you can skip this part if you don't like 'emo' stuff.

feels like something really really horrible is going on inside me, but what? i don't know. i wonder if there's anybody who can tell me whats happening to me. i wonder if i'll ever meet a person like myself. feels horrible. not the same anymore. and i don't know what to do. maybe i'm not supposed to do anything about it. but i can feel something horrible, maybe changing inside me. extremely horrible, i can't identify it, i don't know how to stop it from happening. something's changing and i don't like it, not even one bit. i don't know whats gonna happen to me sia. maybe i'm just confused.

since start of this year told myself, no being emo. but what? how long can sturborn will stand. argh hate it, i don't want to change one bit, i'm actually scared i'll change sia. change into something irrecognisable, change into something that i would hate.

through instinct, i don't like this.

end of 'emo' stuff

told myself cannot become sad again, but i guess i'll allow myself one post(nor do i think its very safe posting stuff bout yourself in a public blog, but whats the point of having a blog if you can't even say anything -_-). just a quick post bah, well, common test did suprisingly well, if you compare my results with how much i studied -_-. so far only failed physics real real real real bad. (not even an F9 can), but didn't expect much from it bah. so far 2 A1s (if you count SS as a single subject), 1 A2s, 1 B3, 1 B4, 1 F9(-_-lll) still got chinese haven't get back, lim kim choo is absent for a whole week, guess its a C5 or C6 bah. so my GPA got pulled down by term 3 rawr, but expected can, i've been sleeping in class ever since i sat in a corner. now move to not corner liao the teacher's voice still doesn't exactly reach me since its still a backseat, but i'm definitely not complaining ._. i think xunhong damn cham, you just need to sit in the backseat and within a few mins or hrs (depending on your willpower) you go to lalaland already -_- cos its very warm there, then teacher's voice can't reach, and you're easily blocked by people in front of you so you can sleep all you like xP jk. but corner seat in block B and C rocks =X its damn spacious and fresh air is abundant since you sit close to a door xD ok beginning to get crappy.

lol, recently tried to get more studious cos my attitude for studies is downright ridiculous now. so don't be surprised when you see me staying back late to finish my hmwk(mostly overdue).

i think this is one of those really rare posts where i post what i feeling like posting about. and be truthful

good nights people, btw don't worry, this has (well almost) nothing to do with my cca.

hai, i seriously don't know whats wrong with me sia. anyone?