blogging again, 4 days has passed o.O lol i'm getting lazy to post sia, but compared to my classmates its alot better. guess i really do have too much free time xP.

so hrmm i guess nth much happened again? lol. weds hrmm...oh ya, made a swing from the ropes( you know the vertical rope thingy?) and stood on it, and swung on it as well xD at first me and yicheng go only, then aaron wangzhe and kee heng come also. then yicheng became evil then did sth *censored*(i will not allow the evils of yicheng to corrupt my blog, and more importantly not to give some people ideas ^^lll) then thurs was kinda boring as well, oh ya, 2e managed to make mr tan blow. we've made almost every single teacher that taught us blow. *hai* gratz lor 2e, mr tan was like the most tolerant and calm teacher o.O stop being so selfish can? you got low marks? other people got lower, so stop complaining. dotz, dunno why i said that, its not like anybody will listen-.-. anyway fri was np again, somehow i love np xD np really very fun de lor, rod coming soon, dance haven't chorograph xP guess will be going out alot during the june hols... oh ya, during the tamil lesson we ate tamil food. was ermm...not that nice lor. dunno why the food was so sour. ( i like sour food but the food there is fa mei that kind of sour) lol, then curry and the white white thing also sour? didn't look appetizing xP but well guess i shouldn't complain. then NP!! lol, first time at baton drill. at first normal drill, then our ncos taught us baton drill =D. senandiri and sediya position weird weird one lol, then saluting even more weird la...like heil hilter that kind of position like that-.- but then yicheng dream came true xP. ya, then baton drill super tiring la, clamp the baton under the armpit and swing with 1 arm. then dunno why timing so fast o.O. then we marched 3 rounds. with about half to 1 round our ncos gave timing, and hor, our ncos give timing faster than ningqian talking( no offence xP) but then is gu yu 1 la, not possible to catch up with that kind of timing. oh ya, its because no timer so nco be timer..aiya HECK CARE LA!!! why i blog until like sian dotz. oh ya, 1 more thing, we learnt 2 new commands lol. tu ge lang kah masa berjalan tu ge and homad police homad. i think we know how to do those command liao. 1 more thing i'm happy about is that we learnt homad police homad, which is a command that bingle don't know xD (shh, i happy cannot ar?=P) yep, then our arms super tired la, then when no more baton drill go back to normal drill feel dam weird lol. been swinging right arm only then now swing both arms feel abit weird lor. yep thats all.

having quite alot of stuff to do be4 hols, which i can't rmb but we have an english speech on mon xP. hai, rv life so stressful lor. i dunno why i still don't feel burnt out by now. bleh, sec 1 and 2 are supposed to be 'honey moon' years as said by my seniors.

*NOT EMO*

maybe i was wrong about myself after all. maybe i just made myself cold hearted. maybe i was just afraid of losing, maybe its because i can't bear to lose, i can't bear the consequences of losing. heh, what a fool, i'm going to hurt myself seriously sooner or later...