bleh..having a fever right now. actually i've been burning since last night at around 10+? thought it would turn out fine, but my temperature didn't go down. whole night i was like struggling sia..so damn hot. then morning wake up damn dizzy and have a bad headache..not to say extremely high body temeprature. then breakfast didn't eat much. then like cannot move around much cos my head will be damn pain. then lunch it got even worse, didn't even eat a few bites. then told my mum that i have a terrible headache =X yes i didn't tell my mum till just now -_-. then she scold me lol. then in the end ate panadol, got a little bit better now, but still head pain and dizzy..bleh. and my arm is still very pain-.- damn you la yicheng and bingle-_-. after today i finally know the meaning of how food taste like 'dry cardboard' -.-.

shall blog now. hrmm, i guess i shall start with last thurs? i dunno when i last updated =X. last thurs went for dry shoot course. then got 1 sir super what lor-.-. its a miracle that we remembered all the parts of gun after just 1 time by a not really good speaker, and remembered the whole procedure after u said it once. wth lor, this guy be teacher surely get hated by everybody..i wonder how he become nco sia..you think we genius isit? of course we here to learn la, but don't expect us to get sth right on the first time can. then just nice i got the gun with the cylinder closed, then forget go pick it up, get scolded liao. then you also nv tell us what is what position la, then i also blur blur there. somehow, i just dislike that sir alot, totally no patience and ap us first thing, expect us to get everything right, and expect us to be nice back to you? learn from the other sir la..he got so much patience can, and willing to teach even if they made a mistake. ok enough of complaining le =X practice shoot next friday! must do well and not let that sir gloat or whatever. maybe i shld try to do exactly do what he said we shldn't and get full marks for it ^^. hehe if that actually happens i'm gonna love the expression on his face. ok i damn bad xD but hope can do well anyway..

yesterday was going to have 'recrea' in the end the lecture took up 2 hrs+ , then no more recrea le, then they all go do obstacle course. then laura was stuck up there again =X. oh well..the school shld change the monkey bar, keep turning sia..arghh don't feel so well..dunno what to blog about...

what is going on now? will things go back to normal? what is my decision, what is my choice? i don't know..but i will never regret!