lols, blogging right before tml, which is my atc camp. not really looking forward to it bah lol, still can remember carrying that one big box of rations from the campsite to the jetty, while all those people in other schools refused to help lighten my load, and waved byebye riding on VANS. ok, i'm a scorpio, scorpios are ji chou one, don't blame me xP also if my memory is right must do one performance with our new group, lol not exactly looking forward to it also. high ropes obstacles, not looking forward to it also xP. oh well, just gonna try my best? holidays i'm going to be so freaking tired sia.

i think i've changed. that much slightly, in this new class. I think it was for the worse, i think i'm very cold towards people le. i also think i'm a fool for giving myself 6 months to 'adapt', while all i did was slack, and i never really needed that kind of time. and i know just what i need. too bad its not with me right now, not fully anyway. i know i won't be able to concentrate, i won't be able to do my best when i'm so weak inside. this sucks dammit -_-, grr!!!

i made a wish for others. i made a wish for myself. whats up with this? hate it, feeling lost.

gonna stop here, cya after a few weeks, if i don't end up in the hospital >_>