mid years is coming real soon but i have no desire to stop blogging ^^. Even though i do not go back to 2e le, i still find myself enjoying going to school than staying at home. like at school can see my friends and talk to people, and pretty much have all my time occupied doing whatever hmwk i can. but school seriously sucks, i can't stand myself sia, i just keep freaking stoning and stoning and wasting my life away with all that stress on me -_-. it takes a toll you know. but its still better than staying at home bah, cos at home nobody to talk to and i just stare at my com all day. conflicting feelings made me even more sian, cos i know i should be doing my hmwk and studying but another part of me just wants to play and slack. i end up getting so irritated that i don't do anything -_- cruel results of stress and school life. and not like my mum is helping by shouting at me for every single thing zzz.

but got good news, which is that i passed my promo MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!. lol ok that wasn't neccessary. but seeing that 2 stripes very song aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. after muster parade played with my squadmates again haha. hopefully we will continue to play and play till maybe year 5 year 6 xD. love them sia^^

i still feel very absent minded nowadays, mainly because of all the stoning that i've been doing. i want to stop stoning la, or else i will feel like i'm just wasting my time in school lor. sit there and stare at the teacher. wait sometimes i can't even see the teacher -_- but i will admit school is getting more enjoyable nowadays ^^. my class quite enthu sia, dunno buy how many birthday cakes and gifts le lol. and they are smart too ._. guess whether i meant that in a good or bad way^^.

lets get through this damned mid years examination once and for all for the june hols will be here after the mid years, which means chalets and alot of spending xD. dunno whether to be happy or sad haha. oh well, best of luck to everybody taking the exams!