hols are boring >_>. suddenly a tinge of guilt and pity struck me, i've just realised that i've been so cold and ungrateful to all what my mum been doing for me for so long, now only got 2 of us at home, i feel bored, lonely, but i have the com to entertain myself, but she leh? its so cruel...to leave somebody in loneliness... i wonder what does she do and what goes on in her mind, but my relative got come de la...ok not gonna say anymore, why did i suddenly become like that?O.O to think about it, have i been cold?i'm introverted, i know that but does that solve my question?being introverted is no big deal, arghh ignore that part.

not much time left before school starts i better put some effort into my homework or else...X_X i just finished the book for the book review, but i stupidly returned it to the library without writing down the author's name, DAMN! nowi have to go back library or look up on net( which failed).

Been having alot of weird dreams lately, some nightmares, scary stuff, some game to test wits, and a serious kind...like maybe a death circus?O.O no la i dunno how to explain, just dreams very weird...argghh don't talk bout it liao...Zzzz. nowadays keep sleep at 1 am wake up at 11.30am, must quit that habit i see liao also sian myself, lazy like a pig...