crap what on earth happened to me? i was reflecting reflecting on the year of 2009 in a blog post then suddenly blog until some sensitive stuff. and now i have absoulutely no idea what the hell happened to me leh. i feel like a clean slate. and i dunno whether thats a good feeling. what on earth is going on? i think..i finally got some peace within bah? o.O

2009, a year where alot of things happened, i can remember quite a few painful ones but..i think its ok now bah. various events happened like learning and practicing rod dances, it was really really fun and a great memory squadmates ^^ then things like rod happened, which was..really really fast, just like that from being a sec 1 cadet to ncoship and finally rod. np really gave me a purpose in my life lols. yep and some interesting things happened like all of a sudden i'm hanging out with my primary school friends again xP. k la just 2 or 3 or them hahas. but its really nice..to still be good friends with them even after what 4 years? this proves friendships can last one ok! xP yep and a certain incident that hurt me alot. hmm more things would be 2e chalet which was really fun, it wasn't just fun..i just loved being with them ^^. yep and i went working.

my blog post doesn't really seem deep or sophiscated about this year..but i really thought alot liao la, lets just see to 2010. anyway new year resolutions ^^

1. 100 pushups (hehe i've been putting this off for quite awhile already, normally i would train for about a week and then forget about it and then the next time i want to train i'm back to square one >_>)
2. 1 armed pullup (i have no idea why, other than i think its quite cool to be able to do it, and in the case that i'm ever in a life threathening situation its good to be strong ^^. lols so far all about physical fitness -_- but..its alright to have small goals for yourself right xD honestly i just want to get fitter and stronger. alot more ^^)
3. to treasure every single moment i have in 2010, especially in my new class (treasure every moment i have with friends and ppl, don't waste time ^^. the guy from work is right..treasure your school life while you still can, i only have 2 years of school life left (to me), and that isn't much time.)
4. to try my best, give it my all for everything that i do and don't give up
5. to find what my heart is looking for
6. to make up with her

that should be enough for the time being ^^

HAPPY 2010 PEOPLE!