lols, did i say anything to offend people in the last post? O.O even if we don't win the world, even if we lose, this class will still be the one that left me so many memories that i can take with me for life, and remiscience (sp?). fine i can't really express myself xP, 2e is the best class i can ever have even if we're not the best of the world ok?

hahas, don't feel like its helping xP. anyway..blogging just for the sake of blogging? hehe. last last physics lesson had practical then looked at myself in the mirror. realised i looked so downcast, tired and freaky. did i always look like that ? o.O i'm kinda surprised anybody would get close to me haha. i rmb last time go all the way to city hall to take picture for the HSA thing( did i say that i brought on fri but left it at home on mon? damn stupid la...). lol then see my picture, then must take off glasses mah. then i look like one of the mentally 'different' serial killer (aka bian tai sha ren kuang in chinese) that got caught and taking the classic 'photo' haha. all i need was a signboard with my number on it and i can go pai movie liao xP. aiyo..why i look so freaking tired? eyebags like so huge O_o. cut hair liao look even more..ragged? hahas, need a break from this life can. i guess i kinda adapted already, but still...dunno how to say? i'm getting used to my 'suffering' bah, which is not good in my opinion, hahas.

something i discovered: i'm super sensitive-.- hais. dunno why i keep thinking so much. dunno want i keep wanting to find a reason for everything. dunno why must make myself even more confused and suffering-.-. fan leh...and hor, can anybody think of a solution for me? collect money for class chalet, then those people never go for class chalet then also must make them pay. if don't right, people who go for chalet would have to pay around $30 each?(judging from the costs of this chalet.) lols, then even if the money left at the end of year would be redistributed to everybody, its sort of like..very little? cos we like only collect when necessary. at first thought very good liao lor, got $400+ in class fund, thought rest of the year only need make 1 more collection, then dunno why 1 chalet then jiu hua kuang liao. aiyoyoyoyo, hate collecting money from ppl sia..actually i hate extorting money from people. i feel even more guilty when they WILLINGLY give it..aiyoooooooooooooooooo lol. er..anybody who i reading this right now don't take it to heart hor o.O i know my worries like abit unfounded for? cos it was like this from the start...but wouldn't it be better if there was a better solution? other than + - x / the money needed to pay -.-. i think too much. kinda rash today? bleh shld be just got frustrated, normally i just leave them be...

oh well, thats all xP. nth much to blog now bah, oh yeah there is sth very impt...and i will know it tomorrow. i guess fate really likes to make a fool of me, heh?