omg! my memory seriously sucks sia. was supposed to hand up bio prac for my class today, then i actually forgot bout it -_- I ACTUALLY FORGOT SOMETHING LIKE THAT LEH! I FORGOT LEH! shit la my memory going to the dumps -_-. i was on my way home then i suddenly rmb then i went back school again. but when i went back school too late liao door close -_- argh! i actually forgot about it leh. wth my memory..but i told ms pan already -_-. i used 4 '-_-'s already lols. but seriously! my memory is going from bad to worse!

i realise i must really take my pracs seriously sia, and actually do the pracs during prac lesson -_-. if i don't right, its next to impossible to do them -_- i'm totally struggling with it now argh. and i said i would do hais -_- i think today is a bad dayyyyyyyyy, but i'm already lucky in these kind of days i guess, hais, didn't manage to keep my word.

well, i guess i should update bout my mid years results o.O not very good bah, with that slip shot kind of studying -_- (you call that studying? ok i studied..) gradually lost more and more motivation to study, the last 3 or 4 papers had almost no feeling to study anymore, even if i forced myself to -_- except bio la, i had motivation to study. ok ers..haiya i guess i just say my results, maths B3 only (i got 55/80 for both papers o.O), chem B3, bio B3, phy C5 (hopefully B4 if i can get that 1 mark ^^), ss geog A2, la B4 (heard it was very good with the marker being vida ers..sth?heard we got a few marks though, since they decided to standardise way of marking). oh ya, here's the thing that i'm like SO FREAKING PROUD OF! MY CHINESE PAPER 2 I ACTUALLY GOT B4 FOR IT! AND ITS NOT BORDERLINE B4 TOO! MUAHAHAHAHA! but add in paper 1 i got C5 overall hahas, but not bad already la, my chinese has started from C5 in sec 1 and ending at E8 in sec 4, and now..WOOHOO! add in moderation and count in term 1 marks i should still be C5 hahas. but seriously, i think alot of people are like shocked that i can get this kind of marks for chinese xD. ah well, you can see i deproved for alot of subs with that kind of studying, like chem bio ss maths shld be A1s -_- aiming for phy A1 too ( i know i can do it de ok! not only prcs can get A1 for phy =P) A2 or A1 for la, a1 for ss, b4 for chinese (need to improve for compo ._.) hahas ok high expectations, but provided i have the energy and mental wealth to do so >_>

realised i haven't been feeling alright since..forever, yeah what with my memory being even lousier than normal, but nvm, it'll do for now. ENDURE! can feel my..willpower dieing, hais endure man. well ers, kinda random update today, oh ya, i'm going for shooting com again, everybody pray for me and wish me good luck ok ^^. hope that..i will do well for it. must.