lols whats up with me and my fragmented blogging nowadays -_- guess i just really have alot on my mind. quite abit on my heart too.

lols you know when you just sit at like near to a large body of water and blow wind is really damn shiok. like around a week ago pulau semakau trip, i just sat on the edge and blow wind, shiok ah~ lols random xD but really like the feeling. if there was something for me to lean against(preferably something soft xD) and dunno..it would be great xD. pasir ris park and all those beaches blow de wind not as shiok as pulau semakau wind hehe. but you know i was thinking about all those then i suddenly rmb the obs that time, we were all walking walking and walking with the heavy backpack and was really exhausted (you know i actually wanted to train up before obs sia, but dunno why plans were..postponed xD), then we took a wrong route and ended up at this dead end. actually not dead end la, its kinda like quite a high slope to the sea. then everybody just rested there, like you know very exhausted very hot then got cool wind breeze blowing and in front of you all you see is just a patch of sea xP. hehe good team bonding also la, like everybody was throwing stones into the sea lols. if i ever go back to pulau ubin again ( i just went back pulau ubin last saturday -_-), i think i would definitely visit that place sia. and go around plucking durians hehe, though i don't eat durians ._. riding on bikes of course, no way i'm walking ^^ (being a CI is that shuang you know? for those who don't know , i have to camp at pulau ubin for about a week for Cadet Inspector course, then after that can return to take ATC and stuff. but most of you probably dunno what i'm talking about xP)

must paragraph my blog posts lol. i think my moods are really confusing sia, like can't really see whats going on? bleh whatever don't think bout that first. its too early to take a break.

bloody hell my mum is freaking irritating. keep scolding me for no reason -_- like wth scold me for playing the com for awhile, scold me for sleeping. other parents see their children tired will let them sleep sia, i can't even fucking close my eyes in peace for more than 5 minutes. like i don't know how to take care of my own life like that. keep screaming at me to do hmwk, how the hell do you even know what is hmwk and what isn't -_- maybe i'm lagging behind in hmwk but that isn't without reason too -_- and you don't see me worried can, i know i can catch up de. but just have that lack of motivation now sia, need somebody to push me. sian why the hell am i blogging about her again -_-

good night people