yesterday went to wenzhong's house for geog project, then 10.30 call wenzhong he still sleeping-.-" then 11 call again he wake up le, then asked him for directions then quickly head to his house. then right i was reaching liao, then i thought he told me that he would be waiting at the bus stop, so i just keep taking the bus till i overshot 4 stops-.-". i thought sth was wrong so i alighted. then soon wenzhong cycled over after some talking. then somehow he persuaded me to stand on the rods sticking out in the middle of the wheel, then he ride lor, damn scary la-.- like roller coaster like that except this time i scared of falling down from the bike. then suddenly he almost lose control then i quickly jump off the bike then the bicycle tyre scratch my leg, pain sia. then yeah ran the rest of the way to wenzhong house, then do do do, slack slack slack, then geog project finishing le. then went youtube watch deathnote, then dl o2jam on his com. Then wenzhong mum very nice de lor, keep giving us stuff to eat. then i went outside to play o2jam on the com, then dunno why i play so lousily keep missing the notes, maybe cos wenzhong's keyboard cannot press 7 keys at once de. ya then got forced to eat dinner, wenzhong's mum cooking not bad lol. but then i went home and had to eat dinner again.

sometimes i wonder if whether my existence was for the worse or for the good. whether if i'm a curse to whoever meets me... i seriously don't know...if i wasn't there things would have turned out differently right? no thats not true, i'm neither a curse or a blessing, i am just who i am.

i feel so sad now lor. its like maple is so full of scum and good-for-nothings. don't they realise that they wasted so much time and money of their life on a stupid game that doesn't even mean anything? i really can't believe the maple community that i once liked so much has turned into this ...i can't find a word to describe it. i've seen so many cases of people giving up on their social life, and even their gf/bf, betraying their so called closest friends for just a stupid game. i've seen some people's life turn for the worst cos of this game. hai very sad lor, + asiasoft is a money grabbing freak of a company. its costs $10 for a hair coupon in game, i can get a real haircut with $10 la. freak lor, i've read in the newspaper dunno last year or last last year the company made 2million profits(yes profits, minus all the server costs and whatever) in 1 year. and asiasoft is only is SEA leh.

another thing i'm sad about...2E. its like in 7 months time 2E won't exist anymore and despite what it seems like we're very enthu, we're not united, its still the same like what it was when we first came together as 1E. Is popularity that important? do you need attention all the time? i mean whats the freaking problem lor, this year most of us are gonna be 14 years old liao,and we still act like we're primary 4 kids. and its not funny. its a sad fate for this class. i'm sad because 2E is going to end soon. i'm even sadder cos 2E is going to end with a sad fate.

still got what? lol np lor. its like...i dunno what i'm going to do when our 4 years is up. if u tell me that i'm going to leave all my squadmates right here right now i would probably cry in front of you which i haven't done so for several years...hai i so damn dread that day...grr why was humans made like this? are you just fooling around with us? what exactly do you want from us, or are we just a 'failed experiment' of yours. we're flawed in so many different ways and i don't see anything that can help. a person can be so nice to everybody but then some people will just be the fuck they are and take advantage...whats up with that? i've blogged bout this earlier, i mentioned how flawed we are and even gave examples...why do i see so much scum yet lack the means to punish them? why do i see so many people in need yet lack the means to help them? what for do i have a pair of arms, a pair of eyes, a pair of ears, and a brain WHEN THEY ARE SO FREAKING USELESS?!!!


ah well, time to stop with all this depressing stuff le, tml air pistol!!hehe i'm feeling so sadist right now *prepares a chopper*