lol decided to finally come and blog to keep my blog alive, since obs is coming already lols. if i don't blog means my blog gonna be dead for 2 weeks le xP.

talking bout obs its coming this mon le, kinda looking forward to it^^ hopefully it will be fun la, especially kayaking part. kayaking around pulau ubin gonna be fun haha, unless my partner for the kayaking is..ahem ahem ahem. gotta face my challenge of rock climbing again -_- i must conquer it this time! but i think its kinda sian pitching and unpitching tents all day round, unless its with squadmates ^^. but if with normal schoolmates will be sian, and i will be kinda worried bout the tent collasping on me in the middle of the night while i'm sleeping lol. one of the times where campcraft and camping skills learnt in np comes into good use? xP.

my head rather blank now, sorry to whoever talked to me yesterday, was too engrossed in reading some stories. can give you all the link http://anntonii.blogspot.com/ . lol so far only read the 3 completed stories. rain angel was quite nice, kinda liked it ^^. book of love was nice too at the end, though ending not much detais but i think its meant to be like that. crap i think i read too much le, my brain gonna malfunction on me anytime soon -_-. anyway, i don't think its ____ to read these kind of stories =P when the story is nice, you'll read it no matter what type of story it is lol.

the sec 3s gonna officially takeover very soon, and i find my vocal skills inadequete =/ bleh, i think i've kept quiet for too long le -_- maybe i should start talking more. sometimes i just hold myself back sia, cos i think i can see consequences of my actions most of the time? in the end i'm neither here nor there lols, not really anything at the goal which i'm holding myself back from and the start where i well, started. don't really, it doesn't mean i'm holding myself back from achieving something, like i hold myself back from saying something or sth similar and then in the end i say nothing and in the end i'm not really anywhere. i think big problem can, its troublesome for me? lol ok. haiya don't know la, thinking too much clouds my brain -_-.

recently been looking over the pictures of my squadmates (just got the 14 disces of pictures xD), haha they all look so different from when they were sec 1. only a few people never change or only change abit, like me yicheng weisheng etc etc. rest look kinda cute, maybe i should post them so you know what i'm talking bout xD. hehe maybe i shouldn't be so evil bah. anyway i haven't packed for obs and i'm planning to pack as little as possible lol yeah, i try to blog again when my brain feels better. don't know whats wrong with me now.