lols, was thinking of dragging this post to be together with the camp's one, but decided to be nice and post instead =P.

today had a leadership workshop? we had a coach called barry, yeah he enjoyed our class xP. talked bout alot of leadership qualities, but leadership is mainly bout INFLUENCE. i learnt that influence wasn't just a good thing though, like pressurizing you to do sth-.-. guess i gained a new insight then. shared with us alot of stories, like how his dad passed away. yeah and alot of people went to his funeral, cos of influence, he made a difference in other people's life. sounds like sth i would like to do, haha. its interesting to become a social worker, or maybe doing some volunteer work to help those in need, but i need to earn money first >_>. suck la this society, all so money minded-.- too bad i just know i will need the money. i dunno how much i shall earn until i stop, maybe 100k?200k? 200k shld be enuff to last awhile bah, but dunno about family >_>. okok back to topic. he also told us a story of how some 8 year old boy who isn't that perfect collected $37,000 us to help victims of bombing. really warms the heart? why can't the world be like that? lols, he dam capable sia..37k, i feel dam zi bei now >_<. the workshop very good lor, at least it was enjoyable =P. reminds of a story i read..

A young boy was walking along the beach when he saw a starfish lying on the beach. he picked up the starfish and threw it back into the sea. an old man saw what the boy did and went to ask him what was he doing. old man 'boy, what are you doing?' the boy replied, 'i'm saving this starfish.' the old man chuckled and said ' but there are so many starfishes scattered upon the beach, how are you going to save them all?'. the boy smiled and said 'well, i made a difference to that 1'.

thats roughly it la, typed from memory de xP. haha, found it..so obvious yet so far?

afterwards went for cip. somehow we ended up at same place with 2L? and go up le still go and clean same place-.-". then cannot go in liao mah, so while awaiting further instructions, we decided to be lame and sang the national anthem xP. cos got 1 flag there mah, then kee heng phone got national anthem, then we sing xD. super lame la. oh ya, the uncle was kinda pissed off sia, cos maybe abit noisy bah. then in the end me and bingle went around to pick up rubbish-.- we pick up only around 1 tree lor, then found alot of interesting stuff. like hundreds of instant cement(i'm not joking, hundreds can..). we picked until half the plastic bag full liao, and its only around 1 tree. we were talking about a murder has occured there xP. found alot of weird weird stuff, like human bone!! no la dun think its human, but the bone huge 1 can...then found 6 batteries, 5 lighters, 1 razor, 2 spoons and alot of weird weird stuff. mr wong said that those people sniff glue to help them run away from their problems. i think its kinda stupid sia..run can run for how long? oh well maybe i not in the position to talk bah, since my life is still ok now. but then why spend money on hundreds of capsules of instant cement..o.O dun get it sia. then they all dunno say what thing make somebody cry lor. i never she was scared of that kind of stuff sia..oh well now i know =X then went to jec to eat with half the class. then afterwards they said they wanna go play captain's ball, then i like sian sian then just go lor. but in the end nv go, cos aaron nv go, then wangzhe and yulu go play ball? then no more ball, then wasn't feeling too well bah, abit light headed. like you know when u lose too much blood?

*people with creative imagination are not advised to read this part, continue at your own risk*
you know hor, the flat de corridor is like those places where you shoot ghost movies? lol like 1 dark night, you walking past the corridor, then suddenly a door open and makes this squeaky noise with the hinges. then you quicken your steps. then you get the feeling that somebody is looking at you from behind. you turn behind and see nobody, then suddenly you feel somebody breathing on you. you turn back and see...nothing! you continue walking chiding yourself for your own imagination. then suddenly you see a shadow on the floor, a shadow of a floating...AHHH! ok i'm bored.

i realised i get easily pissed off by people who give me ap. i really hate that sia, they think they what? can anyhow give ppl ap? bu shuang my fault ar? ap for what? grr... not really in the right state of mind these few days, i need to get a grip on reality sia..

oh ya, sorry for not going xP will go next time de!