just felt like blogging xP. school has just reopened and i'm being pummeled with hmwk i have yet to do. hais hais hais.

mon.
went to school feeling normal and not feeling much of a diff o.O nth really changed in the hols bah. changed timetable but nth was particularly interesting psps. suddenly recalled that its ningqian's and ain's birthday that day. SO SORRY AIN! lol after the test which i forgotten ( i think it was math? oh ya! i screwed up for that one >_>), actually went with wangzhe and yuheng to go eat, then went to buy ningqian's late bday present xP. went around walking before finally decided on one, of course not going to say who's =P. did abit of hmwk, super sleepy have no idea why.

tues.
don't think today was a good day bah -_-. damn tired today as well, then suddenly when i was already assembled for assembly and waiting for raymeo kuah to parade command, suddenly i was told that i was to sub him cos he wearing PE. WHAT THE _____. piangs la. then fine just went up still feeling very ... don't think i did well for parade commanding. dots last year for the hall one i was like the only person who bothered shouting(as loud as i can), then this year didn't xP. haiya suck la. wasn't really feeling well that day either, skin was feeling all pricklish, then as lessons went on felt feverish and dizzy -_- arghh. felt abit better after PE, but returned worst after, crap la. then you know i forgot to hand in my physics assignment 3, then was made to stay back to hand copy out the whole thing, hand in by the day itself. piangsssssssss bad day bad day xD. felt guilty seeing my squadmates falling in and doing pt while i stayed in the aircon classroom and copied the dreafully long physics assignment 3 ._. but really damn what sia. i swear this is the first and last time i will allow schoolwork to interfere with np. i've decided. i will give myself 1 month to do well. went for pt with only bout 1 hr left. surprisingly, still managed to do like some pushups and situps and stuff like that and 200 jumping jacks and run 8 rounds. good use of time O.O. then i realised i didn't eat for lunch, nor did i eat for break. luckily i ate breakfast xP. had abit of talking later. not good, don't talk bout it, at least not on a public blog -_-. went home after that, stomach started to feel abit pain, maybe gastric bah.

weds.
was half awake half asleep for almost all the lessons. i swear sitting at the back is great for sleeping. with moeka blocking me its impossible to see if i'm sleeping -_-. damn tired again sia, no idea why. stomach still occasionally give me short periods of pain, arghh.







Don't feel like blogging le, not really in a good mood nowadays cos of several things =/ why must the world be such a saddening place? which reminds me of today's assembly topic, which is on emotional first aid. just to tell you all that i don't plan on suiciding or anything -_-. oh well, think i gonna leave it here for today le, sleep well people.