing was quite fun la, too bad the matches so short only, 3 points to end game o.O i always poke damn hard the sword always will get bent when i hit my opponent =X yeah and always must stay in zha ma position, legs feel damn shiok xD.

well i'm not really in the mood to emo now..but 1 more week to end of 4k o.O i doubt anybody even like..like it dawn on them its only 1 week left =X i think class will still be like normal, nth special will happen except on last day of school lols. hmm maybe i will miss 4k? after all 2 years isn't something to be taken lightly bah, its quite a long time you know =X the class isn't really bonded and close..but yeah i think we all got used to each other =X hmm blog more bout this next time bah xP anybody know why we forget?

wow been so long since i blogged o.O anyway eoys aren't over yet, still got bio tml which is really really intensive memorising -_- and its 6+ now and i just woke up from sleeping ._. well the past week has been just studying and studying, i think i brain dead le, i feel kinda relieved doing papers that are like 'dead topics' meaning you either rmb or apply logic. yep like the sciences and maths, doing papers like chinese killed me totally -_- i have no mood to be creative and write a deeply touching story, so yeah + my lousy standard my chinese is gg le. zzz. k my track of thought going haywire again. LA was better cos was first paper of the whole eoy so i wasn't as tired and dead -_-

don't really know how i did, don't want to know how i did bah -_- after exams i immediately close my ears so that i won't hear ppl discussing the answers, being demoralised is just gonna be worse for my mood ._. well hopefully i don't do badly la, i should really stop slacking here right now cos bio has the most stuff to memorise and i only have 4 hrs to do so -_-. k last paper tml! jiayous people! must try to be not so dead -_-