my blog isn't really that dead right? anyway..don't really feel alright, feeling abit feverish with sensitive skin again -_-. how many times have that happened before liao? and the cold weather is not helping making me feel better -_- hopefully it won't develop into a fever sia..

I think in another months time right, i will be thinking about alot of things you know. about my past year, about how much i changed, or whether i did change. about what i did, about the past. i miss talking to you alot alot. ha, i wonder if i have been behaving like myself for awhile now. a long while? i think maybe i'll think about having half a year left with 4k, and whether i will be sad. then i will go on to year 5, and then be overwhelmed by the same feeling of nostlagia(sp?), and remember how time just passes and will never turn back. then..it'll have to wait till that time comes bah.

anyway, it seems that nobody blogged bout 4k chalet yet? as usual no pictures were taken except for the 2 yongwee took using his handphone of people sleeping -_-. anyway guess i'll blog about it bah. ehs wait, i'll blog briefly bout unit bbq too xP

the day before the chalet

I basicly slacked around with absolutely nth to do till 3+ where i went clementi and took the long bus ride to ecp. hahas rmb 2e times there. anyway reached ecp and i got lost -_- trying to find the bbq pit lols, anyway found it in the end, but i should be a little bit late bah, like 5.30+, but i was infact the earliest other than the sec 2s -_-. i thought they would be starting the fire already la! i intended to go there and just wait for food xP. then at first went to some place to blow wind and emo supposedly by the sec 2s lols. but it was always very nice to blow the seabreeze. then after that i helped(ers..i think i started the fire) start the fire, then sec 3s came, then bbq bbq then me and qinhui went to sec 3s and ers requested xD for 30 satays in 30 minutes. and we just got served like that xD hehe yeah, got alot of food, so bbqed for quite long, then after that was getting late liao, but still got alot of food leftover, then i just helped them revive the fire, then left them to bbq. (i was not mean ok! i did all that i could at that time -_-, yeah and since they have the fire should be ok liao right? should be nice squad bonding la xD ok, shouldn't let any s2 see this xP but seriously..i nv abandon them hor -_-) ya cos my mum asked me to be home early cos i haven't pack finish my stuff for chalet which is tml, then is already 9+ le, reach home 11.25 liao. my mum said by 11.30 if i didn't reach home she wouldn't let me enter o.O so phew, shan't elaborate much more xP)

class chalet
day 1

reached bedok at 11.30am, was quite sianned to find that there was no place to sit down or sleep ._., and i know they won't be reaching anytime soon (meeting time was 12pm), so i just wandered around and slacked. not my fault ok, habit to be early or at least punctual -_- then 12.30 pm (i know -_-) saw yijun and gaston, they said they reached at 12? lols, then soon saw minni de clique, yeah then they went to shengsiong to buy all the stuff. skip skip skip, yay at chalet le xP what did we do at chalet at first ar.. i think we just slacked around? watched movies (they brought alot of movies o.O) then went to rent bicycles for midnight cycling ($$$, but it was fun haha, shall elaborate on it later) then watched more movies, alot of horror movies lols, then played cards where the price of losing was to drink vodka mixed with sprite to dilute it ( i still have no idea why ppl like to drink alcohol, like..its not even nice to drink, not even in the least -_- maybe cos can get drunk bah o.O) then a few people got super high lols, it was quite entertaining xP yep so basicly was at chalet watching movies till 10pm, where gordon came and all of us can go night cycling.

i was riding double bike with sheryl, then it was my first time riding double bike, then sheryl didn't know how to ride a bike, so it was hard at first, especially when they keep riding at a fast pace -_- (there were like..5 double bikes and 6 single bikes? wow were there that many people at the chalet?). some of the paths were like 1m across and got these drains super bumpy la. my hand totally aching from griping the handgrips so hard (though probably nobody noticed xP) so we went from chalet to changi airport where we saw alot of ermmm, hais skip -_-. ers dunno, felt super weird -_-. and you know i was like abit dreading (the journey la), cos yeah quite tiring lols. but i guess the adrenaline helped me out and my control got better gradually. yep then when we reached changi airport we were looking for a way to enter the place, then were cycling on this long long stretch of road, cycled on it for damn long, then is like you look infront its exactly the same as you look behind lols, no end one. by that time cos everybody was going at chiong speed all of us quite tired liao, but just decided to go forward abit more, cos we can see a turn le, but decided to head back cos realised we heading to ecp. and i think we were pretty close too -_- then headed back at a slower and more relaxing pace cos changed gears lols. then cos we were cycling on the road a police car came and stopped us and took down our names lols, but he said it was nth de la, just in case you know by touchwood chance that some touchwood accident happened, yeah -_-. lols then they found out that i was from np then he asked me 'you SI already?' then i said 'no la, staff only', then he said 'wah staff onlyyyy ar'. lols not interesting convo but you know np related stuff xD

we went to the prata shop to eat, by that time it was about 3.30am? lols, quite funny to see the clock showing 3.30 when the sky is all dark and stuff xD, like nv see be4 mah.. then the moment i sat down felt sleepiness creeping up on me >_> finished our prata, slacked awhile decided to go back le, it was a pain in the butt to sit on the bicycle -_- lalala then cycle cycle got this stretch of road that is mostly gentle downslope, then it was damn shuang cos dunnid the cycle then the bike will just move by itself quite fast, then it lasted for quite long as well and very shiok cos the wind kept blowing xP. then by the time reached back at the chalet it was 6am. wow o.O alot of calories lost xP. hahas then everybody bathed and then slept awhile till 9+ to go return bike. it wasn't very nice to wake everybody up -_-. then came back.. then i forgot what did we do, just slacked around and watched movies, ya, a majority of the chalet was spent watching movies xP. yep then was bbq, more of a class effort to start the fire this time, and yep i just ate and ate and ate xP. then was watching more movies, you know we were watching horror movies, then one moment some people would be really scared then the other some people would go 'so cute!' when a guy comes out lols. no offence la, but sth interesting to blog about, you know you all really change damn fast xP oh yeah you know we finished 2 bottles of vodka? wow to my class o.O

day 3 (oops i skipped day 2? xD maybe cos day 1 and day 2 were like stuck together)
yep slept at dunno how late in the night (i wasn't really bothering to look at the clock) and everybody just slept and slept and slept lols. it wasn't nice waking them up again -_- yeah just headed home after that. oh ya! you know i brought the mini first aid kit to the chalet, and i used up almost everything in it lols, got damn lot of casualties during the chalet hahas xD

yep ers..the only thing i would regret about chalet is that always no pictures taken lols, quite sad, so i always must blog in detail, don't want to forget.

really hope this won't turn into a fever, still got alot of work to do even if i don't want to do it like hmwk, stress + sick = very very very bad.

i wonder when can i let loose and say that..i missed everything we shared together in the past