lol today last day of school, hai nothing much to say, can be said, or worth saying...HAI!so ermm, today mostly watched vids, did surveys and just stuff lor, oh ya the boys thought of a cheer, lol quite lame la, dunno if they serious or not, but erm ok lor, not too bad hor, not gonna reveal the cheer^^. Oh ya, THEY DIDN'T PICK ME FOR PSL!!!!dam them-_-"nvm lor, but really pissed, what interview not good enough ar?i told u what i really think wah, sai...oh well, let it be over with then.

Hai, limited capabilities?heh, i actually wrote another essay long post on it earlier on, but i only saved it as draft, cos not sure if i should post sia...Hai, wish i was more capable, wishes?heh, i not gonna dream, i want make it into reality, but i never had the motivation nor power to realise it, but will i do it now?limited....i want to change that, i won't be defeated by anybody, i will keep on trying until i beat everyone i see, until then, i WON'T be satisfied, thats my vow.

head is clouded, i feel like screaming my lungs out, ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, my expectations are too high, but they being high is what exaclty makes it worth it to even try to reach them, hope things will get better for me, i , will, not, be, defeated!

honestly, now i don't know whats the right path for me, hai, stress stress, life is not easy, not just in school and studies but in alot of other areas as well.

lol, i wonder if the school, the SCs, or even PSLs?can help the students in RV, it should be obvious that most people changed alot when they came into rv, yeah and its for the worst, isn't the school supposed to do something?i won't mock the school's system here, anyway, do something about it? during the speeches gave by SCs, i really doubt that they are gonna live up to what they said, it all seemed like words to please the teachers to me, oh ya, the words i heard from the PSLs - to - be during the interview, better be true you know, since they didn't pick me -_-"

anyway good luck to all the sec 1s out there, don't ever give up!