lols, today was the beginning of our E n C week, which means totally no hmwk and the only week which i can rest properly=X. today i was in sports climbing, which basicly u had to climb a wall. then ya, i paired up with wangzhe, then i don't dare go sia-.-. in the end right, i manage to complete 2, but didn't dare to complete the others lol. i realised i have acrophobia sia..(fear of heights, isit correct?). cos like i go up halfway liao i will feel very weak, like you know after a few hundred pushup you get that weak and sickling feeling in your chest and abdomen area? thats how i felt up there, then arms also no strength push myself up le, then also not much place to step sia..keep slipping off the steps. shit, now i know another weakness of mine lol. wangzhe climbed the wall which had a 90 degree curve lol, somehow he managed to do it after 8 tries haha. i also got try 1 time ok, but of course failed =X. ah well..must train!!!

after that went for maths test, still ok lar, i guess i'm just good at confusing myself-.- hope can get good marks lor.

3 teachers so far asked me why i look so gloomy? haha do i really look so gloomy? guess just tired bah, but then tired still can move on ^^. i still don't understand you, what exactly do you want? i am already very 'noble', i was never like this in the past. just what exactly is going on? maybe my approach is wrong, but then please stay strong till i know what to do.