I feel extremely lifeless nowadays. yeah lifeless and bored, somehow i feel i'm really leng mo nowadays. xiang si bing? heh probably, even when nearly 1 month has passed i still miss 2e. not really the class but all the bonds we shared. perhaps i'm just trying to move on? heh trying to explain my behaviour is hard >_>.

i just typed and retyped and deleted for dunno how many times. arghh, why can't i just be truthful and bear whatever consequences there is -_-. shall update quickly and leave^^

on friday had phy and math test. phy test i barely studied for it =X i reached home at like what..8.30pm the night before? cos of training and went to buy new clothes. at the end of the day still no clothes bought, haiyo.. then phy is like..just read through and thats my revision xD. phy paper was so-so, just that not enough time to do >_>. hehe guess its not me to chiong la, i like to do slowly then when left with 10 minutes i will chiong!! math paper was depressing, don't want to talk about it >_>. i hope will have self study session organised soon like last year sia, i want to go lor. but now got i also cannot afford to go la, got cc com training. cc com prelims are drawing very very very near and i'm getting nervous liao. will we make it? its on feb 15 total defence day. its either we come back happy and cheering or sad and depressed, heh to think our months of training depends on that 10 minutes =/. i have faith^^ rvnp jiayous!