MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! ok i shall relax...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA xD ok la, this is my 100th post liao, lol. and i managed to get such a nice date to post my 100th post,. 7/7/07 lol ^^.

As courtesy of the 100th post, this shall be my most emo-est post yet xD ( i can see bingle getting ready to type something ). i'm not really in an emo mood right now so its not gonna be that emo.

lets talk bout rv first bah...i don't really like rv? rv is full of hypocrites, backstabbers, untrustworthy, disloyal, and no doubt intelligent people who use their intelligence for bad stuff. I can hardly find anybody that i can trust, though i actually know a few xP. do i regret coming to rv? i don't know...somebody used to be a great pillar of support for me, i could always depend on _______ and so could _______. but then thats the past, i feel like we've become strangers now. I don't want to be strangers with you. I missed the past times where there were none of this, but gradually the pillar became my source of frustration worry and anger. I don't want all of this, you understand? but then despite all that, there are still friends i can trust and of course rvnp^^. i am quite dissapointed in rv sia. i've heard so many good things about this school, about how it is a 'ming xiao'. now if i ever heard anybody saying its good because its a ming xiao he/she is so gonna die. The people here are no doubt smart, and even though i have learnt much in rv even in the seemingly never ending workload, and stress. The people here aren't that good morally. people has just been so selfish lately, only caring about themselves. why can't people just spare a thought for others, or even put themselves in other people's shoes just to see how they would feel. Everybody is equally stressed, everybody is equally pissed, i guess thats one thing 2eians do share in common, we suffer together. but it doesn't seem to have its own desired effects. haiz, what happened to friendship and trust? My primary school wasn't that good academically, but i learnt alot and had alot of fun there. I never asked for a reason to be nice. I never asked for a reason to trust. because everybody around me was just as nice as me. My friends would always be there for me when i needed them, and so would i when they needed me. We stayed together through thick and thin, even if there were clashes we still remained best of friends^^. this is called you fu tong xiang you nan tong dang. So here i thank you all of my friends^^. I wonder if this is the purpose of rv, to develop us into this sort of...scum. Individualist? they have no idea how much they piss people off for being so stubborn, and have the lowest amount of empathy ever. selfishness...i would hate to see the world come into this state. sorry under the influence of mr wong's lessons xP.

this class..i have nothing much to say about it now bah xP lets just hope we can really become united at the end of the year. I wonder if anybody realises that its already july-.-". our sec 2 squad also got a few problems. its not really that united as well, cos like.can't really say cliques bah. but then dunno why i still love rvnp xP. NP ROCKS!

lols my post not really emo bah. i wonder what will become of this class, np, or even this school. I just hope everything would be fine at the end. I still believe.