you know i'm starting to feel sick of being tired -_-. i pretty much rather be physically tired than mentally tired. at least physically tired you can just jump on your bed and sleep for a whole day and when you wake up will feel so shuang~ lols. plus the mad hunger when you wake up, then suddenly you go around looking for food and just eat, also very shuang~ xP oh ya and you get to lose weight xD. ok maybe thats just me xD. mentally tired..hard to recover from. too bad i won't give up -_- hais, i think leaders lose their sanity bit by bit sia -_-. wanted to state an example but decided not to be mean xD.

you know i hope that around 1 year from now, i'll be able to thank everybody for all the effort everybody put in, for everything that they have done..yeah. 'everything that they have done' is shortchanging those people, but its really too much to write out. one year from now would be around the time we get our UOPA results squadmates. that would be our work people, and confirm will be very proud one. rvnp 3 years straight gold liao, hopefully this year will be gold also, then next year get gold again we would get silver drill cane if i'm not wrong. stakes are..real high. super prestigious sia..

hey squadmates, cooperate with me can?

felt like blogging about somebody, but nah don't want to corrupt my blog -_-. wonder if i should just be mean or continue to be patient =/ tough choice to choose from sia.. lols you know its not just 1 year from now. i hope that i can be thanking everybody for everything that they have done during rod that day (well, what else can i do other than thank them?)

weird, i thought i had alot to blog, but i guess i didn't continue the blog post for too long already, then just yeah just can't continue now -_- blogging suddenly becomes so awkward sia.. oh well just forget about this post bah. crap super bad =/