came back from chalet, super tired zzz. i think i slept 2 or 3 hours for the 2 nights zz.

day 1: i originally thought i'm gonna be late la, then when i almost reached je charlene sms say 12pm meet liao -_-. that time like only 10.20, piang lols. then i walk around doing nth then found kathy and aaron at popular. (somehow that time is already 11.30 like that xD) then i dun really rmb xD we stayed at kfc and people gradually came. oh ya lets count the people who came for chalet! ningqian, mungyu, kathy, jesslyn, simin, tingxiang, jiayi, charlene, weiting, selene, nicole, yulu, huixin, yingxue, kee heng, bingle, benjamin, nicholas, tianqi, me, wenzhong, yujie, kendrick, wangzhe, aaron, yicheng, zhaiyang. 27/33! omg own xD. ok so went to play arcade first since we can only sign in at around 4 la..i feel very shi bai, in my life dunno go to arcade so little times only lol. kk skip skip skip. *at chalet* as soon as i reached the chalet i started to play daidi xD. omg..miss daidi so much, and i won 5 times in a row MUAHAHAHAHAHA. lol ok nvm xP. then went to buy stuff for bbq, then like ask ppl to bring thongs and such stuff but nobody brought -_- (ok la, my fault for not bringing also) but waste money sia..then started to bbq. bbq ok la, suceeded in barbequing, and i repeated what my seniors taught me at unit bbq xDxD. i think got pic bah, but i think i got burnt by the heat la. cos like some parts of my face was red throughout the whole chalet after bbq. then my lips also so freaking pain sia..annoyed me to no end. now still pain zz. most of the boys was chionging xbox throughout sia, i like playing daidi still xP. then i just went to other room and watched i not stupid 2..i haven't watch yet xD. its quite touching lor..nearly dropped tears even though i've seen the touching parts on net be4 xP. and got sth to write for my zuo wen liao =X. then at like 2am+ they still playing xbox -_-(wtf they haven't stopped yet?) then like can't even sleep la. i forgot what i did but it was sianess..then actually wanted to see the sunrise, but dunno go where o.O.

day2: at 6+ they were still playing xbox..(wtf..) actually i still dun rmb what was i doing o.O i think just lying there bah. then i went to play daidi again xD. i got my first 3 straight flushes playing in chalet sia..feel proud haha. then i also keep winning..(lol cursed jesslyn to no end xP). but after that tingxiang thought of new game to play then got retribution like hell >_<. but it was still funny especially the wangzhe kathy jiayi skit hehe xD. i don't think i went out at all sia, kept staying inside to play daidi o.O. didn't even go to cycle..lols when they all stopped playing to go return their bikes only left few ppl. then somehow i fell asleep..then i went to the other room sleep again xD. then they are still playing the xbox (wtf..) then the xbox overheated so they stopped liao. are they even human? then at night talked and stuff, but stopped halfway, nvm bahs..then like 4am+ we still doing our e bu hmwk, i felt like sleeping so damn much la..then slept till 6+ then finally finished. zz e bu quite troublesome bah..but maybe it will be worth it? left early to hand up hmwk then yeah falling asleep while i was standing on the mrt train.

my mom is like screaming at me, i don't get it why she must bu shuang me everytime i go out sia. like primary 6 i go ice skating she must like make such a fucking big fuss out of everything and scream her head off and give me that freaking ap face while preparing to go out. even when my friend was there. i come back liao purposely piss me off lor zz.

no way..i'm determined. to undo to fight to win over. i can't even practice what i preach. but i still preach so much. its so ironic, maybe i'm the sturbborn and stupid one, the one who really needs to do something. how many more wake up calls do you need?