what on earth is happening to me sia..have a weird feeling inside of me, do i resent? do i hate? whats that vile feeling inside of me..whats happening to me? i seriously don't feel so well..

my heart is tired, tired of feeling all those emotions, sick of it.

well, as you know mid years exams are finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyy overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. though didn't do too well la, argh -_-. totally lost interest in studying after a few days hais.. physics was too much to study! no time sia -_- bio lost interest, ers chem lost even more interest. come of think of it my studying was totally slip shot..hais.

feel kinda guilty for continously snapping at my mum sia. but she's like trying to tao information from me. like she don't believe what i already told her la -_- then always put those kind of weird weird traps in her questions and expect to fall for it unknowingly and prove that i was lying to her. she either thinks that i'm stupid and/or that i'm lying. i would be pretty offended by both -_-. she like totally don't trust what i saying sia. my mum is the only person in this world that is capable of pissing me off in a sec -_- haissssssss. bleh but should be coupled with dunno? stress? frustration? caused me to be quite irritatable, argh dammit.

school has been boring and a waste of time ._. oh damn i seriously sick of using my brain, maybe over used it for all those last minute cramping. yeah i think i seriously overused, now overheated need to cool down xDxD.

hmm, quite a few thing happened after mid years la, but i abit lazy to update of my life, ers forget is friday or tuesday, wilson sms me whether i going practice dance, then i dunno bout it, then i say ers ok, then i waited for them for 1.5 hrs ( i got amazing patience right xD). then when they finally got here then tell me they going kbox -________-. totally tio scam lols, then somehow i just went too and now i owe ppl money -_- hais bad choice good choice? lols dunno. but nvm la quite fun too. then..i seriously don't remember anything during the weekdays, i must have let my brain hibernate in school ._. especially today monday la, totally wasted sia. nothing happened, i basicly sat there throughout, sleep also can't really manage to sleep, argh!

last sat went for dance practice, didn't really do anything, except play bball 3 times in a day, almost sweated to death xP. then went eat, arcade, at arcade i da kai yan jie and kua mu xiang kan at somebody lols. hmm but seriously senses very good o.O

damn this