ahh..just to update. i've gotten much better, except for my stomach *hai* weird problems with it. fever has gotten better, and nth much wrong with me except exhaustion due to all the medicine i've been eating, 4 packets sia..the $38 more heart pain T_T. today like sleeping sia..tired till feel like vomitting abit, like how you feel after a 4.8km run =X. today lesson quite ok bah, i understood slightly more of maths, ms lim pon lesson even though our test is so near -_-. then..com i finally understand sia, but not fully anyway =X. didn't feel too well throughout the entire day bahs. oh ya, 2e got 2nd for the mascot competition? gratz haha(i mean it la..i'm just tired you know?) kinda surprised 2d didn't get 1st or 2nd, i thought they did rather well sia. oh ya i don't think i mentioned 2e got A for cleanliness =X. ah well, since everybody so happy i won't say sao xin de stuff.oh ya, i have to redo my chinese ppt cos selene did the same 1 as me..haiyo oh well.

*the above message applies to class matters only, now for emo part =P*

why does my life revolve around you so much? why are you so important that i just cannot let go. bond + (bond2)^2 = whole lot of trouble and torment. lack of understanding, lack of communication, lack of tolerance. brings me to a dangerous point..hrmm..maybe i shld be more like nicholas or wangzhe? they can be so straightforward, but i can't. fuck can i just stop caring? somehow i know the answer shall be no..until the circle ends...NO!it will not end that way..

having fun while some other people aren't isn't really fun anymore, why can't people think more before having their own 'fun'? why are some people just so obstinate in their point of views that they die die also don't want to look at it at a different perspective. Look already also not must change. why are people so quick to condemn and judge? is having fun so much more important than human beings, those who are always around you!

bleh, who might it be directed to? a person? a group? or maybe both..who knows.