yay finally updating xP. well..yesterday(4th of nov) was my birthday then quite happy, cos 3 people rmbed it this time^^ and a 4th person CLAIMS that he rmb xD. hehe anyway quite happy already. dun really know what to blog about sia..its like hols started then everything quite sian liao. been watching anime like siao nowadays..already finished 3 series le, tengen toppa gurren lagnn(not sure if spell correct), chrono crusade and busou renkin^^. dunno why i like those anime where some noob starts fighting and fighting other people then get stronger then fight even stronger ppl..lol typical of almost every fighting anime...xP. getting quite sick of it bah, but dun really know what to do nowadays.

went for a trial run last sat for amazing race. super fun leh my job xD. at a station, the groups are supposed to find me and yicheng. then we like hide around the school. feel like terrorist sia, moreover wearing the balaclava somemore^^. then first time nco walk into the place we hiding. i think they 2 nv see us yet, then nco winnie walk past me i wave she wave back lol. then they to find yicheng liao, then walk by me then find me xD. then dunno why, after being caught me and yicheng RAN FOR OUR LIVES, damn exciting la. then afterwards we just follow nco, in the end still got 2 other groupso.O. then since we just standing there in a big open space our squadmates found us. then walk around then our juniors found us, but for our juniors we ran like hell again xD. hey is fun ok.. hope will get to see all the other school npcc cadets soon..especially ernest..hehe..muahahahahaha...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ok sorry.

lols..if really want to blog bout personal feelings right..i can't really find a word to describe it..lol. hopefully during class chalet everybody would be happy and not sad at all. end of year mah, should leave things in a happy note..it makes me wonder..if there's past, present and future exists doesn't it mean fate exists?. for the passage of time between future and present, well it is a passage of time. if the present has a designated future would everything be planned, acted out like it should? so wouldn't that be fate.. ok ps ppl who don't want to read can skip this now xP. saw this in fate stay night..luck- the ability to change fate before time. well, its new way of looking at it? and it might be true as well..words are just what we use to refer to sth..but it can never represent the real thing. heh..i can't help but feel fate is unfolding in front of me..(like duh..time passes by). lol, see fate bah xP.

tolerance and endurance makes the mind tired. struggling too. what now? fight for my wish i'm horibbly mistaken, fight is force stay is give up, what is in between?