bleh, results been so sucky sia. can't even compare to other people. haiyo..must work hard-_- less than 1 month to exam le..

oh well lets recap, school was normal(how many times have i said that?xP). actually school is never really normal, some stuff always happen sia...ok nvm i'm digressing xP. on fri had my LIVE SHOOT! so left class at 1.30(which i didn't know everybody was dismissed at 1.30..cos of the investiture?) anyway, changed into full-u and went onboard the bus. then we actually had to carry our bags and uniform cover and stuff with our hands(nothing is supposed to cover our ranks T_T) and walked for dunno how long then climbed 3 stories still carrying all that luggage T_T. amazingly, we had no casualties =X. then sat there for very very very long before its our turn, quite alot of schools were there sia..then i was so nervous la, scared of the recoil sia, then also scared cos i will be shooting real bullets that can kill if i just point it at yicheng who was standing right beside me =X xD. ok then in the end i slowly slowly pressed for the 1st bullet, then quite ok la, recoil didn't feel like much, and not that hard to aim, but then i shot 0 points for that 1st bullet xD. nervous mah, cannot blame me =X. then i slowly checked for 1st pressure 2nd pressure for the next few bullets then the mam beside me told me to hurry up and use 2 fingers if i cannot press the trigger. haha, then i just heck the 1st and 2nd pressure and fire once i aimed xD. ok in the end got 51/60 points. 9 bullets in rectangle, 1 on line which was counted as on the outside rectangle (-_-lll) 1 in outside rectangle, and 1 which was in the outside outside rectangle. lols, so 9 x 5 + 2 x 3 + 0 =51/60. quite a few people got full points sia. NO FAIR!!!I WANNA JOIN COMPETITION DE!!! but then will have more shootings and will see from there. aiyo..i have so many things to improve on sia. somebody help me leh...ok so thats all for the life shoot, wasn't as hard as i expected, yeah, i going to shoot air pistol sometime soon!!!i just dunno where that card go =X. lols if i wanna go shoot again i have to pay $110 for 12 rounds. then go air pistol i have to pay $2 for 20+ pellets xD. ok just a random fact la.

then yesterday sat, went to the funfair at primary school. ok la, nth much there, hardly anybody did games for their stalls. mostly just sell stuff 1. and quite small sia the space, like 1 classroom 5 or 6 stalls. oh ya, kaijun jialing roslina felicia me greg and weishun came. joseph came also, but for like only 5 mins -_-. then they all playing basketball there, then got 1 guy very hiong lor, take off his shirt xD. but he nth to show off also =P. then some guy keep getting injured, cham xD, then basicly what we did for the whole day was just walk around visiting people and playing around with the games there. hahas..doesn't seem too fun to you? i'm just happy that i finally saw my primary school friends again after dunno how many years xDxD. miss them alot sia..ok thats all liao.

alot of people tell me to just smile and forget all my troubles..but i beg to differ. even if i forget them, it doesn't mean they don't exist do they? they will come to haunt me sooner or later, isn't that true? especially for me. bleh sorry, no offence intended..