omg! just now my com suddenly went into a blue screen leh! but don't think is bsod la, cos got some words on it saying that if this is the first time seeing this then restart, then i restart liao still the same, then say otherwise can go into safe mode and do whatever changes you want. then i went into safe mode and prayed..hais i think i nowadays do too many bad things le, hais. then i did something and i could access my com in safe mode =/ i was damn scared sia..of losing all the memories that is stored inside the com xP hahas if you all see it will think quite stupid bah, the first thing i saved was my msn history, then pictures folder, then maple screenshots followed by np stuff in case its ever needed again xP. i only saved these cos its the only stuff that i can't replaced or is too troublesome to replace lols. quite dumb right? but msn history and maple screenshots really holds alot of memories for me xD. pictures too la.

i think my com like that quite meaningful leh..but first i want to say i really love my com sia, super grateful to it! hahas am i going crazy? cos the guy who fixed my com said that a com's life is about 3 years, then imagine if the com was a person, 1 year would be equal to 30 human years. so by the time the com is 3 years, it would be 90 years old liao. my com served me for 6 years liao leh..omg 180 years! and it still works fine lol until recently..thank you alot leh..how to repay? =/ so sorry.. i'm not crazy it only feels right to say all of this -_- hais but really quite sad my com =/ oh ya, i think quite meaningful cos while i was saving the msn history i read some of it, and it..rekindled something in me. reminded me of how it was like before, its really nice to remember such things, when well, truth be told cca leader is quite a torturous task with somebody a personality like mine and made me..lesser. but i still xin gan qin yuan to do it ok!

talking bout np..lets finish blogging about it while my com is still holding up :)
sec 2 life. xiaoxi the one who is always scolding but still has us at heart =X kok leong the light hearted guy who loves to talk cock and still loves to talk crap as a CI o.O angel the very very nice mam. jo lin who is also very nice but know to scold us lols, me wilson leetheng simin saw jo lin at west mall quite recently, then although she looked exactly the same she looked prettier o.O a pure comment ok, no other intentions -_-.

sec 2 they started to take us, i also can't really imagine how it was like la, then just suddenly took over then..i think i just accepted it o.O i think our squad got quite angry at xiaoxi cos she always scold us. then i rmb one incident, i think it was rod that time? i can't rmb who le, we were in a classroom doing some rod stuff, then for our rod gift we made cups for our ICs, then i forgot who was carrying the cups, was it simin? then she carry carry then the cups was like..around the same height or taller than her -_-. then she dropped the cups liao..then a few of us were dunno abit unhappy? i especially rmb bernice whining about who is going to pay for the 50 cents cup that was broken -_- and i think it was only 1 cup that was broken -_- ya then i think some of us were reprimanding or giving out protests? then xiaoxi just snapped at us 'what you all scolding her for?! you all see her one person carry so much also nv help! its as much as it is your fault as it is hers, so why are you all scolding her for? you all not squadmates isit?' of course my memory is not that good to rmb it 100% but yep in general thats how it went la. then i think it really made sense, then whats more important it was so pure the words lol. is really kan bu xia qu how we treat our own squadmates then say de. really admire the past ncos o.O yep and she apologise later for her outburst lols.

i rmb making a note to myself that sec 2 was the toughest time for us, thats one of the reasons why i wanted to be a sec 2 ic ^^. ya..still not much memories of what did we do, but one of the more important things was the abolishment of corporal punishment. i didn't really like it sia o.O if given a choice i would want corporal punishment to be back. and np is really abide to it hor! one pumping also never do -_- so damn tough to keep up standard nowadays..then that time we wrote lines instead of pumping, then yeah write until alot of complaints and unhappiness then eventually no more liao. then there were more things like taking away of badges o.O then that time only a few seniors had all their badges lols.

sec 2 itc was as usual tough, can refer back to my archives in 2007 march for itc post, i can't rmb what happened xD. just that our itc performance was hais -_- actually a dance was chorographed liao, but we only had a month to learn then we thought not enough, then just settled for a skit =/ ahh..so sad. we chorographed jing wu men, then i think the song was played like 2 or 3 times during itc xP. then soon was rod..danced 1 2 step lols. then our ics said our dance was very nice just that all of our faces were so glum lols. yep then they told us we are now the sec 3 squad, then very fast 1 year will pass and we will be ncos le. how true.

sec 3.
sec 3 squad, yue ting. who really really scolds alot, but even if my squadmates kill me, if a person can be in np for 6 years it proves that her concern is for rvnp right? not that i liked her scoldings lar -_- guo feng which all of us really loved and who is really effective as an IC. chiouyih who is very very very kind but sadly didn't see her as much but i still know she loves us! xD hanqian who is quite sadly =/

cc com training! the one that made my campcraft really really good and made me really really proud of rvnp lols. still rmb all the self imposed punishments when we overshot the time limit, the 6 mins high quality tent pitched by the 9 of us, the smell of the mamilla hemp which i am very very very very x 100 sick of smelling. i got a cough from smelling that too often sia, but bo bian cos i flagstaff de then keep tieing and retying. then finishing a basha, flagstaff and gadget in 7 mins then cheered rvnp till nearly 9 mins then we stepped out of the competition area during practice xD imba lols. cos time limit is 10 mins you know. i also rmb how scary guofeng was when he got angry, killing aura was so strong i didn't dare to enter np room for the whole morning cos he was inside until he came out for sth and talked to me o.O then cc com on the day itself with really bad things happening, like the mallet breaking on the first hit, severe shortage of twine and the peg hitting bricks underneath, etc , etc. but we just improvised lols. then in the end our team damn cool, at 9 min 59s we gathered in one line and jumped out of the competition area together xD cos by 10 mins everybody must get out of the competition area le. then other teams were busy last minute while we did that la hahas. and the flagstaff was almost perfect! other the the peg hitting the brick but we were still able to make it straight and the flag not flying. other than that it was perfectly perfect o.O

yep..but didn't really get high scores for that =/ quite sad la..but was great experience. sec 3 itc was wth super freaking busy, 1 week choro and learn finish a dance, though the dance not very good la, wasn't even 2 mins xP. oh ya, sec 2 itc the sec 3 seniors dance sexy back totally awesome la!

ah, very tired, i try to finish up sec 3 life then go sleep. then pray my com can endure for a while more for me to finish blogging -_-

sec 3 life nth much le bah..got quite abit of problems, cos gonna be ncos le, ya. then i also went for .22 revolver shooting com, was 22nd in country for individual ~ xD k la not too bad la..then i went for shooting com again this year, results super poor la -_-. last year score higher, but grouping lousier got a few stray shots, but still quite centralise. this year grouping very good but aimed too low! rawrs. then june that time 23 out of 31 days of the june hols i spent it on np -_- but raymeo more imba than me, on top of the 23 days he got a few more days cos of syf training lols.

too sleepy -_- i cant rmb much bout sec 3 life le bah..blog again when i can rmb more xD pray for my com sia..

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